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In the beginning

I was a primeval dot in the Universe
In the beginning, if the Universe began
Because I ripped myself apart
In glorious combustion,
Then how did I come to be there In the beginning?


Name of human: Jiayi.
Gender: Female.
Ngee Ann Sec's 4R3'09
gothic_punkchic@hotmail.com

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Thursday, May 31, 2007 `` 5/31/2007 10:17:00 PM
Title:

I dunno what's wrong with this blogskin.
I cant put my taggie.
Once i put the code, the whole screen blanked out.
So i just have to put it in another webbie.
My SPARE webbie.
http://ifyouknow-whatimean.blogspot.com/

Today went to watch Pirates Of The Caribbean: At World's End.
Actually we were supposed to watch at Vivo but mostly full house 'cause today is a public holiday.
So we went Plaza Sing, which was no difference actually.
Same as when i watched The Dead Man's Chest.
I guess i have the fate of watchin Pirates Of The Caribbean at Plaza Sing in the first row.
Again.
The timing was 5.10pm which left more than 2 hrs for us to walk the whole of Plaza Sing.

Morning.
People present: Jolene and Rebecca.
Took taxi to White Sands WITH Rebecca's parents.
Her mother was like, "JIE MIN!" shouting.
I was like, not again.
I cant stand her mother last time.
So....
Argh.
And i was squashed up beside her.
And her mother was going on and on about studies.
RIGHT.
So i fake smile at her and nod.
Rebecca lied to her mother we go Tamp watch movie.
No worries girlie, Tamp is EVERY MUM'S FAVOURITE.
She treated mii and Jol 50 cents ice-cream while she herself eat McFlurry.

Back to after buying tickets.
When i am hungry, I will be in a very foul mood.
Yeah Jolene and Rebecca saw it.
So sorry.
Actually Joyce saw it before too.
Jol & Rebecca bought clothes.
Jol was scared to change in the 77th street changing room.
She said it was 'cause of the posters.
We went to my favourite shop, the shop which sell the funny funny stuffs.
And read the horny jokes in the cards.
Very funny what.
The shop sold a lot of sex toys or er... games?
Got this game called "What the f**k"
To er... enhance bed activities?
Got one game is twisters but of course you play it with your partner. Nude.
There are even diagrams.
Interesting.

Finally 2 hrs was up.
The cinema was MINI.
Actually i wanna take out my skirt (hello! i wear pants inside!) so i could sit anyway i like.
But there were guys sitting behind mii.
Er.. You know pai seh what...
3hrs raising our heads, that's what i was thinking before the show started.
Sigh.
But the movie was damn interesting.
I WANT ORLANDO BLOOM!!!!
I WANT HIM!
ANYBODY BUYING HIM FOR MY BIRTHDAY? *grins*

Hes hott. Hott. Hott. Hott. Hott. Hott. Hott. Hott. Hott.
Yummy.
Jolene wants Johnny Depp.
Rebecca wants both.
Greedy girl.
The show ended at round 8.
Quite late lah.
An advantage of having no phone: parents will not keep calling you.
That's for Rebecca.
I dunno how her mother's gonna react since her mother said she better be back by 7.
What bout mine?
Mum working.
Or else she would have murdered mii by chopping off my head and put it on display.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007 `` 5/30/2007 01:38:00 PM
Title:

Marks

English - B3
Chinese - B4
Maths - A1
Science - A1
Geog - A1
Lit - B4
Home Econs - A2
Art - A1

And I just found out today that the chalet is directly in front of OCH.
This is what Ms Zahra's reply when i told her on sms: "How convenient and safe.... ;)"
Yeah, the words "Old Changi Hospital" was staring back at mii just now.
Theres bound to be tons of drama that day.
Oh no.

Today took the bus with Haziq to meet the others to go check out the chalet.
Guess what Craig was wearing?
Bingo. Bright Green. Again.
And the same bermudas.
Both him and Haziq are seriously turning into giants soon.
Haziq's head almost hit the ceiling on the double decker bus.
So what bout Zhi Kang?

