HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!
todae wake up at 7.30...
must treasure my sleep, coz yesterday watch "Project Runway"
was beemin when chloe won!
i was waitin at da bus at west plaza denn suddenly i was lukin at da reflection in da bus n guess wadd i saw!
WOON JIA RONG standin directly behind mii!
scary, denn i turned back n he was oredi glarin at mii!
it was drizilin so my uni was poker dotty
dere are a lot of drinks but too lil food...
da cake is nice!
go assembly, got dance item
denn i was lyke wadd???
its da same song but da original dance steps
btw da dance's apex is postponed to term 4!
so i wont have to appear on stage til denn!
wanna scream but cannot scream
suddenly no sound came out of myy throat
i was lyke OMG, i cant survive without a scream!
WADD IS HAPPENIN TO MII?!?
so we had our mini party in class
as always, ppl are foolin around...
ms zahra entered da back door instead of da front...
denn i tried screamin forr her n guess wadd!
MYY VOICE CAME BACK!!!
IT PRACTICALLY KNOCK DA WHOLE RM DOWN
haha, exaggeratin....
we took pics n had music
high skool musical since everi one noes tat
other class ppl come into our class too
n those guys go poke da balloons
denn after tat go back to mps to visit
first people in my class i saw is leonard n sze huey!
leonard is sure big size...
hes 1.75m n I SO FEEL LYKE A DWARF STANDIN BESIDE HYMM!
BUT AT LEAST I WILL LUK SLIM TOO, LOLX!
denn go find kim n jol...
denn saw ramdom ppl from other classes, eileen's gang, timothy's gang, wei long's gang...
denn follow jol round da skool to see other tchrs...
i said to jol tat MR CHEE IS SHUAI than she go told hymm
but im not da first one...
denn i practically scream at her denn mr chee ask mii keep my volume down
so pai seh...
MR TAY RMB MII!!!!
hes still tat science freak weirdo
met edwin, kah fong, geraldine chng, pearl, peggy (shes still so cute!!!), cheryl, rebeeca, dionis, wan siti, calise, jasmine...
than sume of us kept stickin round wif ms yvonne tan *uh humm!* mrs ng...
denn we were talkin while she ate...
we intrude da staffrm
edmond, wee kiong n harry are so tall!
practically half a head taller than mii...
edmond break voice tat i cannot regconise hymm!
ms irene lim is still tat "da mei nu" aka big beauty
denn met up wif myy sume of myy own gang...
after tat we denn go downtown walk walk since nuthin to do
denn to zena's hse...
lend discs from her...
tired back home, mum still ask mii wash dishes...
practically killed her but refrained myself in tyme...
i dunn lyke sittin in this arrangement
sit alone...
all those i reeli talk to all scattered away from mii
i suddenly feel empty inside myy mind
lyke... how do i sae this...
everi thang seems to disappear from mii
n i cant find it back ani more
im left alone to fight on this planet
deres a silence battle between da-ya-hu-urself n i-dunn-have-to-sae-this-out-loud
da cold fight
wif backstabbin n misunderstandin
i dunno wadd to do wif euu two guys...
i dunn wanna be bias but...
i noe we are all not gonna go back to da same as before...
i cant wish much...
im jus an outsider...
but i cant stand seein da cold war...
its lyke torturin...
both sides are emotionally hurt...
bein stabbed by da invisible knife striaght in da hart...
killin each other...
yet nuthin gd comes out of this...
enuff of this...
another prob...
it seems lyke ppl i loved all round mii are startin to discover da better half of theirs...
cant sae its soulmate...
im still waitin forr mine...
need patience...
but yeah.. its tyme when one discovers their own hart...
n sb discover them...
n yeah.. chemical reaction?
its not tat im jealous..
its jus tat when deyy found their half...
