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In the beginning

I was a primeval dot in the Universe
In the beginning, if the Universe began
Because I ripped myself apart
In glorious combustion,
Then how did I come to be there In the beginning?


Name of human: Jiayi.
Gender: Female.
Ngee Ann Sec's 4R3'09
gothic_punkchic@hotmail.com

affiliates
6a.Class.2005 Alan Alster Amy Amira Ashilah Assiddiq Atikah Benny Blossom Brenda Calise Candice Cassandra Carolyn Clara Craig Daphne Debbie Denise Denise Khoo Dionis Dickson Edwin Estalla Esther Filza Fitri Geraldine Haziq Jane Jasmine Jasper Jia rong Jing Yang Joleen Jolene Jolyn Joyce Junnie Jun Wen Karmaine Kary Kenneth Kimberly Ang Kimberly Tay Liu Jing Maisarah Min Lin Michelle Pamela Pearlyn Tan Pearlyn Wong Rachel Han Reuben Ng Russell Sam Sarah See Yuen Shermaine Sheryl Shi Mei Shirley Sijia Sofia Thaha Tian Hoe Tong Xin Victor Wei Xian Xin Yao Xue Yun Yang Hui Yiliang Yuhin Zena Zhen Feng Zhi Sheng

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Monday, July 31, 2006 `` 7/31/2006 08:30:00 PM
Title:

7 Random Facts About Me
1. i quite blurr one
2. cause trouble without knowin it
3. being bugged by craig todae
4. dunno whyy im livin this lyfe
5. have 5 piercings in all at present
6. seriously broke
7. screwed up myy own freakin lyfe

7 Things That Scare Me
1. being da extra person
2. silence unless needed
3. boredom
4. too much bad lucks befall
5. unsure of livin this lyfe
6. emotionally hurt
7. loneliness

7 Random Music At The Moment
1. SEIZE THE DAY avenged sevenfold
2. WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU high school musical (vanessa anne hudgens)
3. GET'CHA HEAD IN THE GAME high school musical (zac efron)
4. START OF SOMETHING NEW high school musical (vanessa anns hudgens + zac efron)
5. WHAT'S LEFT OF ME nick lachey
6. ITS NOT A FASHION STATEMENT, ITS A DEATHWISH my chemical romance
7. NO SLEEP TONIGHT the faders

7 Things I Like The Most
1. destress
2. expressin my feelings by talkin to sb
3. chat
4. shop
5. met sb hu i can give my trust fully
6. lyke crazy forr one moment without gettin da weird luk
7. keep myself busy but not to da extend i lose control

7 Things I Say The Most
1. F**K
2. BLOODY HELL!!!
3. lolx
4. kayy kayy kayy
5. relax, chill dude!
6. FREAK!!!
7. *give euu da blank luk*

7 People I Wanna See Do This
ani body feel free to do this!

Saturday, July 29, 2006 `` 7/29/2006 05:36:00 PM
Title:

ARGH!!! WHYY TODAE I LYKE ROTTIN AT HOME!?!
DENN YESTERDAY KINDA HYPER?!?
whyy myy lyfe so unequal?!?
boo...
todae mostly spent lyin on da bed...
forcin to get thorugh this miserable dae quickly...
arh...
nuthin interestin to sae todae...
everi body not free...
denn i stay at home lyke zombie
wanna plae mahjong lehxx...
so no choice have to talk bout yesterday...
so here goes:

a freaky friday
mii in class bout to sleep soon
got tat stupid science test
geography tchr not here so WE ARE FREE!!!
FREE AS A JAILBIRD?!?
EH EH CONTRAST
denn dunno hu started da topic of sex...
i think you cheng...
sae wadd VIP card to go hotel got discount
denn ALMOST everi one in myy group started talkin bout it...
aiya tat guy WIF DA PAP STUFFS of course wont wanna listen..
he feel disgusted
hes still in da kindergarden moments...
haziq... *shakes head*
DESPO FORR SEX
HE SAE HE JUS NEED A CUSTOMER N AN EMPTY RM!!!
he admit he expert in this but i think he still virgin lah
denn da other guys oso come our tables...
should be da whole class noe we are talkin bout this...
craig quite open in talkin bout his body but he still think im sick
he lyke his *uh humm* so much
kept act act cover tat part
sae ppl kept rubbin against hymm
wa lao lyke ppl wanna masturbate wif hymm...
he carried hassan up n if i didnt rmb wrong throw hymm on da table again lyke wadd he did to dong kun last tyme?!?
HOW MANY PPL DOES HE WANNA SEE TO GET INJURED?!?
myy area become sex gatherin liaox...
but these guys onli use words not actions so not tat bad...
mayb deyy a bit of action too but i wont be da genius to noe...
day before no lit deyy oso plae hangman see hu noe more r-rated movies...
IM REELI REELI SHOCKED TAT GUAI KIA HAFIZ WATCH SO MUCH OF THESE
nobody still can compete wif hassan in da amount of r-rated movies he noe...
even r21....
I DUNN FEEL SAFE SIITIN BESIDE
MUHAMMAD HAZIQ BIN MOHAMAD ZAIZ!!!
*screams*

denn after skool wait forr estalla coz she got hmt
so a few of us in da class foolin round...
i kept openin craigs npcc uni to see...
curious wadd...
im tryin to imagine hymm in it...
*eyes luk up n think*
hmmm... cannot imagine...
too bad i miss seein hymm in tat...
estalla saw hymm n he ran away!
when hueva dirtied a bit of his boots denn i kiddin ask hymm to lick
N HE REELI DID IT NO DOUBT!
hes disgustin!
denn deyy were comparin npcc uni n ncc uni...
wonderful mornin spent!
myy face must be damn red from laughin...

denn go tm wif estalla before myy cca starts...
our date!
myy voice suddenly veri low coz of da mornin...
actually wanna go check myy tat phone
got prob
but must wait 1HR?!?
so go eat n shop...
i feel so wonderful...
no bag load n mii n estallas tyme alone...
FOX GOT CRAZY DISCOUNT!!!
cannot miss mii out!!!
by da tyme go back myy no. oredi far from over...
unless i continue wait but no tyme oredi...
go ****...

nite got tuition...
when i jus stepped into da rm, everi one turn over
ya la i kinda late again...
jol sae i luk punk coz i wear all black n pin up myy hair...
over dere i veri damn casual one...
scream if i wann...
got kinda test...
so hard...
comprehension read til i go blank...
i onli at tat moment denn noe jiarong is so lucky one...
last tyme leg injured got dionis n rebecca go up to his door step give hw!
WOOT!

p.s now got 3 phones on da table...
mii, myy sis, myy father wanna exchange phones...
myy sis siao one, exchange out da sony erisson phone n IM TAKIN IT!
i will still have 2 phones..
so wee!!=)

Wednesday, July 26, 2006 `` 7/26/2006 08:45:00 PM
Title:

come on tmr got science test...
so sian... everi tyme got sume freakin test comin up...
myy home econs stuffs went mouldy...
EEK!!!
coz da last tyme i use i jus put inside da locker forr lyke, 2 WKS!!!
so a science reaction took place in myy LOCKER?!?
gross... no wonder todae hold it lyke got da bloody bloody smell...
BUT SERIOUSLY I NEVER KILL ANI ONE!
dunn dare to touch it again, jus throw it away...

after skool accompany estalla eat lunch...
everi one knew tat eatin alone is jus damn embarrassin...
so a gd deed todae!
tempation of eatin sushi...
back home suddenly see a bunch of ladies at mii hse...
o myy mum's friends...
so quickly hide in myy rm n get an excuse to get out of da hse...
actually oredi plan go west plaza da 7-eleven eat lunch...
da orangina n pizza!
wee!
suddenly myy mum wanna ask mii help her take thangs when she go da ntuc so....
i did another gd deed!