BHB Yee Si was sick.
So no more talkative girl today.
Those present today: Mii, Craig, Haziq, Min Lin, Pei Wen, Dickson.
On the bus, Craig started this joke which is sooooo ILLOGICAL.
He IS illogical.
What bang bang bang bang bang who die?
I die.
Er.
Eventually I was the last to find out the secret to the joke.
RIGHT.
All of them refused to tell mii how to solve it.
And there is somemore.

The place very wu lu.
Have to climb the stairs to reach.
And it looks er... not-so-clean.
The one below is nicer but heard booked already.
We walked to Changi Village to check out and eventually we went to eat Subway.
Min Lin was like, "At last this is the (dunno-what) civilisation."
Min Lin went to tell the person to put ALL the 3 sauce inside the thing.
Then the person was like huh.

Dickson dunno how to eat his thing.
Before he even opened his mouth to eat, all the ingredients inside had dropped out.

The conversation started from vomiting.
Then after that handphone when we called Ms Zahra.
Ms Zahra doesnt sound lyke Ms Zahra herself.
She sounds... young?
We asked her to check out the timing to check in.
We practically spend 1hr in Subway, talking and waitin for Ms Zahra's return call.
But it was funny.
I have to cough a lot of times.

We dragged the non-Pasir-Ris ppl to take 89 so we could talked more.
And finished the ILLOGICAL joke that im always the last to get.
Argh.
I was VERY AGITATED.

Yeah tmr im gonna watch Pirates of The Carribean with Jolene and Rebecca.
Actually supposed to be today but Rebecca actually FORGOTTEN that she has to go Malaysia.
How nice.

Monday, May 28, 2007 `` 5/28/2007 04:33:00 PM
Title:

Before Romeo and Juliet, there's Tristan and Isolde.

Yeah i watched that movie and went to check out more details online.
The male character is actually the Second Goblin/Harry in Spiderman.
Jolyn, there goes your eye candy!

Most people agree that History is boring.
It is true, I dont deny.
Because its all about Singapore, Singapore, Singapore.
Repetition.
But reading about the history of the Ancient Europe was damn interesting.
The Golden Age.
The Dark Age.
The Bronze Age.
The French Revolution.
And even Gothic War (376-382).

Cool. My favourite.
The Goth Culture dates back to long long time ago.
It is not just a trend now.
There's history behind it.
Like there's even a group of people called Ostrogoths and another group called Visigoths.
And 'Gothic is an extinct Germanic language that was spoken by the Goths'.
Language huh?
And guess what more?
Goth Literature.
Gtoh Revival.

And there's also a "Little Ice Age" period from the ? century to the ? century.
Unlike now, we are in the "Little Fire Age" period.
I kinda wish i could experience being one of the people living in the ancient century.
Maybe the period where i could really get a glimpse on Victorian Goth times.

Friday, May 25, 2007 `` 5/25/2007 05:34:00 PM
Title:

Im dying.
Im not exactly a Karma believer but.
Yeah, there's evidence its happenin to mii.

A few days ago, i was announcing to the whole world:
"You see, im one of the lucky ones not to be sick!"

Morning, on the phone to Estalla:
"Hah you see, im strong! Lalala!"
(I cant rmb the exact words used but the meaning is there.)

Currently at 5.40pm on 25 May 2007, i was down with...
COUGH;
FEVER;
BREATHING OUT FIRE;
FREEZING FINGERS AND TOES;
SERIOUS MUSCLE ACHE;
PANTING;
PALE LIPS etc.

i am wearing socks, feel that my eyes is gonna burnt to death.

My retribution you say?
I admit, yes.
I was a... sigh. too contented with myself.

Lesson learnt, think before you speak.
DONT REGRET.

