tried to practise forr mii home econs thang...
dry macaroni + hott choco
n yet i took lyke 45 mins forr jus tat stupid macaroni
n cut myy nail
got a line... but no blood
mus cut mii nail
or else tat dae is cut myy nails rather than da food
forget to peel off da skin of da carrot...
eek...
created a mess of da kitchen...
denn lazy to clean up...
but made sure before parents come back wash
or else deyy would have scream their heads off again...
myy food sux...
even sis oso eat half wae go meet friend
shows i sux in da kitchen
im back to da tyme when im crazy over da darker side of lyfe
when im in an emo state...
when blood is tasty...
where vampires exist...
where one day without da eyeliner will die...
where euu wanna surrender to da dark...
where euu cant be vulnerable...
where euu must be a fighter n not give up...
where deres no such thang called cute or fantasy
haha... did i scare euu..
da Dark is scary, no doubt..
but ppl lyke mii jus lyke to find out more...
im back to myy wanna-be-goth+punk+emo-person-yet-cannot again...
where all euu see in myy eye is pure black...
no light shines in...
so ppl out dere, euu are so gonna find mii in myy own world again..
lost in it, tryin to forget da real world exists...
i would have lick myy fangs if i have...
lolx
n i decided not to rebond myy hair...
i luv da waviness...
n im gonna leave it long til waistlength...
wanna dye myy hair purple one dae!
still havent given up hope on tat thang yet
holiday gonna paint all myy nails black again...
n one dae im gonna go out in all black...
lyke a goth but i wont wear exaggeratin outfits, obviously...
n i detest chinese even more...
no offence to lovers out dere...
*song in mind: Ghost Of You by my chemical romance*