This blogskin is inspired by the Life Science Program on the DNA crime-scene-stuff-whatever.
Funny isn’t it?

School started with a burnt skirt.
Well, my father burned it while ironing my skirt.
So changed to another one.

A lot of new teachers.
All aliens to me.
I have to admit I missed all the past teachers.
Mr Ng(this guy is gonna laugh at mii for saying this), Mr Ang, Ms Jamie Tan, Ms Van.
At least Mrs Lai is still here.
Mr Ong also gone.
Well, we have to get on with life as it is.
No lingering.

I survived the week.
Yeah.

The only way I can go, is to crawl back into my emo shell.

Chinese teacher asked this ques in class today, “What are you most afraid of?”
I am most afraid of losing the wits to live.
To lose who I am.

Just like that girl in the class photo.
Smiling.
Yet her eyes are dead.


Thursday, 21st june

Dance in morning
Met Jol and bathe at gym
Im a gym user, just not that day
Met Estalla
I was so famished that I practically cant support my weight
Joyce was on a diet and she really looked slimmer

Confession up
I lied to Dickson about where we were
But I guess he knew it
Sorry

Craig was Mr Green Man again
Min Lin’s new haircut made mii ruffle her hair

Met some others and go there
The ppl who went earlier tried to cheat us that nobody is inside the house
But actually I saw light already
Justin was clever to go to the side of the hse and opened the curtain

Mr Ang was already there
Took videos
Crazy? Weird? Stupid?

Ms Zahra and Mr Ng aka another green man came later
The bbq was tended by the boys this year again
Some boys went to rent bikes
Sb played Pirates Of The Carribean: At World’s End
I was yeah, drooling over Orlando

The food was okay
The soccer boys were obsessed in playing the soccer PS2
And also the real game too
Found out sth
Mr Ng was afraid of tickling
That bloody idiot took a pic of mii
When we tickled him, he will make a lot of funny noises
Laughing and shoutin at the same time?
And we took a video of him being tickled 3 times
Til he ran into a room and shut the door
We took pics with all 3 teachers

Was all sticky and sweaty
So bathe with Min Lin
Actually also Joyce, Estalla and Jol but like very crowded
I CANT STOP LAUGHING
I cant help it
Having laughing fits
When I had too much soap in my hair, I “transferred” some soap to ML’s hair
So we transferred here and there
You know its weird that when bathing, you can hear the boys in the living room shouting, “GO!”
And I started laughing again

Still got what?

Er, we wanna eat the ice cream but it is soft and mushy
So we put it into the fridge
Mr Ng had his father drove him home
Wow
Some of us played this water game with Cheat
Those caught cheatin had to drink the amount of water poured out for them in front
2 mugs
I won the game first!
But its not fun if you didn’t get to drink the water
So I volunteered to drink Haziq’s part
He drank one mug, I drank the other mug

Played Date Movie
The guys were soooooooo absorbed in the movie
Yu Hin made the loudest sound effect
Even Hassan thinks it’s a bit too much for him
Craig still warned mii the night before to bring a “neutral” movie
Never mind, even girls like us also watch
No biggies
My Jolly Shandy was passed around
Yu Hin still GULPED down the drink
Definitely burnt his throat
I will never shake off the name of being the horniest girl in the class
*shakes head*
If Mr Ng was there, he would have said this to mii
“Jiayi, how can you watch this kinda movie? Only I can watch!”

Ms Van came too with her boyfriend
Even though she said its just a guy friend
Sb said the guy was good looking but had bad fashion sense
Lol

Some of them went to sleep
The first room was occupied by my gang and some others
The second room as the playroom since we took one mattress and all the blankets and pillows away
The third is Kary’s gang.
So the guys nowhere to sleep
We went to play games like 007, handiplast.
My reflexes are always slow
So I was out fast
Keith too
Not so easy off for us, theres forfeit
The chicky dance and banana dance
Im not gonna shake my ass for free
Even if money wont buy that
Hassan & Craig were enjoying dancing
They shook real lot
They also took video
We played Blow Wind Blow
I made a lot of noise screamin
I cant keep my mouth shut once its open
Craig kept wantin to put mii in trouble, to do another forfeit
Green men were making life difficult for mii
So Sheng Han will always say this
“So whose fault is this?”
Everyone, “CRAAAAAAAAAAIG!”
So he kena the forfeit
Everyone was woken up by our screamings and shoutings