im jus afraid deyy forget bout mii
i would be abandon in da corner...
where no one cares...
im jus afraid one dae it will happen to mii
but if its fated to happen, i cant stop it...
im jus... scared...
n jus now when mii n mii mum were linin up forr da 81 bus at da tamp interchange
a guy approached mii...
cant reeli hear waz he talkin bout...
veri soft his voice
plus i dunno hymm
i tot he askin forr directions...
denn i finally figured out waz he talkin bout...
hes askin mii if i wanna be friends wif his friend
i was lyke, HUH? WADD DA FUCK?
da guy hu approached mii is from ite...
n hes friend is er.... FAT?
dunno whyy reminds mii of coach xavier!
but not hymm lah
BUT IM NOT A DESPO
I SAID NO
LYKE HU CARES...
IM PROBABLY NOT DA FIRST ONE...
SINCE HE JUS PICKED SB ON DA STREET N ASK TO NOE DA PERSON BETTER?!?
WADD DA FUCK!?!
HELL NO TO MII
denn mii mum ask hu izzit...
of course i told her i dunno wadd da guy talkin bout...
shes so not gonna find out wadd he told mii...
shes gonna kill mii too
haha
n denn todae in class, sheng han tot im not mii
yeah til denn i realized...
I HAVENT SCOLDED A FUCK TODAE!!!
but a fuck word comin out of sheng han IS SO NOT HYMM!
n from estalla...
tried to practise forr mii home econs thang...
dry macaroni + hott choco
n yet i took lyke 45 mins forr jus tat stupid macaroni
n cut myy nail
got a line... but no blood
mus cut mii nail
or else tat dae is cut myy nails rather than da food
forget to peel off da skin of da carrot...
eek...
created a mess of da kitchen...
denn lazy to clean up...
but made sure before parents come back wash
or else deyy would have scream their heads off again...
myy food sux...
even sis oso eat half wae go meet friend
shows i sux in da kitchen
im back to da tyme when im crazy over da darker side of lyfe
when im in an emo state...
when blood is tasty...
where vampires exist...
where one day without da eyeliner will die...
where euu wanna surrender to da dark...
where euu cant be vulnerable...
where euu must be a fighter n not give up...
where deres no such thang called cute or fantasy
haha... did i scare euu..
da Dark is scary, no doubt..
but ppl lyke mii jus lyke to find out more...
im back to myy wanna-be-goth+punk+emo-person-yet-cannot again...
where all euu see in myy eye is pure black...
no light shines in...
so ppl out dere, euu are so gonna find mii in myy own world again..
lost in it, tryin to forget da real world exists...
i would have lick myy fangs if i have...
lolx
n i decided not to rebond myy hair...
i luv da waviness...
n im gonna leave it long til waistlength...
wanna dye myy hair purple one dae!
still havent given up hope on tat thang yet
holiday gonna paint all myy nails black again...
n one dae im gonna go out in all black...
lyke a goth but i wont wear exaggeratin outfits, obviously...
n i detest chinese even more...
no offence to lovers out dere...
*song in mind: Ghost Of You by my chemical romance*
oya n denn yesterday after skool waitin forr da hmt to finish, in da class
foolin around
craig started unbuttonin one of his button
*to craig, i noe euu are gonna read this but i dunn care, still continuin to rite!*
denn i sae, " Euu wanna show off ur BREAST HAIR arh???"
denn almost immediately everi one sae is CHEST HAIR, NOT BREAST HAIR
o shit it!
guys dunn have breasts, onli chests
arh...
EMO STATE this mornin
kinda mood swing i guess
jus dunn feel gd or feel rite
hart feel veri confusin
havin cravings of da "Everything Im Not" by the veronicas
n "I Slept With A guy From Fall Out Boy And All I got Was This Stupid Song"
*pheww!*
veri obvious by hu
apparently KL doesnt noe how i feel
n hes agitatin mii even further today
