am i livin in my own fantasy or wadd?
sumetymes i feel tat da life im livin jus izznt real.
lyke wadd my mum sae tat im always jing di zi wa (frog in a well)
yeah. im always livin in my own world.
i feel more better off n happier in my own world.
lock up in it. where no real person exist.
but it jus izznt real.
fantasy dunn last.
neither do da happiness nor cuteness of da real world.
its all fake.
da world is a lie. n ur lyfe is a game tat euu are forced to plae.
even if euu are at da losin end.
euu surrender, euu die.
euu cant forced a smile out of my face if deres nuthin to smile bout.
i sound soooo much lyke an introvert, but i am.

went out wif my cousin.
my mum was lyke over da moon when she noe tat
she tot i forgotten tat i have relatives.
supposed to meet couz at 11.30 n denn SHE LEFT DA HSE AT 11.30
so she had to treat mii coz shes late.
da cheesy sausage balls.

denn we went to bugis coz da thangs dere quite cheap n unique.
we went to watsons n i bought my silky girl white nail polish n hair moisturizer.
i tried da sunglasses dere.
not bad. i wanna buy.
now da in thing is big big sunglasses wadd.
my couz veri li hai, in this shop oredi spent $30++
all cosmetics lehx.
eyeliner, eye shadow set, nail polish, eyelashes curler, brushes.
but not learn from mii kayy, btw shes sec 2.

saw this shop da tops veri damn nice.
tried a few.
but a bit ex denn scared later not enuff to buy other things so i see how.
but hardly i can set my eyes on sume clothes.

at da edge, da skirts not bad.
but mostly shops sell is straight tight skirts which i dunn reeli prefer.
got this skirt, dark grey wif pink linings not bad.
but micro short.
denn my couz tried on this skirt.
quite nice.
but she spent too much jus now so she ordered first.
next tyme i come n help her buy.

at bugis street, da clothes are so n so.
but eventually i never go buy tat top i saw at da bugis junction.
coz i had sth in mind.

go marina square.
bought a tie.
lady s kind.
i wanna match wif shirt.
denn will be veri nice.
im exhausted.
but i still havent bought much.
i will not go back without buyin ani decent clothes.
help my couz put eyeliner.
ASK DA EXPERT!
actually wanna go suntec le but we saw sth more interestin.
its oso marina square but seems lyke i never come to this place before.
I FINALLY FOUND DA FACE SHOP!
denn i asked my couz helped mii try try da nail polish on mii.
oso go the make up store.
euu noe ppl will try try da color of da eyeshadow on their finger rite?
so i try try denn wipe on my couz s face.
so she took revenge.
eventually i was squirmin n screamin in da mall.
*pai seh*
denn at another nail polish shop we try try nail polish.
until now my left fingernails are all in 5 different colors.
lit pink, oceanic blue, sea green, transparent wif glitter n hott pink.

at suntec i finally bought a shirt from bum.
i wanna slipped down onto da floor by denn.

*one bad thang bout goin out wif couz. mum will ask a lot where i go n wadd i buy. but i didnt sae ani thang. but less words doesnt mean less naggin. its still da same.*
i still cant believe my group won da design thang despite sume stuffs.
min lin da group is much better than us.
theirs is nice yet simple, ours are jus a bunch of mess.

today early mornin went to blossom da hse n rent goong.
i cant wait.
im addicted to tat show.
but denn da video shop onli open at 11 so we wait.
tick tock.
finally.
at first we wanna watch from da first episode but no patience.
wanna noe wadd happen when cai jing faint.
so we watched those episodes tat we missed previously.
n we kept fast forward.
at first got both languages on, korean n chinese.
veri messy.
denn blossom da mum figured out how to change.
so we listened to da original version which is korean.
we skipped to episode 11 when cai jing faint.
which is da tv series da episode 14.
slow bo.
i heard from rebecca tat tv series is til episode 28 when da original is 24.
she still waitin forr jolene to lend her but wait long long!
when we see da Lu da mum we will fast forward.
we will sae she is an evil woman.
well, SHE IS.
i asked blossom help mii go skool to pass da report bk coz i not in skool uni.
veri funny to pass skool in my own clothes.
denn got da excitin part.
i even grab one of da sofa cushion n hug.
denn mii n blossom was lyke, FIGHT FIGHT!
bout Lu n Xin.
okay actually is i sae fight denn blossom sae dunn wann.
okay i enjoy watchin violence, can?
but veri fun.
denn have to go back coz got tuition.

see rebecca da face wanna puke le.
plae stress wif her denn kept losin.
denn i kept say a lot of bad things to her.
i kept critising her.
denn jolene came down to collect her track.
got ms nathan da no.
denn bored she will be my next victim!

*i cant wait to watch more of goong! im addicted to it. but after watchin finish, lyfe will go back to bein da borin state as it is. sigh*
i spent a lomg tyme fiddlin wif da pics n denn realize why i cant upload da pics.
not enuff space. =SLETS HAVE A HUGGIN SESSION!=)

MY EYES ARE CENSORED. THEY KILLS. LYKE REAL. US TOGETHER. YEAH.

