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In the beginning

I was a primeval dot in the Universe
In the beginning, if the Universe began
Because I ripped myself apart
In glorious combustion,
Then how did I come to be there In the beginning?


Name of human: Jiayi.
Gender: Female.
Ngee Ann Sec's 4R3'09
gothic_punkchic@hotmail.com

affiliates
6a.Class.2005 Alan Alster Amy Amira Ashilah Assiddiq Atikah Benny Blossom Brenda Calise Candice Cassandra Carolyn Clara Craig Daphne Debbie Denise Denise Khoo Dionis Dickson Edwin Estalla Esther Filza Fitri Geraldine Haziq Jane Jasmine Jasper Jia rong Jing Yang Joleen Jolene Jolyn Joyce Junnie Jun Wen Karmaine Kary Kenneth Kimberly Ang Kimberly Tay Liu Jing Maisarah Min Lin Michelle Pamela Pearlyn Tan Pearlyn Wong Rachel Han Reuben Ng Russell Sam Sarah See Yuen Shermaine Sheryl Shi Mei Shirley Sijia Sofia Thaha Tian Hoe Tong Xin Victor Wei Xian Xin Yao Xue Yun Yang Hui Yiliang Yuhin Zena Zhen Feng Zhi Sheng

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Tuesday, September 30, 2008 `` 9/30/2008 11:24:00 PM
Title:

Nico Rosberg
Normally i wasnt interested in watching such things like F1 but that day my family tuned in to watch so i join too.
Wait! I think is i suggest one!
Rosberg is soooooo OMG!
Hahhaah racer version of Leonardo DiCarpio in Titanic.
I remember MinLin & I used to go Hhahhahah over him.
While Haziq watched them because of the nude portrait! LOL.
Its such a sad thing that Alonso missed out his chance of winning due to that accident of his.
L. Hamilton was pretty good. And pretty. =)
I sound like some ChiKoPei.

Days had been studying with friends (Zena, Geraldine, Blossom and class peeps)or ownself.
As the days near, the tension grew.
Ah, whatever.

Seated next to Daphne & Faizah in class now.
Daphne sure makes a lot of noise!
But she can get serious sometimes too.
Faizah has long long hair!

Okay i will start on my FISH story.
One day a fish starts walking on land.
(audience gasp)
Yes, gasp somemore!
Fishy walks over to this great chestnut tree and starts to kneel down.
He takes out this yellowed piece of paper and starts reading from it.
"Dear Mr Chestnut Tree Papa (HAHHAHAHA!), how i wonder bout her. How i wonder bout her gorgeous blond hair. How i wonder bout that smile of hers that intoxicate me to the core... Wait do i have a core? Never mind, shes the one that i think of every moment even when im peeing. (Do fish pee??) Please help me!"
A piece of even yellowed piece of paper came rolling out and tumble down the hill.
*Starts singing Jack and Jill went up the hill and fetch a pail of water....*
"Dear Fish, you sure do sound fishy. Yum. Well, go find her and you will find your ans there. Yours sincerely, Mr Chestnut Tree. No papa."
Fishy starts jumping up and down in excitement and tumbles down the hill along with the note.
He arrives in front of the sea and jumps in.
"Oh no, i dont know how to swim!"
Therefore he drowns and is eaten by Mother Shark that is waiting for him all along.
The End!

Ive been having dreams these days.
I had one which remains in my mind quite vividly til now since it happens this morning.
A lot of the people i associate with appear in it.
It wasnt creepy, but just a bit... I dont know how to say.

Life's alright these days i guess if you want to talk bout feelings.
Some special things occur, but they may just go away as fast as they came.
Hahah yeah, currently i have nothing to comment bout that.
Til then...

Happy Children's Day!
Happy Birthday to Rachel!
Selamat Hari Raya!
Happy First October! =DD

Sunday, September 28, 2008 `` 9/28/2008 02:23:00 PM
Title:

We took our class photo recently.
Candice, ShiMei, Daphne and I tuck in our shirts purposely!
Okay i got a wee bit high after that.
Life has been school, eat, sleep, study, watch teevee and sleep.
Okay maybe more than that.
I watched Survivor again on friday!
As said, it was part of my childhood since i started watching it when i was p3 and stopped when i reached sec 1.
Yeah, another revival of my dear childhood.
Found it very nice again.
Maybe i will follow this series again?
Check out Jack's Mannequin's new song, The Resolution.
Hhahahha the album wasnt officially out yet but i have my ways on getting it =P
2 more weeks to go, my dears.
Yes yes, the finishing line is just within that border...

Thursday, September 25, 2008 `` 9/25/2008 06:30:00 PM
Title:

Some ramdom destressing crazy pics taken during class.
Wahahahahha! Step 1.
Step 2.
Step 3! Yup, the making of a Dutch maid.
Daphne looks eerily like Wei Lin!


Censored!