God bless every single soul.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 `` 5/22/2007 05:16:00 PM
Title:

Conclusion of quiz:

1. Lets start with an easy one. Or so called. Let me twist your brain. So here goes: Which one of these four is NOT my favourite color? (im not gonna put black, 'cause you know and i know that i ADORE black.

a) Orange
b) Blue
c) White
d) Purple

Correct: 3/7

2. Which genre of songs do I like the best?

a) Pop rock
b) Classic rock
c) Death metal
d) Screamo

Correct: 0/7
*You are all tricked. Death metal too noisy. Plus I love to scream. I like hardcore too.

3. How many piercings do i have now? (ps. my blog got write!)

a) Seven
b) Eight
c) Five
d) Ten

Correct: 7/7
*Izzit because I give clue?

4. Are you saying, "Gimme somemore, i can take it?" Well, lets go on to the INTERMEDIATE stage: Which is the url of my FIRST blog?

a) http://the-lyfe-and-death-chamber.blogspot.com
b) http://thelyfe-n-deathchamber.blogspot.com
c) http://mylife-n-deathchamber.blogspot.com
d) http://a-pint-of-myvalentines-blood.blogspot.com

Correct: 5/7

5. Who is my first celebrity crush?

a) Pete Wentz, Bassist of FOB
b) Jesse McCartney
c) Brad Pitt
d) Joel Madden, lead singer of GC

Correct: 1/7
* 1st Joel. 2nd Jesse McCartney. 3rd Brad Pitt, Orlando Bloom, Billie Joe Armstrong. 4th Pete Wentz, Brandon Urie, Ryan Ross, Billy Martin. =)


6. Which Starbucks drink is my favourite NOW?

a) Chocolate Chip Cream
b) Iced Vanilla Latte
c) Java Chip Frappuccino
d) Raspberry Frappuccino

Correct: 4/7
* I tried all of them except Iced Vanilla Latte

7. Is your brain twisting more than usual? See how much you dunno bout mii! So lets twist somemore to torture you! Advanced Stage: What kind of phobia do i NOT have? Even a bit also counted.

a) Hemophobia or Hemaphobia or Hematophobia - Fear of blood
b) Acrophobia - Fear of heights
c) Arachnephobia or Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
d) Enochlophobia - Fear of crowds.

Correct: 3/7
* Serious case of fear of height.

8. How many sides of myself do i have? *easy* im not gonna let you go so easily, name me what kind are they?

a) Two sides; Dark and light
b) Two sides; Studious and hyper
c) Three sides: Dark, normal, weird
d) Three sides: Dark, studious, hyper

Correct: 2/7
* Actually i also not sure, but i know got 3 sides.

9. When did I last see my first REAL crush?

a) 14th July 2006
b) 7th July 2006
c) 13th April 2007
d) 9th May 2007

Correct: 1/7
* all of the following dates except 9th May (trick) has sth special happening.

10. If you are thinking of scoring full marks, think twice. FINAL STAGE: *drums* How many diaries do i have in total today? *smiles slyly* i never tell anymore(anyone) before. Or do I?

a) Three
b) Six
c) Five
d) Ten

Correct: 1/7
* Started in Primary 3. Ended in Secondary 1. Cant believe i wrote that much huh?

`` 5/22/2007 04:13:00 PM
Title:

Okay so life goes on like this...

Saturday:
Hung out with Min Lin.
Met her and Sheng Han.
Blah blah blah.
Returned Sheng Han to his family and his mother said mii and Min Lin looked alike.
???
Later went Starbucks with Min Lin.
Ordered my Java Chips.
Had some peaceful moments.
Finally went to play badminton but eventually played bball with guess-who's bball.
Really felt happy 'cause i had sth to do but doin in pace, no rush.
Dunn feel lyke sleeping so i created this blogskin.
Really expresses who i am but not really done nicely.

Sunday:
Went to grandmother's hse for celebration.
Love the cake.
Black forest.
Night there's Spidey 2.
Harry had curly hair but still cute.
Prefer his hairstyle in Spidey 3.
And i realised Kirsten Durst was the girl in The Virgin Suicide.
Kinda shocked but i rmb the eyes.
Memorizing.