The ice cream is still soft
Nothing to do already after everyone’s disbanded
Its 5 in the morning but im not really tired but bored
The soccer guys went to cycle still
Our room was occupied by Keith, Sheng Han and Zhi Kang sleeping
But really nothing to do so mii and ML slept on the remaining spaces
The guys occupied 2 mattresses, us 1 but joined together
Its weird
Also to hear ppl like Dong Kun shouting while you were lying on the bed
I was being very les to ML that day
Other than the bathing, I still sprawled onto her body, hugged her cause its very cold
SHES MY HEAT SOURCE!

By the time I woke up, the sky was already bright
7am
Missed the sunrise
Aww
Others are still sleeping
Sheng Han crawled up like a prawn
Crawled until like very small
The house was empty except us and Hui Ling and Yee Si playing cards in the other room
Joined them
The others were having breakfast at Changi Village
Yee Si was so cute!
When everyone were wide and awake, I went to brush my teeth
Others brushed their teeth AFTER they’ve eaten and not before
And somebody ate ice cream for breakfast
Ironic?
Went to Changi Village to eat breakfast with some others
And had the same thing as Estalla they all: ROTI PRATA

Came back and packed up
I owed a lot of ppl money
A cockroach came out and greeted us goodbye
My gang took 109 back
As Jol comin over to my hse
We saw this transsexual/hooker/bar girl
She purposely let her sleeve drop
But shes pretty good looking

Back home, I feel that my house is the cleanest place ive ever been
I on the air con and lay on my mattress
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
I slept while Jol was readin the Teenage mag
Til her voice brought mii back to the awakes
After that mii and Jol slept
Or at least I know I did sleep
Tired ya know
Went West Plaza to buy stuffs
Check out some playgrounds but its so hot
Back home, Jol bathed
She said she feel a lot a lot better
I went to bathe and saw a lot of red dots on my back
We hung around
After she went back, I slept from 5 to 7
Hey, exactly like in the morning
The time I slept 12 hrs ago!
Woken up by Jol’s call
Shocked at the time
Don’t feel like sleeping at night
Reflecting on the day
Have lots of mixed feelings
We are back to our old life
So on the phone
Laughing in the middle of the night
Slept at 1.30am

Woken up by sms at 8 plus
Went back to sleep and was shocked at the time I woke up
12.
With some sms and call since I put silent mode
Had breakfast and lunch together
I spent a lot of time writing this
Even though Julia was such a "dirty fellow".
But shes still fun.
Except the part where she kept clawing my legs.

Everyone's going overseas this holiday.
But most of them come back already.
Min Lin - China
Joyce - Malaysia and Cambodia
Kim - Korea
Candice - Japan
Geraldine and Jolene - Star Cruise?
Cassandra - Europe (too many places to mention)

Waulao that girl, go Europe never buy mii one boy back.
Haha just jk.
Okay she bought mii earrings.
So did Geraldine.
So i have 2 without going anywhere!
So thats the only advantage to stay at home and not go anywhere.
People will pour prezzies over you.
Okay they have to.
I am not any exception if i am them.




My mum just said she's waiting to see mii die.
So don't blame me if i really pull the trigger one day.
Im left with Geraldine's dog, Julia, at my house.
Im BABYSITTING it.
But no pay.
Haha.

Yesterday went to buy an Esprit black skinny jeans.
Only $39.90.
Usual price $79.90.
Damn bloody worth it.
And i hereby announce:













Im broke.
(I know its no surprise)

I spent $100 on clothes and accessories this holiday.
*smiles broadly*
Ive done a lot for myself this holiday.
But im not happy 'cause i did not do anything for others and the world.
Take it that i prepare myself to face the world again.
To face the world with a new confidence.
Can i do it?
Trees.
Trees.
Trees.
Trees.
Why do every direction i turn to, faces the trees?
They all look the same to me.
Im stuck.
I wanna get out of this shit.
But i cant.
'Cause i dont know how.
I reach out.
People look in this direction.
Yet they see throught mii.
One even said to his partner, "Hey! Izznt the scenery beautiful?"
Im alone to fend this darkness.
No one's there to support mii.
No matter how hard i stuggle, i got no response from the outside world.
Sb teach mii what to do.

