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In the beginning

I was a primeval dot in the Universe
In the beginning, if the Universe began
Because I ripped myself apart
In glorious combustion,
Then how did I come to be there In the beginning?


Name of human: Jiayi.
Gender: Female.
Ngee Ann Sec's 4R3'09
gothic_punkchic@hotmail.com

affiliates
6a.Class.2005 Alan Alster Amy Amira Ashilah Assiddiq Atikah Benny Blossom Brenda Calise Candice Cassandra Carolyn Clara Craig Daphne Debbie Denise Denise Khoo Dionis Dickson Edwin Estalla Esther Filza Fitri Geraldine Haziq Jane Jasmine Jasper Jia rong Jing Yang Joleen Jolene Jolyn Joyce Junnie Jun Wen Karmaine Kary Kenneth Kimberly Ang Kimberly Tay Liu Jing Maisarah Min Lin Michelle Pamela Pearlyn Tan Pearlyn Wong Rachel Han Reuben Ng Russell Sam Sarah See Yuen Shermaine Sheryl Shi Mei Shirley Sijia Sofia Thaha Tian Hoe Tong Xin Victor Wei Xian Xin Yao Xue Yun Yang Hui Yiliang Yuhin Zena Zhen Feng Zhi Sheng

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Saturday, September 29, 2007 `` 9/29/2007 10:47:00 PM
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Was reading this book.
Yes, BOOK.
Bout the Queen of France in the 16th century.
Catherine de' Medici.
Imagine you are already engaged when you are just an infant.
Okay sth like that.
Married at the age of 14.
To a man who doesnt love her.
And even had mistresses openly.
How hurting can that be.
A lot of women, due to these unhappy circumtances, turned inhuman or cruel.
Like Bloody Mary.
Queen of sth.
Unhappy childhood, unhappy marriage.
Thank God i dont live in that century.
But i still wanna try if i have a chance.
To look at the people's lives through a periscope?

Friday, September 28, 2007 `` 9/28/2007 10:36:00 PM
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The nearer the exam, the more slack i am.
What the hell, right?
Night market with Joyce.
Yeah we have "downgraded" our shopping.

Looks so heavenly, isn'it? I mean the light below.


Credits, Joyce!

Chocolate fountain. For chocolate mashmallows.

The guitar rocks man! Can place put d&t thing there. Bet no one buys. Haha.

We sneaked pics actually for the objects.
Joyce da bao-ing for that Js.
&& i accidentally took the straw meant for JS then we lied to the auntie to take another one.
Haha burst out laughing when we walked away.

Man, i think Jolyn is gonna kill me for taking away her wife-y tonight.
Yes, im hyper today.
Thanks to Joyce.
Oh no!
Nar im not gonna talk bout school.
Nothing much.
Oh ya, Blossom was being pretty noisy beside me.
&& theres always electricity going on between her & Jol.
I am the rheostat.

Thursday, September 27, 2007 `` 9/27/2007 06:55:00 PM
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Tuesday
Moon cake festival.
Celebrated with Zena & Geraldine.
Surprisingly the crowd downstairs were ppl we knew.
Not the usaul lians & bengs.
Got, but not that much.
Kimberly called my name first & we hugged! =)
&& i could carry her up!
No, im not will stronghold.
Ppl playing candles here & there.
Blah blah blah.
Kimberly & some others light up a small fire explosion beside me.
Got a shock.
Never give me warning.
Saw Yi Jun sending some girl on the bus. Haha.
Lewis was being lame & refused to come down.
She was squashing my head real hard.

Old childhood photo. Joking! Shirley. Cute right?

L.o.v.????

Its pretty dark so cant really see.



Thursday
Cant really rmb what happen yesterday.
Seriously my memory is failing me these days.
I cant rmb small things.
These days my eyes kept twitching.
Think is too tired.
Cant keep my eyes open at times.
Shit it.
Heavy rain today makes the ground at the shelter looked full of foundation/concealer liquid.
Was made to stay back cause of maths.
Estalla, Jolyn, Joyce & I were like discussing what to do after exams.
When exam havent even started.
Be careful.
Vulnerability is dangerous, you either get hurt or vice versa.
Just be careful.

Monday, September 24, 2007 `` 9/24/2007 06:45:00 PM
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Everyone's starting to feel the pain today.
Okay, what is going on?
Is the genaration getting weaker & weaker?
What the hell am i talking bout.

Chong was suddenly talking bout sex today.
History + sex = ???
Blah blah blah.
Yeah i know guys mind their other partner to be a virgin.
RIGHT. When sometimes they are not even a virgin themeselves, and they wanna ask so much.
Fine, they wanna be in control.
Whatever.
Wait, why am i getting so agitated?
No no really, i dont know why i get so agitated when im not really involved in it.

Just like in the bus back home, i was like clapping my hands so hard when i forgot to bring back D&T book back to study.
I bet the bus driver can even hear right in the front.
Estalla must be embarrassed sitting beside me.

Saturday, September 22, 2007 `` 9/22/2007 12:04:00 AM
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Watch this video.

Damn touching. D-A-N-C-E MARATHON.


Thursday, September 20, 2007 `` 9/20/2007 08:53:00 PM
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Found it at Cassandra's friendster.
Grandma's birthday in May this year.
Happy family?