Okay, seeing the oh-so-"cute" side of me.
So not cute.
I didnt say i am.
Okay, i will do something more guyish next time.
Just let me enjoy some girlish times, pleaseeeeeeeeee?
"And i watch with breaking heart as you slowly fade away. I find myself straining to remember everything about this moment, everything about you. But soon, always too soon, your image vanishes and the fog rolls back to its faraway place and I am alone on the pier and I do not care what others think as I bow my head and cry and cry and cry."
Message in a Bottle, Nicholas Sparks

Friday, September 19, 2008 `` 9/19/2008 10:33:00 PM
Title:

And to explain my story on why Barbie kills Prince Charming as requested...

Barbie is a girl that everyone loves.
She has the looks.
She wears the nicest and fashionable clothes that every girl craves.
She is seen as a kind, sweet girl, which every boy loves.
(You can refer to the description of real Barbie)
Prince Charming is a boy that everyone loves.
Whom every girl with fantasies dream of.
Whom arrives in a white mighty horse and saves the beauty from the dragon which he will slayed.
As always. -_-
So Barbie meets Prince Charming.
And they fell madly in love with one another.
*Lets out pigeon from cages*

However Barbie isnt who you think she is.
She is evil!
Like mojojojo!
while Prince Charming was asleep, she took out a knife and murdered him!
*audience gasp*
(Me: Wahahhahah!)
So me, as an author, i went to attend Prince Charming's funeral.
As for Barbie, she has her own punishment and she is sent to jail.
No more fashionable clothes, no more cute guys, no more make ups.
But i went to visit Barbie and hear her story out.

Thats where the story came from!
Tada!

PS. I didnt mean the story to come out to be so sadist or ironic!

`` 9/19/2008 10:33:00 PM
Title:

Break of DawnBy: Lupisan Keokura
A lone traveler, beaten down by time, seeks a place to find acceptance, love and attention, but to no avail.
Haunted by the sorrowful emptiness of his past, he has become blind of the company that has always been there.
Feverishly working to start new friendships on whims of hope, how it hurts, the reality of broken promises.
With a bright smile, he opens his heart only to have it pierced with betrayal, his spirit so wrongfully crushed.
As he falls onto his knees with conflicting feelings of agony and rage, a bitter cry echoes in the darkness.
Instead of acceptance, he is shunned by others.
Instead of love and attention, people turn him away in disgust.
Tears of frustration begin to form as he wonders why.
Why is he denied these simple desires of life?
Drowning in intense emotions of anger and despair, a ray of light breaks through the consuming shadows.
The traveler sees a young man with a bright aura standing there.
In his presence, the thoughts, the feelings vanish.
The young man holds the traveler's hand and gently touches his face.
It feels so warm and comforting.
He speaks softly,'Time after time, I have witnessed your valiant efforts to find acceptance. Truly a honorable person that I admire.You have already walked a path that many would admit surrender. You are more stronger that you realize.'
Closing his eyes, the traveler could feel his own strength and compassion resonating in the young man's voice.
'Don't ever give up for you are never alone and you are loved. Just stay strong and believe in yourself.Let your quarrels subside with the passing of the night. With the arrival of dawn's light, its radiance marks the beginning of new hopes, new dreams, and new opportunities. Now, wake up and see your glory reflecting in the sky.'
As the lone traveler wakes up from his slumber, he feels the warmth of the rising sun and smiles proudly.
It's going to be another beautiful day and somehow, the traveler knows that young man is smiling down upon him.

Thursday, September 18, 2008 `` 9/18/2008 09:29:00 PM
Title:

Yesterday morning was a terrible day.
Bloody mood swing.
Never mind, skip the details.

Went ikea after school to help the SC to get graduation gifts.
23 apple green mugs!
And we were pushing the trolley around and standing on the trolley like nobody's business.

Today was a pretty fine day.
My first time ramming volleyball in the toilet.
Oh yeah, lots to catch up in class.
Studying is the priority now!
Well but not to neglect other stuffs too.

I dont know why but whats with that morbid thinking that night?
I need to buy another Book. My 8th one to go.

The queen of clowns pulls a pink rabbit out of her hair.

Sunday, September 14, 2008 `` 9/14/2008 12:05:00 PM
Title:

On one of my visits to 3R1 classroom, we found this.A super modified chair (got wooden frame somemore!).
Compared to a typical chair.

11 September, Thursday
English oral.
Second to go.

Night, small (oh yeah 25 people and you call it small?!?) gathering with 2R6'07 and Mr Reuben Ng at Han's River.

From the beginning... where the tables were clean and the sky was so blue (like Reuben's outfit!)
Blossom resuming her NPCC role and commanding the fellow peeps.


Finally all's peace and quiet.
Maybe not.
WHAHAHAHA! This is a zoom-in of the previous picture on the camera.


The guys chose BBQ buffet while the girls-guys (well, theres dickson and jasper) chose set dinner.
Yum yum!

Everyone's catching up on one another since we dont see one another often due to different classes.

You: *shakes head*
Me: I know theres lots of ramdom pictures again...
B stuffing orange skin into her mouth.



I finally could play with the kettle after eyeing it for so long. =)
Blossom's, Jolyn's, mine.
Lord Voldermont (?) and Harry Potter.
Wait wait, corrections.
Thats Keith and Min Lin!
The not-so-empty tables and dark sky.
2R6'07 hurray!
"Im a slow learner" Hmmmmm *points to Reuben's shirt*




So thats the end of the day!