Forgive, and you will be happy.
(But its hard)
Happiness is earned by your own hardwork.
Saturday night.

I was late meeting Blossom. Again.
The dance thingy is okay.
Not much actually so we went Cineleisure.
Guess what i bought for my father for Father's Day.
B-O-X-E-R.

The Simpsons.

It was weird browsing through so many boxers.
Okay its not as if i never touch before.
Like Dickson's birthday prezzie and my father's old ones.
I had a temptation to buy overalls.
Black overalls.
I think is stylo all of a sudden.
The person let mii try in the toilet even though i never buy.
Its a pushcart.
I wanna check out Bugis for good deals soon.

Took Express 518.
Im lazy to take the train.
The bus was cramped.
And the bus jerked REAL hard.

I almost fell.
A few times.
If im wearing those heels tat are soooooooooo thin, i swear i could have broken it on the spot.

I did before.
When i was like... 5?
Actually i wanna change to 58 but its like so dark and ulu already.
10 plus on a highway leh.
But i pressed the bell before i regretted my decision.
I didnt alight so i had to travel ALL across tampines and pasir ris.
The bus ride wasnt bad in the end.
It ZOOMED all the way from the 400+ market place to across west plaza.
WEEEEEE!
There were only 4 passengers left on the bus, including mii.
All scattered in all 4 directions.
Everyone's holding on to dear life.

Cause scared miss the stop then die.
My dad came to pick mii up with a long stick.
To fend off attackers?
Gave him his prezzie and he was laughing.
He thought it was a shirt at first.

Monday.

Badminton.
I managed to make Haziq slipped.
Yay, hurray.
I used a lot of strength while playing against him.
Keith eventually DID come.
After ive like persuaded Haziq to ask Keith come the night before.
Blossom seemed to have eaten a ball of fire.
Things did not go that well for Jolyn.
And im left with 2 very angry/hurt women when we left.

Im leaving out the playground part.
We went to CS and Jol bought a bag.
I set my eyes on this neon blue bag but im not sure on buying it.

Night.

Watched Aeon Flux.

Im into action romance these days.
I need fast pace.
No more dilly dally.
Most movies are adapted from comics or stories.
Action movies featuring hot ladies that i love:
Electra
Underworld Evolution
Ultraviolet
And Aeon Flux.
Havent watched Catwoman.
Or wonderwomen yet.
Wait, is there?

Yeah i love this movie.
In the comic, Aeon wore G-string.
But obviously im not watching porno so the actress cant be prancing around in that.
The comic is disgusting actually.



Today.

Supposed whole gang go out but plan fell apart in the end.
Jol came over for movie.
Eragon.
Finally we found the movie.
El is HOT

HOT

HOT

HOT

HOT

HOT

HOT

HOT
HOT

HOT

HOT.

So is the dunno-what-name.
Black hair.
I want a piece of every hot guy on this earth. =)
Okay in my dreams.
I rented Dirty Dancing.
It wrote "two" over there so we told its a sequeal.
But its the same.
But i still love the guy.

Its... 12.23am.
Damn tired.
I just finished the science forum thingy.
Practically killed mii.
I am the one going to have fever at this rate.
Jk.
A trip to Vivo yesterday with mum and sis.
Im starting to get tired of books.
Maybe its 'cause the book are starting to get more boring and boring-ier.
Resulting in mii, irritated and more irritated-ier.

Ive found out that "ulu" places actually have a lot of interesting stuffs going on.
I saw this shop for hairstyling courses for students.
Looks cool.
Had this mini Chicken Teriyaki set for lunch.
Its only $3.50.

Finally i could have the freedom to explore the shops in Vivo that i never had a chance to.
You see, shopping is still on my agenda.
Love, love Topshop.
Forever 21 rocks to.
Lots of summer clothes.
Theres this bunch of shops specialised in Spain stuffs.
Desigual is heaven!
Im kinda obssessed with the music played in Forever 21 and Topshop.
Even though im not even sure if the songs are even English but its.... funky!
Mum and sis were tagging behind mii all along thorough the day.
Went to the 3rd storey to see the sea scenery.
Breathe in sea breeze?