Monday:
Gang was incomplete as Jolyn called in sick.
After school, Min Lin, Sheng Han, Keith and I went to TM.
Sheng Han and I have sume "unfinished business".
Eventually we (Min Lin, Craig and I) done the poster thingy for the photo informal til round 6.
I laughed at Craig when 17 was at the bus stop while we were still crossin the road.
Then he prevented me from chasing after 39 which is right after 17.
Rather help both than harm both so i suggested we dashed after the buses.
So yeah, we made it.
Tuition, that damn Rebecca took away the "prize" which is $2.
I was aiming for the money!
Then round 2 Eunice got it.
Overall Rebecca won another $4.
That gambling queen!

Tuesday:
Got back exam slip draft.
My percentage was the same as Debbie!
Language pulled mii down a lot.
I kept wonderin, why does Mr Ang wanna sacrifise so much for us?
He doesnt get back much.
Why does he have to do all these for us?
Do we deserve it?
I am short.
Have to sit at the front for photo taking.
Beside vice chair.
The first two rows are girls so chair, Jing Yuan, was isolated by us.
It was fun posing.
Too bad not the whole class was there.
Mr Ng was playing High School Musical in class when we got back.
Haha High School Musical reminds mii of 1R6.

Today i cant stand Craig and his bloody attitude.
Even though i know im not any better but.

Friday, May 18, 2007 `` 5/18/2007 10:16:00 PM
Title:

Finally blogger is back to normal.
And my style is coming back!
Yeah.

I dunno whats wrong with mii.

After exams, the more im having sleepless nights.
Maybe since theres no exam to think and stress about, i started thinkin bout other things.
And one thing relates to another and another and another.
And since i have nuthin to do in the afternoon, i slept and in turn, i cant sleep at nite. AGAIN.
Its all a chain.
Lets break it.

Recently i downloaded this song called, "I Must Be Emo" by Hollywood Undead.
Its er... weird.
It describes how an emo person is lyke and stuff.
But its just... weird.

Theres lots and lots and lots of people's birthday in May.
Not-May babies are unlucky.
19th May: Blossom
20th May: Jing Yuan, Haziq, Junnie
24 May: Kymberly
25 May: Min Lin
And Kimberly Ang? Gosh i cant rmb.
But i rmb its May too.

Boredom is driving mii crazy these days.
Others are lyke, the opposite.
Sigh, im alone.
Or not?

I cant stop thinkin.
But im always back to square one.
Its all the same.

And unfortunately this is another EMO post.
But you can change my day.
Cant you?

(Im talkin to myself, or the four walls. Again.)

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 `` 5/15/2007 04:29:00 PM
Title:

Yesterday went Vivo to watch Spiderman 3.
Everyone wants to watch Spidey in action.
I feel so depressed.
The guys' phones are all much better than us.
Never mind, wait.
Wait for september when contract ends.
Who went: Estalla, Joyce, Min Lin, Dickson, Sheng Han, Keith, Justin and mii.
Some of them called in sick lyke Jolyn.

Dickson wants to watch with the better effects but its at 5.30pm.
Theres a guy over there who tried to sell tickets for Spidey with free vouchers for food but its too late.
Guess his friends pang sei him or sth.

Everyones complainin hungry.
Went to Carls' J.
I didnt eat while the other girls are sharin a set among themeselves.
Cuttin the burger into 3.
Some of them played with the pepper and salt since they are bored.

We played at the pool.
Since im er wearin skirt, i cant do my mega kick.
The guys werent enthu bout gettin wet so we girls did the dirty job.
Lol, clean job.
Whatever.
When we stepped into the mall again, WHOOZ!
F-R-E-E-Z-I-N-G.

Arcade was empty since its still school hours.
It feels gd to be one of the schools to have no school on the day.
We played... Yes, table hockey!
I suck seriously.
I got blue black on my knuckle for nothing.
We were damn violent.
Black horse, Dickson, who no one expects to have SO MUCH strength (no offence!) can make the whats-that-called fly to the entrance.
Amazing.
*claps*

The others prevent mii from shopping!
They were pulling mii away.
Hey its been centuries since i really shopped the hell out of mii.