im oredi in a wadd-da-hell mood when ms wang called mii
myy mind is a blurr...
she seems to be talkin alien language...
which i obviously dunn understand
denn da fuckin KL was purposely mutterin, "DUMB ASS, DUMB ASS, DUMB ASS..."
i cant tolerate ani more
"SHUT UP LAH EUU!!!"
others should be can hear da anger in myy voice
im oredi veri tired of thinkin
im oredi not thinkin clear
breathin hard
i luv euu ms wang forr not sayin ani thang
i collapsed back into myy seat
*after recess*
haziq made sth tat was real funny
n he even made an animation of it!
i was laughin damn hard when he showed mii
A DEDICATION TO PPL I LUV
"Im real sorry if i ever angered euu, offend euu, hurt euu in ani wae
i sincerily apologized forr da mistakes i commit
i regret it when euu gave mii da cold shoulder
it hurts
i cant stand survivin another minute without euu
da world is jus empty... n lonely
euu should noe i care bout euu
i care if euu get to ani harm
im afraid of euu
afraid of euu forgettin n abandonin mii to da side
i seek ur forgiveness n ur understandin
plez jus accept mii for hu i am."
*back to reality*
no dance
probably goin back to mps on da 31st
wanna see how mr chee luk lyke!
FINALLY DA TESTS ALL FINISHED!
but todae torture.. got geo, lit n maths
geo n lit a bit hard...
denn stupid lah, suddenly myy ear-ring "sparkle", denn get noticed...
i think coz i tie this hairstyle denn da hair never cover myy ear...
yesterday is mrs lai, mornin is sheng han, maths lesson is mr lai...
wah da both lais all notice
PE tat tyme veri funny, sume of us go "bully" KL n "sir stanford raffles"(wadeva spell, dunn bother)...
we snatched away their bball
denn deyy lyke become monkey...
veri funny...
denn justin was lyke sayin to sir stanford raffles," if euu wann to fight, come fight wif ppl ur size lah!"
or sth lyke tat...
denn i tried to put da bball under my shirt...
denn told KL, if euu come near mii, i shout molest!
wahah
but he still dunn care..
this guy doesnt care bout his face one...
denn when estalla got da ball back at da volleyball court where da others are playin soccer,
estalla came down first denn sir stanford raffles was blocked by da upper sec...
a whole bunch of them blocked da exit...
but he still managed get out...
denn forget bring calculator, ask sheng han...
ask hymm go ask catherine...
but eventually he go ask tat 3r6 ghurl hu i dunno...
sheng han veri... er... how to sae.. has ghurls surroundin hymm...
he n joyce shared da same drink loh
as in joyce ask to sip...
denn after skool go white sand...
took da bus wif estalla, craig n yu hin...
surprised when deyy sae yu hin dunno a lot of ghurls in da class
after lyke 8 months?!?
denn when craig was bout to leave when at his bus stop dere, i jus wanna put out my hand out n lyke forr fun obstruct hymm
denn i didnt noe jus so happens myy hand is da same level at his *uh hmm!*
almost touched denn quickly put my hand back
denn he kept givin mii tat weird luk after alightin da bus...
uh oh...
i smell trouble...
met haziq at white sands..
if had known earlier can ask hymm join us first...
denn da 3 of us lyke yeah lah... hang out?
do euu count tat?
ask hymm treat us to mac!
ahah... veri bad of mii...
denn wadeva wadeva, come back nuthin to do...
*gawk*
home econs cookin tat spaghetti
droolin over tat thang
stupid, tchr catch mii too many ear rings
denn have to take out
denn got kinda scolded coz put too much da sauce denn other groups not much left
nice wadd
she sae 3 tablespoons
so i put 3 tablespoons FULL
correct wadd
denn we went to hai xing catholic to collect estalla's lost ez link card
take da bus wif craig...
he ever crappin away...
lukin out forr ppl i noe...
first saw serene...
