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In the beginning

I was a primeval dot in the Universe
In the beginning, if the Universe began
Because I ripped myself apart
In glorious combustion,
Then how did I come to be there In the beginning?


Name of human: Jiayi.
Gender: Female.
Ngee Ann Sec's 4R3'09
gothic_punkchic@hotmail.com

affiliates
6a.Class.2005 Alan Alster Amy Amira Ashilah Assiddiq Atikah Benny Blossom Brenda Calise Candice Cassandra Carolyn Clara Craig Daphne Debbie Denise Denise Khoo Dionis Dickson Edwin Estalla Esther Filza Fitri Geraldine Haziq Jane Jasmine Jasper Jia rong Jing Yang Joleen Jolene Jolyn Joyce Junnie Jun Wen Karmaine Kary Kenneth Kimberly Ang Kimberly Tay Liu Jing Maisarah Min Lin Michelle Pamela Pearlyn Tan Pearlyn Wong Rachel Han Reuben Ng Russell Sam Sarah See Yuen Shermaine Sheryl Shi Mei Shirley Sijia Sofia Thaha Tian Hoe Tong Xin Victor Wei Xian Xin Yao Xue Yun Yang Hui Yiliang Yuhin Zena Zhen Feng Zhi Sheng

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Saturday, April 25, 2009 `` 4/25/2009 08:41:00 PM
Title:

Today is Sunday, the 26 of April 2009.
I havent touch the comp during the weekdays.

But so do most people these days.
Its only 1 week to MYE!
Labour day shall be labour for the brain.

Okay, this week was alright.
Stayed back for night study on Tues.
We crashed the benches outside of the hall, but midway the lights went off.
As said from OM, Mr Ong, the lights are systemised such that they will be on or off at a specific timing.


So we crashed the benches in front of the GO.
Tian Hoe played the Rugrats theme song on the piano and it kept playing in my head for the next few days.
Maybe i shall download the song. =P

On friday, Joyce, Jol and me went to visit Est and after to Joyce's house.


Her collection of hamsters were afraid of me, i think.
'Cause im not exactly that gentle with them.
Joyce had to constantly remind me: "Dont throw the hamster back! Slowly put down!"

Her bro's drum set was awfuly cool!
I wish i had an elder bro.

Sunset was just that beautiful.

We had some wuxiang later on and hung out.


These days, i keep reading books that take place in the European's 19th century.
I think the language they used are beautiful.
The way one address one another are very courteous and very dramatic.
And i think the clothes they wear at that period are simply gorgeous!
I said that if ever i would to choose which period would i be born in, i would choose this.
But then arranged marriage, men's superiority and stuffs existed in those days, so oh well.

I like the cover songs that Keith sent me recently.
Rock/metal/punk version of songs like Apologize, Toxic, When i Grow Up.
They are great!

"The moral this time is, Girls make boys cry" - When i get home you're so dead, Mayday Parade


Sunday, April 19, 2009 `` 4/19/2009 08:30:00 PM
Title:

Saturday, Dance Performance outside the National Library

Yesterday was the last public performance for us Sec 4 dancers.
It might be the last time i hang out with the juniors and see Ms Jane.
Okay no, i will go back and see everyone next time.
The performance wasnt our usual standard but most of us were in a happy mood that day so it was alright.
On the bus, i was still shouting along to our song.
"... Put your hands up!..."

After the performance, Dancers had lunch at Pastamania. =D
Tomato soup was very comforting to the stomach. =)



Gang fight!

We conquered Haji Lane.
I felt very happy to have the Dancers together. =D

Superboy & Batman!

Sunday
I woke up late.... at approximately 10am!
Normally on weekends i would not wake up later than 9.30am no matter how late i slept the previous night.
I guess i annoyed my sis the whole night, waking up coughing and finished a bottle of water in total.
I hope to get back my voice by tomorrow.
No need anymore sexy voice. =)


Darren and Yuhin crashed my house due to boredom.
We hit Ikea and finished up 6 hot dogs, 3 currypuffs and 1 cup of refillable drink while playing a game.
There's a lot of lightning tonight.
Lots of static electricity buzzing all around us.
I bet there are lots of happy electrons bouncing on my skin too.
*toi! toi! toi!*


After reading some personal thoughts in ramdom blogs i was wondering, its been long since i had serious thoughts.
Like really sit down and analyse the situation, on what had happened.
What im doing these days is: quickly move on and find a new goal to work on, no time to linger.
It isnt particularly bad neither is it good.
Sometimes its good to slow down and observe whats happening around first.
I should probably plan up some list on what goals am i working on soon.
For the time being, i need to practice better self discipline.