Finally guess where????
DIVA!
I told myself im gonna buy sth over there after seeing so many eye glitters in front of mii the whole afternoon.
I bought this necklace with this hott pink star.
Its really striking.

Back to Compasspoint and sis bought white pumps.
I think i dont suit pumps.
I look/feel better in lady's slippers.
Yeah thats why i only have 2 pairs of shoes which is for school.

Back home, the tv went crazy again.
My USB cable went missing.
So i screamed for help.
Argued with my mum, in high-pitched that i guess i did went out of tune.
Found the USB cable behind the CPU.
I told her is she sweep the floor then sweep until disappear.

Today, downloaded a whole lot of new songs.
So currently im very happy.
Went to peek in at Ask and Learn and Heymath.
I havent done ANY hw.
Not one finally accomplished.
I dont give a damn understand what the hell the science thingy is about.
"Yi tou wu long" head in swirl?
Everyone seems to give good answers.
Research?
God...
I really have to buck up.
And i dont rmb what do we have to put for the user and password for Heymath.
Told ya music rocks better.

Later mayb im checkin out this junk sale beside Raffles hotel.
9o% discount on Mango, Billabong...
Jolyn is checking out now with her sis.
Then after that have dinner with Blossom and her father?
Oh god, its gonna be so pai seh.
'Cause after that i wanna check out the Singapore Street Festival at *scape.
Got the dance competition, street dance like hip hop i guess.

Yeah today is gonna be interesting.
Finally.

'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late.
- Three Days Grace, Never Too Late






Interpretation of a Very Bored One.

Mii.

It suddenly dawn on mii about this question.
Okay not suddenly.
But just yeah.

“What is the purpose of your life?”

I asked myself this question quite a number of times but every time, there were different answers.
Hey my thinking will change over time.

He who hesitates is lost.

Because if the purpose of life doesn’t matter, then nothing matters.
That’s what people will say.

“Do you know the purpose of your life?”

Well… Time for reflection.
That’s what teachers always force us to do.

Personally for mii, this is how I will answer:
*shrugs*
*tight smile*
“Lemme mii think.”
*grins*

So im thinkin.

“What do I live for?”

Myself.

“So?”

Er.

Okay.
I wanna be happy.
I wanna do sth for myself; make a difference in the world and to other people’s lives.
I wanna accomplish missions set for myself.
I wanna be satisfied with myself.
I dunn wanna waste my time on this planet. =)

Okay ive done sth.
Im SATISFIED with my answer.
For now.

PS. check out my updated profile.
Okay my life revolves round movies these days.
Cant get enough of them.
One movie after another.
Yesterday watched Dirty Dancing.
Woah the guy is hot.
And he SURE knows how to move his body.

Went out with Jolyn yesterday.
Finally she was let out.
Been going out the last few days.
But yeah, im just bored.
I was late. Again.
I have to cook lunch.
Spaghetti!

And guess what happen?
My shoe/slipper buckle broke.
I was just talkin to Jol bout one of my old friend.
I cant stop laughin in the MRT station.
And all the way to buy new shoes.
Yeah, new shoes.
When i walked doen the stairs, the shoe was ROTATING.
And guess how i walked all the way.
Duh. By dragging it.
People must be thinking i have a lame leg or sth.
And it just reminds mii of the conversation i had with mr ng in the morning.
Bout the word "lame".

Finally bought a shoe from Isetan.
A silver lady's slipper.
Before that i went to one of the shoe shop and tried on this gold pumps.
And the button popped out.
Guess my feet was too big.
The counter lady just took back the shoe without saying anything.
Phew.

These days i really like the clothes in Mango.
But yeah, my budget is tight.
Jol bought a FBT while i bought the formal white long sleeved from MNG.
Ive been rantin bout buyin that since God-knows-when.
Theres no more mints at the counter.

Went to the playground near Min Lin's.
I should have asked her down and see her new hairstyle.
But nvm, i dunno if shes at home too.
If i were to have a camera, i wanna take pics for Deviant Art.
And i would be the marvellous photographer!
Haha.
Geez, im crappy again.

Suddenly i feel lyke watchin Shrek 3.
But yeah, im broke.

My knuckles have turned to white
There's no turning back tonight
Kiss me one last time

It's dangerous business walking out your front door
- Underoath