denn (tamizi?)
denn we da onli ngee ann in so many hai xing ppl veri weird
so now i noe how da other ppl come our skool forr hmt feel lyke...
checkin out ppl...
go to da general office denn suddenly sb from inside rush out n hug mii!
surprised mii
its kim!
of course lah, still got hu?
actually lukin out forr her too...
denn we fast talk denn go seperate ways
take da ez link denn take bus 3 saw yu hin...
fallin asleep...
so lonely tat guy...
denn saw armstrong...
his hairstyle make hymm luk innocent...
aiya myy eyes still fall on his legs (actually checkin out to see if he got wear ankle socks)
his legs luk lyke dickson's lehxx...
lolx
n da home econs test on tues so can go back to mps on thurs
woohoo!
i dunn feel gd...
jus quarrel wif mii mum over which kinda milk to use forr home econs
blood still boilin now...
n scolded mii dad asshole forr tryin to close da door coz too noisy when i wanna have myy big exit
cool down...
ARGH!!!
i got reeli pissed off at tat fuckin au ka lun todae...
he reeli got on myy nerve now
HES ACTUALLY ENJOYIN QUARRELIN WIF MII?!?
N HES TRYIN TO AGITATE MII SO I WILL QUARREL WIF HYMM?!?
HU DA FUCK DOES HE THINK HE IS?!?
he turnin towards mii reminds mii of sb...
tat reeli gives mii da creep
tat asshole durin cme sae our group dirty
wadd da...
we are onli sayin papa got mistress or mama got lover or sis got bf...
SO?
WAZ DA PROB WIF EUU, DUMB ASS???
n euu give mii tat kinda luk lyke euu wanna cry lyke tat
so not innocent!
after skool, bad mood...
denn everi one disappear...
denn i lyke nowhere to turn to...
myy mind was reeli lyke gonna burst...
JOYCE GAVE MII A KISS!!!
on da cheek...
half of da hair on tat part of da cheek stood up...
im still not used to get kissed by sb...
joyce n jolyn givin off kisses these days...
denn got dance...
after tat plae table soccer wif da guzheng ppl...
n amy n junnie
deyy pro lah...
everi dae booked da soccer table one..
cannot win them...
min lin lukin at cactus while playin but im da one daydreamin rather...
IM NOT LUKIN AT ANI GUYS, FORR GOD'S SAKE!
denn da "stalker" still dere waitin forr euu-noe-hu...
euu-noe-hu decided to compete til da end...
euu wanna follow her denn follow her lah...
lyke hu cares... euu are jus psycho in da head...
denn go home tat tyme coz estalla no student pass denn asshole bus driver go stop her
she oredi wearin skool uni loh...
OPEN UR EYES BIG BIG LYKE GOLDFISH N SEE...
DOES SHE LUK LYKE ANI ADULT?
IF EUU THINK SHES TALL DENN EUU ARE SHORT!
NO STUDENT PASS WANNA SEE BIRTH CERIFICATE??
IF EUU DUNN RESPECT PPL DENN DUNN EXPECT PPL TO RESPECT EUU!!!
in class myy group is da noisest, no doubt
especially wif tat stupid KL rite in front of mii
everi dae talkin crap n turnin towards myy table
now he not scared of mii
learn to "ding tui" (talk back at mii)
he sae mii, haziq n estalla is da 3 volcanoes
ani tyme will erupt one
YEAH RITE...
n im da most active one
chinese class more quiet coz everi one split up...
denn is kary's tat group most noisest
i jus shut myy ears, doodlin on da textbk n shuttin out da Onion's naggy voice
bluekk
geog tchr no come
denn got this Mr "Haha" tchr here
denn cannot talk
so we communicate wif handphone or paper
we have ways....
da paper reminds mii of p6 when mii n ash used to do tat
so quiet da surroundin
creepy...
SCHEDULE FORR TESTS
17 aug, thurs - english + music tests
18 aug, fri - home econs test + chinese oral(or mon)
22 aug, tues - art test
24 aug, thurs - geography + maths + lit tests
KILL MII BABY...
i came across this poem when im clearin out myy file jus now
even though ive lyke read it quite sume tyme but suddenly today i feel tat its veri meaningful so here i am sharin wif euu guys:

LET MII LIVE by jennifer danley
Let mii cut my hair,
If it luks horrible,
Let mii learn not to touch da scissors n tat hair grows back.
Let mii spend my money,
If da shirt's too lil n da store doesnt give refunds,
Let mii learn to save my cash
Let mii kiss a boii,
If he thinks it's jus a fling n i get my hart broken,
Let mii learn tat sume boiiz are jus tat wae.
Let mii flunk my tests,
If i failed da class n miss da honor roll list,
Let mii learn to study more.
Let mii miss da shot,
If my team loses n im on da bench,
Let mii learn to concentrate on da basket.
Let mii go out past curfew,
If i get grounded n miss da big party this wkend,
Let mii learn to follow da rules.
But most importantly, let mii live.
If i learn a lesson,
You've done ur part.

yeah, ppl live on this lyfe is not forr purr-fection but to learn from experience
n to stand up when euu fall down
whose lyfe doesnt have ani ups n downs???
da person have to be independant btw, to learn n to fight all flaws on this planet
NO PAIN NO GAIN, rmb?
we have to be a fighter, n not give up on lyfe tat easily
lyke in war, we have to fight til da veri end
even if we fail, we noe we tried our best
we will be satisfied when we come to this result, n leave wif a smile on our faces =)
RMB: PPL HU CARES BOUT EUU WILL ALWAYS BE BY UR SIDE N FOLLOW EUU TIL DA END OF UR JOURNEY...
so stay chill!
yesterday such a fun dae
have fun before all da tests come pilin up on mii =(
so suppose to go to tat church concert at expo wif mii couz, craig, kary, tian kai, yu hin, joyce n her friends
but last minute joyce sick denn cannot, but her friends still comin
yu hin die oredi...
changed myy nail polish to orange
have to run til elias mall to buy tat stupid nail polish remover
nervous nervous - wonder how is it gonna be lyke n stuffs
im still not da latest even though i arrived later than da tyme supposed
craig wore BRIGHT GREEN giordano tee n jeans
hmmm....
kary SEXY lehxx
SPAGHETTI-STRIPED huh...
have not eaten dinner yet
dere quite crowded
but at least da ppl dunn wear as wild as da concert i went in feb
where ppl practically come in holloween costumes
wif funky hairstyles
myy couz have to walk n eat at da same tyme
n its eatin INSTANT NOODLES
coz craig is lyke so rushin
over dere dark, obviously
wadd do euu expect in a concert?
i lyke da neon stick
denn mii n mii couz one combined (yellow n red) to become a necklace - damn nice lehxx
against myy all black outfit
craig one is green n yellow... or izzit green n blue?
he took joyces one since she not here
denn when he PURPOSELY go sit IN BETWEEN KARY N TIAN KAI,
THIS LITEBULB IS LYKE SO BRIGHT!
da concert start wif sume loud music...
to get ppl in da high mood
denn got those kinda (SOULFUL?) music
where ppl are lyke reachin out to god... or izzit jesus?
i not christian how i noe so much?
craig, tian kai n mii couz are
denn mii n kary are jus starin at them blankly
christian rock music of course talk bout all these stuffs
denn got one guy near us lyke so into this stuffs tat he luk lyke hes gonna break down soon
scary
da atmosphere is lyke so peaceful...
euu almost tot tat, He is watchin over us...
after lyke 7 months
I HEARD CRAIG SING!!!!
WAHAHA
he not embarrassed... still sing veri loud
denn we were lyke foolin round wif da balloons...
denn goin to da encore tat part everi one in da hall started jumpin to da beat
da mood is reeli high at tat moment
i jumped til myy legs pain...
da muscles contract...
hurts... achin...
reeli euu can let down ur hair n da stress on euu forr one moment
throughout da whole concert mii couz is still thinkin bout da instant noodle(chicken flavour) soup!
after tat parted n mii n myy couz find sumewhere to eat
dere veri crowded so we went airport to eat
I VERI LONG NEVER GO DERE OREDI!
i was combin my hair while walkin across da road
went to this fastfood place called POPEYES?
err... yeah
still got tv showin tat cartoon!
still quite crowded despite da tyme
hello? this place is da airport forr gods sake!
da thangs not sae veri ex...
i split up wif mii couz onli need to pay round $3.50!
n da food is lyke damn lot
never eat dinner mii is lyke jus released from jailcell
IMMEDIATELY DIG INTO DA FOOD
da (biscuit?) - american version one, is lyke SO SOFT INSIDE...
LYKE MASHMALLOW....
N DA CREAM MELT INSIDE UR MOUTH...
AWW...
*typin at this moment i oso wanna eat!*
da two piece chickens are lyke so big size
n hott!
i dig inside n burnt myy fingers
but its nice
we were sittin at da counter (i luv da bluey bluely twirly twirly seat!) lukin at da tourists passin by
we took 45 mins to finish tat meal, still shared between da two of us...
imagine euu urself eat alone... its gonna take lyke at least 1 n a half hr...
denn walk round, take da monorail..
plae at da airport gallery
pushin each other in da trolley
so fun...
plus ppl starin at us thinkin (WHAT DA ****... SO LAME...)
BUT ITS FUN!
took 53 back home
couz oso... since she dunn wanna go back so early
bus still full hse at 11sth...
wa lao mii lao ma at home can call mii 3 tymes whyy i not back yet
still cursed mii
LET MII ENJOY MII LYFE FORR ONCE!!!
denn she alighted since got bus to take back
but im so gonna be* music plez!* so lonely...
im ms lonely...
i have nobody...
im all on myy own!!!! *glass break*
kayy kayy.. but at least im back to mii estate...
PASIR RIS!!!
I LUV YA!!!
da place so familar since i always take this route back home...
i feel sooooo at home...
reach home almost midnite oredi...
sigh... a wonderful is over
n 4 tests are comin mii wae next wk...
bluekk..
wadd da holy fuck
cant sign in to ani messenger
windows live or even windows
internet connection still normal
can visit webbies
so waz ur prob comp eh?!?
so freakin idiotic!
arh!!!
asshole