JOLYN N MII. DUNNO WADD POSE TO POSE.

WHILE MS JOYCE IS BUSY POSIN, I WAS LYKE, POSE WADD?

ROCK ON! ONE! TWO! THREEEEEEE! ESTALLA N MII! CHEESE!

*NUDGE NUDGE* HOTT DUDES EH?
STARIN. STARIN. STARIN AT NOWHERE. THATS US. HAH.

n im not loadin my ass pic. for my own reference forr ur infor. dunn be pervert.

went to sam s hse to do da designin project
it was my idea in da first place.
TO CONQUER SAM S HSE!

I ADMIT I AM A BAD BAD LEADER
euu will noe why later.

got a bit of hardworkin in da morin.
walk all da wae to white sands.
miracle my legs never break.
but i am lyke sweatin da hell out of mii.
estalla still wear jacket sume more.

even before we reach sam s hse, da two ZI LIAN ppl started takin photos of themselves.
no offence to euu two but...
IT IS DA TRUTH!

walk over dere.
call sam until da sky wanna drop still nobody pick up.
his cell phone spoit, no wonder.
home nobody picked up coz went to eat at RESTAURANT.
mii, as a damn poor lil person, had to gulp down my breakfast n rush out of da hse.
n this brings mii back to early in da mornin when ms estalla woke mii up wif her call.
my phone da ringtone damn noisy one.
sleepin in da next rm oso had to climb up n ans.
denn sleep again.
n another call from her woke mii up half an hr later.
ARRRRRRRH.

dunno where sam s hse is so sb called justin.
n justin appeared from nowhere.
gave us a scare.
denn he helped us find da missin sam =)
stupid lah! i gave hymm sam s no. denn got sb ans!
wadd da fuck.
finally found sam denn go up.
actually sir stamford raffles comin but eventually never.
THANK GOD!
it was veri bad of mii to kept askin sam to go round his hse n find those thangs we need.
denn after tat we went downstairs to do da work.
IN FRONT OF DA SWIMMIN POOL.
I HAD DA TEMPTATION TO JUMP INTO DA POOL!

we did get sume work done despite da constant talkin n photo takin session.
uh hmm! attention plez!
it sounds lyke an amazing shirt when we plan it out but...
da outcome izznt tat great =S
we went to bought snacks n drinks from da vendin machine.
N IM SO SRY TO SAM!
IM SRY!
IM SRY!
IM SRY! =S
er... coz when i was tryin to dig his chips out of da packet, i accidentally without knowin, tilt my f&n drink downwards n...
n his drink was directly underneath n... euu should noe da results if ya not dumb.
i wasted one of his drink!
N I SWEAR HE GAVE MII TAT *DISGUSTIN!* LUK.
can i dig a hole n hide myself?

all was not over.

deres wind so da newspaper kept flyin around.
of course this project izznt without fun.
sb started da *i paint euu, euu paint mii* thingy.
n we were chasin each other round.
obviously i kena painted on da face n hand.
slow reaction.
sam ran away even before i chased after hymm.
i knew better to chase after hymm more.
coz i cant outrun hymm.
but...
joyce n jolyn painted part of his face n ear white while he was busy!
HURRAY TO EUU BOTH!
sam s parents or whoever was great.
bought two whole plastic bags of food down forr us, delivered by his sis.
got chips n root beer.
a feast eh?

back up, on da lift.
once again, tat accidental prone mii did another thang tat bound to get mii killed by everyone.
i... er... ACCIDENTALLY spilled my can of ROOT BEER (its a change forr now) on to estalla s jacket n feet.
OOPS.
SRY.
SRY.
SRY.
SRY.
SRY!!!!!!!!
while balancin da newspapers.
we quickly run away when we saw sam s hse is full of ppl.
Yesterday was over and today im fine without you

*i dunno wadd lyfe is goin on n wadd game god is playin wif mii
im jus lost n confused.
vulnerable.
i jus feel helpless once again.
lyke a helpless lil bird whose wings are broken.
sumetymes im afraid to face lyfe as wadd it is now.
afraid to make da wrong step.
no idea whether to release the daring spirit in mii or jus be da scaredy cat ive used to be.
wheres da real mii i had no idea.
hidden sumewhere on this world.
where i had to go through different kinds of obstacles to get wadd i wann.
nuthin is cute or perfect.
the world is a dark place to live.
unless sb show mii along da right path back to the way of light.
but im yet again afraid to trust da wrong person
i dunn need another one to ruin my lyfe.
i jus need ur guidance.
jus a lil push i need from euu.
euu can do tat, dont euu?*

actually i wanna find sb to relieve those words hidden inside my hart for lyke 1 day tat i couldnt stand it.
but jolene dunn feel lyke gettin out of her damn hse.
so we talked on da phone.
n i interrupted her watchin goong!
i wanna watch too!
but i think tyme heals so im better now.