"Why i feel the sudden urge to relate, in pen and ink,
a relationship of the most personal nature, which i have
never before acknowledged, i cannot say..."
- The Lost Memoirs of Jane Austen

Friday, April 17, 2009 `` 4/17/2009 08:30:00 PM
Title:

10 April to 17 April 2009.

Friday
It was Mom's birthday so at night we went out to eat.
Ironic incident: i FOUND a birthday card while MAKING one.
I was rummaging through the wrappers for inspiration to make Mum's card and i found it.
I could have thrown the wrappers away without knowing. =O
& its the first time i wrote a birthday card PURELY in chinese characters. (with the aid of dictionary =P)
*licks lips*

Saturday, Goodnews Singapore
I had practice in the morning for SYF and rushed over to tuition.
Yes, i suffered the same fate as my fellow tuition mates now.
I met up with Joyce first and we head down to the indoor stadium along with Esther and Candice.
After all these years, this is the first time i went out with Joyce for such Christian event.

(I found this in my gallery, my dear.)


We bought some food to prevent starvation from occuring. (okay, exaggerating)





We saw all ages, sizes, races waiting in line.
Yuhin went the night before and he complimented bout it.

The event was presented in both English and Chinese.
So the interpreter for Chinese had to quickly catch up with Reinhard Bonnke with his speech.
The first part was sleepy to me.
Sorry cant help it.
But the back part was okay, the mass praying and stuffs.




Sunday
Have to wake up early once again to er... pay respect to the ancestors?
I went with my Mum along with 3 other relatives.
There's a pink dolphin soft toy inside the car and it was super nice to hug!
I used to be a wee bit scared at the graveyard when i was young.
But now it was okay.
The scenery up the sky was nice!
Aunt and i went around exploring what was written on other people's tombstone. =X

Afternoon, went over to Darren's house to study, along with Daph, Keith and later on Yuhin.





We were bored soon after so we decided to explore his house (and turned it upside down).

We were imitating this.

Bored Daph. (And a happy Yuhin)
She's strong, man.

And we styled the guy's hair.
Looks nice on Keith, right?

And we decided to play a prank on yuhin and GLUED his leg hairs.
HAHAHHAAH.


We went Ehub and shared a choco fondue. =D

Monday
Dance practice.

Tuesday
More dance practice.

We brought our costumes home the previous day so we came to school with the hanger thing which looks so professional. HAHAHAHAH.
Some brought hair extention like the above. ^^^^

Notice the guys' hair, they were styled! (ignore Dickson, please)

Hairstylist over here!

=O
Wednesday
Jamming people. ^^

We left class after recess for our last dance practice before SYF.
We performed for the Thai students too. =)
After that Alster, Candice, Esther, Rachel and i went over to Pam's house to stayover. =D
Amount of blankets we used.
Some of us wore pjymas so its a bit like slumber party. HAHAHA.
I couldnt sleep that night.
I wasnt thinking much bout the next day, but i just couldnt fall asleep.
Thursday, SYF
We woke up at 4 and refused to climb out of bed except Rach & Esther.
We met the rest at mac for breakfast before heading to school.
Im experiencing butterflies in my stomach.
On the way to UCC, we listened to the music on the bus.
I didnt know what to feel then.
Before we went on stage, i wasnt very nervous compared to last time.
What's worse is, MY MIND IS BLANK.
....
Principal came down to support us, along with some other teachers.
Thank you. =D
I lost 80% of my voice by then.
Argh.
And back to school we had Mac lunch so HAHHA.
We joined back our class with all the make up on.
After that, all the dancers gathered together to wait for the result.


We put all the phones together and see who will get the message first.
The scene was quite funny.
Okay, so Dance got silver.

Thank you dancers.
For making this day happen.
For making my life more fulfilling.
We are warriors.
Our spirits are there, to fight against all odds.
I know you guys have tried very best for the past few weeks.
Shed tears, sweat together.
We can all feel it.
Feel one anothers' body heat.
Yes, Silver isnt what we wanted.
We want more, but hey, aint we even closer these days?
We aim high, but we have to learn to accept when things happen.
Like what Mdm Jamilah said, lets not blame one another or ourselves.
Let's move on. =D
Be strong.
Thank you Mdm Jamilah, Ms Hazimah, Mdm Julinda, Ms Jane and Mr Frankie.
Thank you for what you have done for us, sacrifise for us.
Through the times together, we have seen Ms Jane be happy for us, cry over us, angry over us.
Sorry for letting you guys down.
Friday
I couldnt speak in the morning. =X
I cant be mute, even for one day.
I need to express my opinions, joke bout sth, tease someone (Faizah) and stuffs.
But today wasnt the worse.
I felt... sad in school this morning.
Sure enough, the emptiness struck me.
But there's more to come in the next few days when we really stepped down.
My voice is coming back but my cough is worsening now.
Oh man.