i dunn lyke sittin in this arrangement
sit alone...
all those i reeli talk to all scattered away from mii
i suddenly feel empty inside myy mind
lyke... how do i sae this...
everi thang seems to disappear from mii
n i cant find it back ani more
im left alone to fight on this planet
deres a silence battle between da-ya-hu-urself n i-dunn-have-to-sae-this-out-loud
da cold fight
wif backstabbin n misunderstandin
i dunno wadd to do wif euu two guys...
i dunn wanna be bias but...
i noe we are all not gonna go back to da same as before...
i cant wish much...
im jus an outsider...
but i cant stand seein da cold war...
its lyke torturin...
both sides are emotionally hurt...
bein stabbed by da invisible knife striaght in da hart...
killin each other...
yet nuthin gd comes out of this...
enuff of this...
another prob...
it seems lyke ppl i loved all round mii are startin to discover da better half of theirs...
cant sae its soulmate...
im still waitin forr mine...
need patience...
but yeah.. its tyme when one discovers their own hart...
n sb discover them...
n yeah.. chemical reaction?
its not tat im jealous..
its jus tat when deyy found their half...
im jus afraid deyy forget bout mii
i would be abandon in da corner...
where no one cares...
im jus afraid one dae it will happen to mii
but if its fated to happen, i cant stop it...
im jus... scared...
n jus now when mii n mii mum were linin up forr da 81 bus at da tamp interchange
a guy approached mii...
cant reeli hear waz he talkin bout...
veri soft his voice
plus i dunno hymm
i tot he askin forr directions...
denn i finally figured out waz he talkin bout...
hes askin mii if i wanna be friends wif his friend
i was lyke, HUH? WADD DA FUCK?
da guy hu approached mii is from ite...
n hes friend is er.... FAT?
dunno whyy reminds mii of coach xavier!
but not hymm lah
BUT IM NOT A DESPO
I SAID NO
LYKE HU CARES...
IM PROBABLY NOT DA FIRST ONE...
SINCE HE JUS PICKED SB ON DA STREET N ASK TO NOE DA PERSON BETTER?!?
WADD DA FUCK!?!
HELL NO TO MII
denn mii mum ask hu izzit...
of course i told her i dunno wadd da guy talkin bout...
shes so not gonna find out wadd he told mii...
shes gonna kill mii too
haha
n denn todae in class, sheng han tot im not mii
yeah til denn i realized...
I HAVENT SCOLDED A FUCK TODAE!!!
but a fuck word comin out of sheng han IS SO NOT HYMM!
n from estalla...