`` 9/20/2007 08:11:00 PM
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Just now was flipping through old photos.
People bored lah.
See myself wear high socks, high pants, blurr look.
Cant believe thats me.
Hahaha thats the past anyway.
A wave of emotion came over me.
But interrupted by sb banging through the door as if the world owes her.

Being thinking bout a lot of things related to childhood these days.
Talked some with Joyce just now.
ROLLLLLLAR COASTERRRRRRR.
Last time when young, will crave to be a teenager.
But now...
I still wanna be a teenager!

Wednesday, September 19, 2007 `` 9/19/2007 08:34:00 PM
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I was reading about Anna Nicole Smith on Wikipedia and i still could not understand whats going on.
Her life was too confusing for normal ppl like me to understand.

Im still not ready to take responsibility of an adult.
Its not too early.
But you may never know.

Monday, September 17, 2007 `` 9/17/2007 06:07:00 PM
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Doesnt this just look like Hassan?!?
Okay ive been showing it off these few days.
The resemble is so alike.

Was out jamming with the guys & Estalla today. Yeah my first jamming session! *give me that kinda look* But it was fun. Finally got my hands on the drum.
Emo Dickson.

Anyway spent quite a lot of time redecorating this blog.
Just not my style for the previous blogskin.

& anyway tag me ppl! i got haloscan 'cause my comp disapproves of cbox.
Duh.

`` 9/17/2007 05:23:00 PM
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You must been wondering, what the hell am i doing, constantly online but not blogging.
Well, after doing some other stuffs, i didnt have enough time to blog after that.
Its been such a loooooooooooooong time.
Back to the wordy wordy kinda posts.
Sian.

Last week's been...
I dont know.
Not feeling right is what i will say.

Have to go to the new temporary building.
So weird.
And seriously school food sucks.
Look at how GLISTERING the food is.
Yeah, thats right.
OILLLLLLLLLL.

Monday, September 10, 2007 `` 9/10/2007 07:45:00 PM
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Comic version of Romeo and Juliet. If love was that sweet in real life.Sunday morning, woke up early and jog with Zena.
Alongside with her sis and mum.
Some RC downstairs organization.
Its been ages i took part in this kinda thing.
I rmb that block party 2 yrs ago where there is this bubble thingy where we could play.
Me, Zena, Michelle, Yi Jun, Jia Rong and Qi Rui were there.
Scooping bubble using Yi Jun's cap and attacked ppl.
Haha fun man!
Yes you will get all wet and sticky after that.
Anyway thats the candy floss machine at the top.
I got it free!



Mr Teo.
Again.


POPCORN.

I learnt sth. That candy floss will MELT. See the red lines?


Friday, September 07, 2007 `` 9/07/2007 09:08:00 PM
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You wont see so many pics next time so yeah.
Okay i went out AGAIN yesterday, which is Thurs with Jol and Estalla to Suntec.
We also went Peninsula to look at skinnies.
Kinda tired at the end of the day.

Guess what, Jol found a bright green(duh!) grasshopper on her bag.
And later i found a spider with super long legs in a POSH accessories shop.
Hello? Suntec?

Dum dum dum dum!


The water is damn cooling, like, spring water?

"&the lion fell in love with the lamb..." What do you get if you put a lion and a lamb together?


`` 9/07/2007 08:42:00 PM
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Celebrated Craig's birthday even though his falls on Thurs.
Ppl present: Min Lin, Keith, Craig, me, and his church friends whom i kinda knew already.
Was actually pretty okay at the starting of the day but this is how i felt after that.
My dramtic change, that i guess the others noticed.
I was sick with guilt.
That i REALLY kinda feel sick on the bus ride to ECP.
Sth struck me and i just couldnt shake it off.
But hunger killed guilt, and anger killed hunger.
Rmb the saying, a hungry person is an angry person?
Or vice versa, whatever.
Okay thats embarrassing.
Oh yeah and that was the present to Craig (below) - SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS TOY! Not only prism and mr bakar can make spectrum , my phone has the ability too.

We rode from ECP to almost reaching Changi Village?
And not without me screaming at times. (slaps myself)
Surprisingly my legs didnt ache at the end of the day.


And i got my reason for taking the number 53.
5th march, aka 050393.
53!


Man i know you hate seeing my face so i censored it.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007 `` 9/04/2007 10:11:00 PM
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Click Five is coming to Singapore on 22 Oct!
I think its a one night gig again.
But their gig is collaborated with Black Eye Peas.
They are just there to show their pretty faces?
Man, see if i wanna go.
Its a Monday night somemore.
Anyway, moneyyyyyy....

Is it worth waiting for, trying for?
I dont see the use of it anymore.
Losing the perserverance to make things better.
*take in deep breath*
Things gonna be alright, gonna be alright, lets make the effort.
Try even harder, harder...

Acupunture actually wasnt that pain.

`` 9/04/2007 08:45:00 PM
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Cassandra and I went SPCA today.
Pretty small that place.
Ulu leh.
Quite hard to find the place.
Had to ask the bus driver how to go.
Near Maris Stella High.
Eyeliner is baaaaaack.
She kept wacking my back for no reason.
Reminds me of Geraldine (sorry!).
The bus stop damn shaky. I think underneath is hollow.
So when any vehicle pass by, the whole bus stop will shake.
So what bout heavy vehicles?
You can just imagine that.

Yesterday's project session at Kary's house.
Debbie oh Debbie...
Back to the topic on SPCA.
Not much ppl over there.
Most of the dogs are very big sized.