denn after tat go back to mps plae netball...
i love netball...
by denn da juniors should noe mii...
go lyke da second tyme oredi...
isabella n rachel oso dere...
isabella dye her fringe...
denn help test n train sume ppl...
of course netball da ghurls cannot be too gentle n ghurlie...
will kana hit da ball n next thang euu noe euu are lyin flat on da ground bleedin...
perhaps cryin too???
da ghurl i got throw back da ball denn i butter fingers catch ani how n sprain myy left middle finger...
by now at 8.56pm still hurts n its swollen!
woo-sssssssh...
its fat n swollen lyke a green apple!
lolx...
denn plae da actual game..
i kana be da goalkeeper...
goalkeeper should be big size one denn i so...
kayy medium size... how???
i took away gts position!
heyy actually i luk great wearin tat pink blip (i dunno how to spell)
coz i oredi wearin black n whyte...
myy team stronger than da blue one denn i stand dere onli posin...
denn started daydreamin...
second round zena plae blue team center denn i blue team goalkeeper again?!?
GK veri borin one...
when nobody comes denn lyke so sian...
denn this tyme myy GS is peiyus sis hu is lyke damn tall, almost same height as mii...
ya la ya la, i short la...
as per normal i daydreamin denn when da ball comes i oso dunno...
i act more trouble to da team
denn da coach have to *beep* OBSTUCTION!!!
damn pai seh one...
sec 1 plae wif p5 oso can lyke tat...
can flush myy head inside da toilet bowl oredi..
*WOOOOOOOOSH!*

Saturday, July 22, 2006 `` 7/22/2006 09:19:00 PM
Title:

went out wif gt...
she wanna buy her FABULOUS ENORMOUS cake...
denn i need to buy myy capo n electronic tuner...
we are on a date...
onli da two of us..
lolx...
not to betray estalla...
dunn get sad...
i ask gt to lend mii $2 denn she sae she not enuff...
jus $2...
i gettin despo...
everi tyme wif her she will make mii scream...
i bought myy capo onli....
saw this tiny cute guitar...
after tat got guitar...
i overslept again...
denn when i woke up i tot i late...
denn i was lyke rushin to da door denn suddenly myy leg gave way...
i was shocked...
i collapsed n whined...
i wanna stand up again oso cannot...
half of myy body lyke paraylsed, all numb (i noe paralysed no feeling one)
everi tyme i oso late...
todae lyke nuthin much happen...
compared to yesterday...

Friday, July 21, 2006 `` 7/21/2006 10:13:00 PM
Title:

myy lyfe is a rollar coaster ride these daes...
everi dae got sth tat makes mii live this lyfe on da luk out...
slept more late these daes...
no appetite...
see thangs wanna puke...
da smell...
no lunch will got a bit gastric but still not hungry...
weird...

wadd celebrate racial harmony...
so borin...
kept yawnin in da hall...
euu should see myy luk...
luk lyke i jus cried...
eyes got red too...

ya noe coz r7 ppl sit beside us
denn tat ghurl called joyce go take our wallets n see...
N TAKE OUT EVERI SINGLE THANG IN IT!
got $40 hidden inside, thank god deyy didnt see...
denn when i went back home, i realised myy student pass, da one black n white wif da pri pic is MISSIN!?!
shit it!
o god...
holy...
i freaked out... (told ya myy lyfe these daes veri scary one)
called estalla to RELIEVE myy tension...
practically screamin into da phone...
nobody at home at tat moment...
poor estalla...
ear must hurt a lot...
denn found myy thang IN MYY PICS SLOT!!
wadd da...
TAKE MYY THANGS MUST PUT BACK PROPERLY!!!!
EUU ALMOST CAUSED MII TO LOST MYY LYFE!!!
BY ADDIN ANOTHER TENSION TO MYY CHAOTIC LYFE!!!
later reeli lost it in skool denn dunno which fucker go show off myy pic...
i noe ppl not tat bo liao...
JUS IF...
denn reeli da person called *1R7 INDEX NO. 5!*
denn she have to go up n ans tat ques...
aiya talk too much le...

dunno whyy these daes i centre of rumour attention in this class...
HEYY GUYS, EUU ARE THINKIN TOO MUCH ON DA SLANTED SIDE
one go relate da other denn da other think another...
wa lao...