start wif yesterday
too tired to post so here i am now since nobody will bother mii in msn
bluekk
go plae bball wif min lin, kary, blossom, DUCK, CACTUS, joycelyn(sry i onli roughly spell da name), her KOR(met in maple one, first tyme see each other), min lins R.I KOR(russell), n sume i dunn even noe one...
first meet min lin at tm...
window shop denn veri sian go try clothes
da outfit i choose damn nice loh...
brown top+white beach pants or
orange beach dress+white beach pants
I WANNA BUY DA WHOLE SHOP BACK HOME OREDI

oya saw ash on da wae
shes still gorgeous no doubt
go meet HYMM
another hymm
name call hafiz
THINKIN: she + 1r6 hafiz = ??? er...

denn go da where ever bball court
eh myy aunts hses dere lehxx... (both mii aunts live next door onli)
da duck wear veri funny (blue sleeveless top + black shorts)
veri weird
first tyme see hymm wear clothes other than skool uni or pe
blossom chio loh...
sit at bench luk at us
duck n pig(min lin) quarrellin... chasin round
coz he said sth bout cactus n cactus JUS SO HAPPENS TO BE AT HIS 2ND STOREY HSE LUK DOWN
denn use cactus's ball plae
myy bball skill sux da hell
aimin always wrongly
got da two pros over dere no need to plae oredi
myy shorts wanna drop oredi...
hips too small oredi
duck lyke to *hug* ppl
as in defend til lyke practically roundin his hands round da opponent
veri scary one
denn we plae got forfeit
hueva team lose must do
denn duck team lose
denn we choose hymm to do da forfeit
at first ask hymm to strip his top denn lyke cowboy wave n sing SHE BANGS
but denn veri cruel
after dillutin a lot, sae he go french-kissed another guy
but denn when myy team talkin, he run away!
GEEZ
(all my idea forr da forfeits - IM CRUEL!!! WAHAHA!!!)