All 8 of us sat in one row in the cinema.
The cinema was WOW gigantic.
I feel that i could just tumble down the stairs any moment.
We played "Pass The Message".
Dickson was supposed to be our dish that day.
He offered himself.
So actually i offered a popcorn over to "fatten" Dickson up but eventually Sheng Han ate it.
Keith was a gentleman to offer his sweater to Joyce.
Shes freezing.
And yeah Joyce is complaining ALL the way for sb to accompany her to the toilet.

The movie was pretty nice.
Seriously when Peter was showin that evil side of himself, he looks lyke...
PETE WENTZ!
No way right you mean, but yes it is true.
Estalla agreed with mii.
The hair dark and flopping down.
He was wearin eyeliner to show "evilness".
And he was carryin that smirk that Pete always have.
Today Hassan was dared to do the action that evil Peter was doing on the streets, flirting.
Theres a scene when the evil Peter reminds mii too much of an abusive husband/boyfriend.
That glare.
The hurt in MJ's eyes.

The eye candy that Jolyn was saying is the Green Goblin no. 2.
He looks lyke Cedric from Harry Potter.
Yeah cute.
Even when hes disfigured.

On the way home, the others are bluetooth-ing each other pics.
Blah blah.

Night, round 10pm.
Feeling damn down.
I was doing sth i used to do last tyme.
I still dunn dare to write down the name.
Mayb its better?
Was thinkin so much that today i woke up with big eyebags under my eyes.

Today morning wasnt any better from the moment i woke up.
Mood = absolute zero.
Plus im having bad hair day (tats way today i have tons of clips on my head)
PLUS its gloomy outside.
Morning trip to school was too short today.
I NEED MUSIC.
All metal and screamo.
The louder and angrier the better.
I hate the crowd when i came to school.

I was better when we were receiving maths paper.
The anxiety drove the mood away.

You cant forgive someone when you cant forgive yourself.

Thursday, May 10, 2007 `` 5/10/2007 09:50:00 PM
Title:

If one day you were to choose between love and logic, what will you choose?
You love him so much that you hate him.
When he’s here by your side, you feel safe and treasured.
When he’s gone, you feel emptiness and loneness.
But when he betrays you, you can’t bring yourself to say “I hate you” in his face.
You are torn between justice and love.
What will you choose?
There’s no right or wrong.
You just have to follow you heart.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007 `` 5/09/2007 10:53:00 AM
Title:

Im currently a very angry person.
Im seeing reds.
Dont mess wif mii now.

And blogger has gone crazy.

The last few days ive been feelin very weird.
Its lyke, my life now has been reduced to exam, home, eat, sleep, study.
Where is the fun?
Im livin an alien's life.

Im gonna burn the geography notes i have.
Maybe.
Its in the dustbin now.

Im wishin i have a camera.
Im startin to appreciate the world of art, digital photography.

I WANNA SCREAM TO THE WORLD!

Thursday, May 03, 2007 `` 5/03/2007 05:52:00 PM
Title:

i wanna sleep.
drop dead practically.

It was so embarrassin on Monday.
Forget to bring ppl's prezzie.
Slap my face.

I thought The Punisher will be sth lyke Saw, cruel torturin by sume pyscho killer.
But after watchin quite sume while, not bad.
Yes i noe the guys practically ADORE it.
It has all the factors: gore, violence and last of all sume sexual exposure.
The guy was wow.
Nice body to hug.
But not nice when he turns violent.
So watch out ladies!
It was so cruel bout the eyebrow piercing pulling.
Make mii wanna buy insurance for my ear.
Thank god im not plannin to pierce eyebrow ani more.
Ouch!

The Outsider/Outsiders are boring.
It was shot so long ago, everi one were so *toooooooooooooooot*

The thought kept repeating itself everyday.
I cant keep my mind away from this, from euu.
What am i feeling?
Definately not a blank screen.

I WANN MORE METAL SONGS!!!