didnt noe i got dance todae or not so didnt go...
since amira neva go so yeah...
i will be ms. lonely...
so lonely...

tuition will never be bored wif jolene round...
comfirm will quarrel wif ms rebecca one...
denn mii n si min eyewitnesses onli...
jol tot she dreamed i told her i wont be late tat dae...
actually is i REELI did sms her n told her tat...
denn talk bout pirates of da carribean...
i have not watch yet....
ANI BODY WANNA WATCH WIF MII???
yeah sure johnny depp is hott...
but orlando bloom is lyke *faint*
unlike wadd jol sae....
heard he stripped his back...
da tot of it wanna make mii rush into da cinema rite away...
denn we talk bout troy...
denn jol kept criticizin orlando...
gt called...
denn jol kept scoldin her forr callin mii n interruptin...
but eventually still lyke talk quite sume tyme...
hai ya gt famous among myy friends...
ask joyce or estalla, deyy oso noe hu izzit...
GT EUU ARE FAMOUS!
forr callin mii almost everi single dae except these few daes...

i didnt noe qi rui reeli kneeled down in front of jol to beg forr da fruit basket comics...
he throw da guys faces away...

Thursday, July 20, 2006 `` 7/20/2006 06:54:00 PM
Title:

need to run 2.4km run...
kill mii dude...
rather do da inclined pull up n sit up....
normally mii n min lin will run together...
her speed similar to mine...
i run until wanna die...
dunno whyy suddenly everi body got injuries jus coz of napfa test...
sam, min lin, craig...
craig too busy talkin to min lin durin da run tat he run into da pole!
coz he turnin his head to talk...
denn i rite behind them...
n i saw everi thang...
i feel guilty forr not helpin craig...
i tot he jus nvm nvm one...
coz hes always jokin jokin one...
i dunno he got hit his tat thang or not...
so next wk he have to redo...
finally sam took myy advice...
or mayb jus happen to, not to run todae...
cant stand it, last round i walk... along side wif min lin...
so we dash together n arrived at da finishin point at da same tyme...
15th position in da class...
2nd forr da ghurls alongside wif min lin..
15.50 minute...
stupid la...
got c...
last wk got b coz i run everi thang without stoppin...
not satisfied...
mayb wanna redo next wk but scared of da torture of it...
min lin wanna...
but got games...
denn veri temptin...
as i still got chance to get gold...
so i dunno...

Wednesday, July 19, 2006 `` 7/19/2006 08:00:00 PM
Title:

todae one of myy worst dae eva...
da most embarrassin, da most *suai* dae...
got napfa test... da five items but onli got tyme to do three items...
standin board jump, shuttle run, sit n reach...
got b, b n a...
sigh...

these daes no appetite...
at first dunno whyy...
todae denn i noe whyy...
mornin, breakfast got wadd TUNA MAYONISE bread...
EEK!!!
OF COURSE I WONT EAT TAT...
denn myy mother tot i *GOT*
wadd da...
im still single, kayy???

veri tired...
in class, haziq dunno whyy wanna learn chinese vulgar words...
so he can scold mii izzit?
denn he tell mii a malay one but forget wadd izzit...
wrote in da maths bk...
but in da locker...
relax i wont be usin it...

before napfa go tmart eat tom yam...
spicy n sour...
wanna eat sth sour to agitate myy tongue...
dunn think wrong...
mii n estalla eat spicy stuffs...
n share da SAME DRINK...
*smiles dreamly...*

i cant find myy skirt when da others took down myy stuffs...
I TOTALLY FREAKED OUT!!!
I CANT AFFORD TO LOSE MYY CELLPHONE AGAIN!!!
I WILL DIE A TERRIBLE DEATH...
N I CANT SURVIVE WITHOUT IT...
im on da bringe of cryin...
real scared...
coz ppl see got phone of course take it themselves...
hu so stupid...
even if so denn i get caught...
both ways oso die...
almost inform da whole class..
aiya deyy noe i got bring da thang to skool one lah...
finally found it...
sumewhere...
saved da dae by...
MS ESTALLA!!!
*applauses*
*luk round blankly when nobody applause*
I SO FREAKIN LUV MYY LADY!!!
so can calm myself...