TODAY:
stupid dumb ass *KUALA LUMPUR* kept irratatin mii
either put his idiotic hands on myy table or interrupt mii when im talkin..
denn durin CME discussion tyme accidentally sae it out loud,
*WADD DA F**K...*
denn everi one turn round luk..
so pai seh lehxx...
thank god ms zahra didnt sae ani thang
WEE
myy group can discuss til talk bout porn AGAIN
denn mr haziq must do forfeit coz of sth
go sae...
*AM I MACHO? DO YOU WANT TO SEE MY BODY?*
he go change it to strip...
so funny

11:27 AM

i hate saturdays n sunday
especially if im gonna be cooped inside this unbearable lil cage forr the rest of da dae
tryin to fly out but in the end jus wastin my energy
unbreathable?
sigh
been spendin the past few moments since i woke up thinkin wadd am i gonna do forr da rest of da dae
nuthin much interestin happen these days
no more rollar coaster lyfe
yet dunno if it is a gd thang
but i dunn think so
COZ LYFE WILL BE BACK TO ITS BORIN STATE!
which is back to mii typin crap in here
back to da same old story

... MII

boo hoo....
hmmm but i realize these days tat ppl lyke mii have been thinkin bout this word called
TRUST

trust is important not onli in bgf but oso in friends
euu have to trust tat person to tell hymm or her ur feelings, ur emotions, ur ups n downs
when euu dunn trust tat person deres nuthin euu can talk bout
coz euu cant rely on tat person to keep ur secrets in privacy
when euu reeli trust a person,
euu shouldnt doubt tat person no more
euu shouldnt regret wadd euu did or said
when euu trust sb, its lyke euu find an open chest,
waitin forr euu to pour out ur emotions n goins into it
n when euu are finished euu can safely closed it up, sealed it
but euu will never noe when da chest will auto open itself up,
let others noe waz in dere
euu wont be by its side to ever guard it
it means euu dunn trust da chest no more
it is not lyke a snap of da fingers n an open chest will be ready forr euu
euu need chance, da fate, da destiny to find it
euu urself can be da open chest
forr sb to do da same to euu

trust cannot be represented by words
it needs actions, da tyme spent between da two person, da ups n downs, to noe if da person is reliable

*uh hmm!*
i sound so pro sia!
seriously, when myy mind is empty, i tend to think too much
either sth gd comes out of it or da oppos
da mood will change 360 degrees...
i will never noe waz myy mood one minute later
mood swing???
haha

8.39pm

spoil another liquid paper =(
spent lyke 45 mins tryin to fix it but to no avail...
even ask myy sis help mii denn she complained tired...
geez...
dickson is down wif luck todae
phone got stolen when got PE
everi body will have da dae when deyy lost their phone or get stolen
mine is over
n i hope it will never happen to mii again
but dickson still luk cheerful as before lyke nuthin happen
hidin his sorrow behind da happy mask?
denn got spot check in our class
we a bit kiasu
all stuff da phones inside kary n blossom's lockers when goin back to class
but these kinda spot check tchr will close one eye one...
haziq lost tat phone is more ex than mii!
lolx
he go stuff his phone n mp3 inside his pocket da tchr oso never check
his pocket so bulgy so obvious

back to da PE period
got sit up...
i veri long never do then dunno can or not...
suddenly i do da first few cannot oredi
denn finish tat tyme both myy shoulders achin...
done veri bad...
B onli
inclined pull up do next lesson
coz no tyme

need to stay back forr chinese test...
hack care...
jus do ani how...

just now slept through a whole range of noisy music...
coz got air con n comfy bed denn i curled inside denn sleep...
til got call...