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In the beginning

I was a primeval dot in the Universe
In the beginning, if the Universe began
Because I ripped myself apart
In glorious combustion,
Then how did I come to be there In the beginning?


Name of human: Jiayi.
Gender: Female.
Ngee Ann Sec's 4R3'09
gothic_punkchic@hotmail.com

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Saturday, August 05, 2006 `` 8/05/2006 08:35:00 PM
Title:

11:27 AM

i hate saturdays n sunday
especially if im gonna be cooped inside this unbearable lil cage forr the rest of da dae
tryin to fly out but in the end jus wastin my energy
unbreathable?
sigh
been spendin the past few moments since i woke up thinkin wadd am i gonna do forr da rest of da dae
nuthin much interestin happen these days
no more rollar coaster lyfe
yet dunno if it is a gd thang
but i dunn think so
COZ LYFE WILL BE BACK TO ITS BORIN STATE!
which is back to mii typin crap in here
back to da same old story

... MII

boo hoo....
hmmm but i realize these days tat ppl lyke mii have been thinkin bout this word called
TRUST

trust is important not onli in bgf but oso in friends
euu have to trust tat person to tell hymm or her ur feelings, ur emotions, ur ups n downs
when euu dunn trust tat person deres nuthin euu can talk bout
coz euu cant rely on tat person to keep ur secrets in privacy
when euu reeli trust a person,
euu shouldnt doubt tat person no more
euu shouldnt regret wadd euu did or said
when euu trust sb, its lyke euu find an open chest,
waitin forr euu to pour out ur emotions n goins into it
n when euu are finished euu can safely closed it up, sealed it
but euu will never noe when da chest will auto open itself up,
let others noe waz in dere
euu wont be by its side to ever guard it
it means euu dunn trust da chest no more
it is not lyke a snap of da fingers n an open chest will be ready forr euu
euu need chance, da fate, da destiny to find it
euu urself can be da open chest
forr sb to do da same to euu

trust cannot be represented by words
it needs actions, da tyme spent between da two person, da ups n downs, to noe if da person is reliable

*uh hmm!*
i sound so pro sia!
seriously, when myy mind is empty, i tend to think too much
either sth gd comes out of it or da oppos
da mood will change 360 degrees...
i will never noe waz myy mood one minute later
mood swing???
haha

8.39pm

spoil another liquid paper =(
spent lyke 45 mins tryin to fix it but to no avail...
even ask myy sis help mii denn she complained tired...
geez...