forr sit n reach...
forget to cut myy nails...
no advantage ani wae...
forr da shuttle run take out myy shoes...
painted myy nails black lehxx...
but thank god da tchr didnt sae ani thang...
black rox! red suxx...
da chinese will hate mii...
im tired of seein red todae...
im sick n tired...
plus i jus accidentally cut myself denn got da blood...
two tymes, have to wait forr da blood to stop comin out before wash it off...
or else pain lyke hell...

denn when doin da standin board jump,
da appearance of SB coz mii to go hectic...
dunno wadd im thinkin...
so i shriek n cover myy ears, lukin down...
ppl tot i crazy...
lyke i saw or rmb sth tat is so terrible...
lolx...
denn second tyme i jump n fall back on myy ass...
*run away*
*dunn wanna continue*
*but need to get thangs off my chest*
denn mii n estalla lukin at ppl...
see when deyy ACCIDENTALLY exposed their *cough*
no lah... forr fun...
not pervertic...
got different color...
blue, purple, yellow...
rainbow arh???
but tats not not da worst...

it happens on da bus when i go back...
sigh, onli one person noe all bout myy UNFORTUNATES tat dae...
so embarrassin...
i can die...
open up a hole n bury myself...
dunno how many ppl kept lukin at mii wif funny eyes...
until sb told mii wadd happened...
I DIDNT NOE ANI THANG!
YES I NOE IT BEFORE BUT I HAD NO IDEA ITS SO SERIOUS...
SO WORSE...

Friday, July 14, 2006 `` 7/14/2006 10:43:00 PM
Title:

okie... veri long never blog... lazy lah...
myy cca starts...
denn have to stay back...
lazy...
still tat word...
wadd do ya expect...
bluekk...
todae SUCH a memorable dae...
find out a lot if thangs...
n kinda busy...
FRIDAY NITE!!! i love ya..
todae draw da *family tree* cough *class tree*
so fun...
so funny...
so fuckin funny...
high skool musical hott topic now...
COZ GOT ZAC EFRON lyke wadd zena sae...
ZAC EFRON is mine!!!
haha... greedy...

Sunday, July 09, 2006 `` 7/09/2006 02:34:00 PM
Title:

o god let mii analize da three guys...
DA 3 GUYS HU CAUSED GHURLS LYKE MII DROOL OVER THEM
N HARTS PUMPIN EXTRA FAST LYKE IN MARATHON...





first up... JESSE MCCARTNEY!!!





second... ZAC EFRON!!!





third... AARON CARTER?!?




da three top americans teen sensation...
multi talented guys...
singin... actin... ya name it...




ask mii this...
HUS LUKS IS DA CUTEST???
Jesse* cute but mature n serious *
Zac* cute n adorable n young *
Aaron* Cute but baby fats gone, so luk skinny *
SO WINNER IS.... ZAC!!!!

HUS SINGIN ROX???
Jesse* got de accent... touchin voice **drool** *
Zac * normal... *
Aaron* hmm... durin his puberty stage, his voice sound lyke neither a male or female... *
SO WINNER IS... JESSE!!!

ACTIN???
Jesse* neva reeli see hymm act... miss da part of SUMMERLAND *
Zac* fabulousa! *
Aaron* not bad... in POP STAR *
SO WINNER IS... no idea...

BF TYPE???
Jesse* OMG!!! i will willingly sacrifised myself forr this 21th century romeo... he sounds serious... *
Zac* too cute... irresistable... *
Aaron* great body... fun spark? *
SO WINNER IS... JESSE! *woo hoo!* Jesse is one ur parents will willingly sacrifised their daughter towards... kid... Zac... sigh... have to give hymm up to sb... Aaron... unless ya a one nite stand... DUNN EVA EXPECT ANI THANG SERIOUS OUTTA HYMM!

copyrighted. sry if offend ani one... jus myy tinie winie opinion...