Though its just a simple dinner (chu cha dan fan), but its still nice.

13 September, Saturday
Celebrated moon cake festival in advance with some peeps around here.
This year, we didnt light up the whole void deck.
Or bump down some lil girl and kena scolded by the father.
Or carry lanterns in school.

This year, we played bball!
Guess what, i think this is the first time i played bball at night!
Plus the lights in the court were not on, so basically we were playing in the dark.
Everyone were like, "黑黑的,我看不到球!"

Yes, please dont scream.
This is the first time i type chinese characters on this blog.
Oh yeah, its worth a celebration! *sacrasm*

Yup, i didnt recognize Jun Yong. He changed his hair style.
Well others too.
Like Jasmine in bob and Mei Ting in bangs.

Oh! And after hanging out with them, i realized i need to brush up on my chinese.
Yup, buy a new brush with nicer bristles. =)


Wednesday, September 10, 2008 `` 9/10/2008 09:38:00 PM
Title:

Whats up on 11 September?

Yes, the anniversary of the collapse of the America's world trade centre.
Amen.
Other than that?

YES!
2R6 GATHERING WITH MR REUBEN NG AT HAN'S RIVER! =D
Hope we dont get carried away by the river flow =P

Monday, September 08, 2008 `` 9/08/2008 09:22:00 PM
Title:

Welcome back to Term 4, week 1! As quoted by Mr Lim.
*clears throat*

1 more term left to fool around...
Wait, that sounds not right.
1 more term left to walk around the school as a god-damned sec 3er.
Hurray.

I need to get my heart settled down.
Tie a string around and put a stone to weigh it down.
Oh yeah, im tied to a stone!
Stoner!

The past month have been raining like theres no tomorrow.
Was thinking of buying boots to accomodate this hectic weather.
I think i used to have them when i was young!
Alongside with wearing the colorful raincoat.
Okay i have it in pink last time -_-

Pinky childhood.
Uh huh.
What a nice way to describe my beautiful childhood.
With pink hearts, pink rubber bands, pink barbie dolls.
Not discriminating pink here, I USED TO LIKE PINK WHEN I WAS IN P5, ALRIGHT!
Its no biggies.

A lot of people cut their hair today.
Cutting hair spree!
I think im gonna cut my hair after the exams.
I did that one year ago, after the science EOY.
Oh yeah, my one year anniversary of cutting my hair straight!
I remember it used to be pretty short.
Now, it is still a bit short. Ugly short. Wahhaha.

And once again, Happy Belated Birthday to Craig and Happy Not-Belated Birthday to Esther! =DD

Thursday, September 04, 2008 `` 9/04/2008 09:29:00 PM
Title:

4 September was the day i went out with the class for cycling from Pasir Ris park to East Coast Park and back again in 5 and a half hours (including lunch).

I did a lot of "first" times.
To cycle this long.
To cross the bridge connecting Pasir Ris and Tampines.
To... type REAL chinese in MSN?


We passed by Changi Beach on the way back.
Memories of the swings (chalet), Changi Village carpark (bapoks), beach walkway (when SOMEONE went missing in the middle of the night), CHEERS (night cycling)...
The bike with the missing owner.
+ Zhen Feng, Jing Yang, Zhiwei & Darren.

Yes, we achieved it today!
The sense of achievement was overwhelming! =D

I got sun burnt, however.
Like roasted human.
Got the hots just now.
Felt that i was on fire!

I just had something that i didnt have since last year.
I was hyper-ventilating.

Tuesday, September 02, 2008 `` 9/02/2008 06:50:00 PM
Title:

1 September, Monday
Cum
Happy Teacher's Day =)

Played tennis & bball with ML, Russell & "Tennis".
After that it was meet up with Candice & Alster to decorate dance notice board.
For Ms Jane.
Mdm Norani.
& Mdm Jamilah.
& The happy teachers =)


2nd Sep, Tuesday
Candice, Craig, Darren, Zhen Feng and I crashed Yu Hin's house.
Whenever YuHin conversed Cantonese with his family, it reminded me of Alster who also do so.



Guess what, we played Crocodile!
Which is a game that we used to play when we were in primary school.
Oh my, wasabi as forfeit was like !$^*(%.

Punggol is a place where you can go if you are searching for peacefulness.
Example, you can sit on the road and take picture like this!
& When you are at Punggol, you cant miss the beach.
Candice and I have been "eyeing" for that place for quite some time...

Planted trees. Deforestation.
When you are at the beach, building a sandcastle is not to be missed.
Even with bare hands, whats more, building a pyramid!
You can go fishing over there too.
~I walk this lonely road, on the boulvevard of broken dreams...~
There lies the mightly phroah!


Piggybacks. =)

"HELLO! =D I LOVE GIRLS! What about boys?"

"I LOVE HOT GIRLS! DO YOU?"
Okay, guys...Our handmade sand jacuzzi
Check out the satisfied expression on Craig's & Yuhin's faces!

The day was pretty fun, exploring new places and houses =)