Saturday, July 08, 2006 `` 7/08/2006 02:14:00 PM
Title:

todae, SO GONNA BE MY BEST DAE OF DA MONTH!
coz i spent all myy extra money!
tat means tat left mii to suffer of cravings of clothes or starving da rest of da month...
no skool, i mean lyke no exact lessons todae...
coz got this SLF thingy...
at first it was boring of jus onli exhibitions...
but got free tyme recess...
an interestin thang tat happened in this skool...
in front of da general office, sume of da seniors dudes are playin guess wadd... DRUMS!!!
i didnt noe this skool has quite a no. hu knew how to plae...
cannot resist da tempation, must watch n see how deyy plae...
but all guys playin...
n deyy are takin up a challenge...
see hu can beat da previous player in playin better...
got one plae veri hard, TIL DA DRUM SET MOVE!
denn he have to adjust...
he plae real hard... da sound boomin...
ta ta-ta ta-ta-ta ta ta-ta ta-ta-ta ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta (i jus noe deres a lot)
tell myself, i wanna learn drums!
heyy couz mus teach mii sume how or other...
denn go up to da hall...
mostly students, no tchr, so we can be FREE forr once!
da twister thang is veri temptin...
happen to sheng han oso interested so we gathered da others too...
in da end, myy first game is gettin twisted among da guys...
thank god im at da side, so i wasnt exactly squashed...
oso mus thank god im not near craig...
poor thang forr sheng han, gettin squashed by craig’s slightly big figure...
got hooked on so continue playin a few rounds...
da worst one is entangled wif da ghurls, doin a half split...
i alwaes end up at da side...
myy legs hurt a lot...
whinin in pain...
had a hard tyme gatherin myy legs back into one place...
myy top got stains of color coz everi body touch da twister got paint denn dunno hu lean on mii denn got da fingerprint stain...
so myy palms are oso red wif color...
craig veri bad, go round pullin ppl’s shoe laces when deyy playin...
so we in turn go pull his...
he go use da pen go poke da poor boiis ass from ngee ann pri, hu came visitin our skool...
tat guy is so gonna decide not come this skool after all...
we need to go back to class to do sume kinda survey...
i have to do duty...
thank god dere is sheng han hu help mii to sweep HALF DA CLASSRM n help mii take n return da broom n dustpan...
so after release, go TM...
we all went to da outside area outside da food court...
veri hott da weather...
I WANNA GO ARCADE
plae da table hockey thang...
finally went to isetan n bought da orange ear ring n necklace...
see da thangs two tymes confirm wanna buy....
back to white sands, go da new popular bkshop...
still findin da high skool musical soundtrack disc...
denn saw da mag stand...
EVERI CELEB MAG GOT FEATURE ZAC EFRON!
HES FABULOUSLY FAMOUS!

cannot stand his fame...
bought this life story mag of hymm...
euu may tot its sume kinda autobiography stashed into a mag...
well kinda...
cost mii $17.90...
no need to think of buyin mascara or ani other stuffs forr da rest of da month...
but im satisfied!
I GOT ZAC EFRON!!!! life story.

Friday, July 07, 2006 `` 7/07/2006 02:12:00 PM
Title:

sry X(times) da daes i neva blog...
coz of ya noe ya noe...
i jus wanna sae ive confirmed da most ugliest guys in myy class 1r6.
got 3... cannot decide hu izzit...
coz deyy are real damn ugly n old-fashioned n out-dated n annoyin...
PLUS (sth in common) their faces make ya wanna puke! mayb onli mii but i doubt anybody would object...
lolx i veri bad... but everi one else would have agreed.
denn da can sae better lukin guys in this class got two.. tie...
analyze da surrounding....
but no offence if i sae this tat justin realli luk glum this daes...
wif da sad black face...
i mean jus cheer up...
even if ya dunn luk forward to skool (kinda lyke mii) but euu should lyke at least get along n stay neutral...
coz ya so gonna stay in this freakin place forr lyke 4 yrs??
or at least 3 n a half yr to go forr now...
too bad germany n portugal out...
no more cute guys...
but nvm france n italy not bad..
but i still prefer jesse n zac!!!
... END OF POST (hi five!)...