today i sms damn lot until i swear my fingers gonna break soon.
i think roughly i sent bout 90 sms todae
until i can spent 1 hr sweepin da floor n not finished yet.
pro mii!
denn haziq veri bored coz he fastin denn nuthin much to do.
but i think i sms hymm first to dunno ans wadd.
he lyke no limit over his sms one.
but all i wanna sae is HAZIQ IS A .... (CENCORED VERSION)
actually deres damn lot tat i scolded hymm which im not gonna list them all down or else later his hart breaks denn not my prob lah.
i realized tat i forgot to bring my readin log n home econs txtbk back.
crap mii.
so i asked forr sume newspapers from haziq as he exaggerated tat he got a WHOLE STACK at home.
denn he live nearby so i took it from hymm.
da WHOLE STACK OF NEWSPAPER turns out to be one TODAY newspaper which is published in july?!?
so after tat durin sms i tempt hymm bout food.
i sae tat im eatin a choco chip ice cream which is meltin in my mouth.
which jus happens to be true.
after tat we played badminton.
suddenly i sux.
dunno izzit da wind or wadd.
but i still got da strength to often hit out.
n he suggested to if ani one of us win 5 tymes da person will be rewarded to ask a TRUTH question from da other.
but eventually we jus ask as per normal.
n i found out quite sume stuffs bout hymm.
denn later we went to da void deck bench downstairs n continue talkin.
n he kept askin mii to go up my hse to take poker cards
tat reminded mii of da tyme when mii, zena n geraldine were sittin on TAT EXACT SAME BENCH n played gamblin wif poker cards.
but eventually i didnt.
saw my mum.
quickly hide.

after tat went to white sands wif family.
i luk so damn matured.
coz i tie bun n put tat chopstick through it.
this sb i dunn even noe sms to sae happy deepavali.
denn i forr fun sms back hu are euu.
denn da person reply i think in indian bout sth, endin wif an exclaimation mark.
???
IM HAVING A TERRIBLE SORE THROAT NOW
I HAVE TO CLEAR MY THROAT EVERY ONCE IN A FEW SECONDS.
HURTIN YA NOE?
N MY VOICE IS LYKE SO WEIRD.

bought da chopsticks thang for my hair.
nice forr long hair wadd.

rewind back to yesterday:
sry gt!
we went to bugis.
im bored.
n shes bored.
so two bored ppl make up a shoppin trip.
yeah.
in order to be taller than jolene for once n for all,
i wore da heels n got a terrible sole ache.
jolene luk so.... goth? punk?
i lose loh.
at bugis, we seems to see da guys tee more nicer.
at 77th street, we plannin to luk forr hand gauge or wadever its called.
but onli got tights.
but luk weird
jol bought a top. a preppy one.
i lyke tat sleeveless on display but tot of lukin round forr a while.
n eventually we never went back.
got this buildin called bugis point.
curious, we went to luk.
at first, we have to climb a stair to da second story.
da stairs veri deserted n creepy.
da shops are super small.
mini, micro tinie winie.
not much ppl dere coz its a newly renovated place.
next to da third storey.
climb another stairs.
another set of micro shops.
next. to da fourth.
next to da fifth.
still not enuff. sixth.
by denn i swear one more storey, my legs will break
got this shop sellin gothic stuffs.
next tyme got money gonna go back to da place again.
thank god deres lift to go down.
or else i will have to walk barefooted down to da ground storey.
i learn sth. not to wear heels, especially my kind to this kinda place again.
euu will die terribly.
lyke mii.
half dead.
after tat go bugis street.
luk through da row of big baggy celebrity tees.
but dunn have much interestin.
got da my chemical romance but i prefer the other design but no my size.
im tired of searchin.
got this tee full of da word fuck written all over.
pass by da sex shop but obviously ani body wif half a brain noe i cant go in coz underaged.
see da display, got this mug similar to da one jolene give to geraldine.
but of course she didnt buy from dere.
she cant even go in.
saw this top not bad but got ppl changin...
but no patience ani more so left.
im exhausted.
after a looooooooooooong shoppin trip n yet i didnt buy ani thang.

back to da present of october 15, 2006.
not tat crazy over panic at the disco oredi.
but i lyke the songs by evanescence n the red jumpsuit apparatus (thanks to jolyn!).
oso the system of a down (byob)
even though euu can barely hear wadd da singer is singin bout.
lyke all notes of da drums, bass n elec. guitars plae at the same tyme.

tmr no skool, hu wanna booked mii?
WHO I AM MAKES A DIFFERENCE

da last two days got wadd leadership trainin wadd shit
but i still lyke tat trainer
shes funny..... n daring....
scare away da boiiz

lets jus skip day one.
memory failing mii.
surprisingly or not surprising i am an introvert!
SURPRISE SURPRISE!
kayy kayy i got a tie so its an i
but last yr it will be worse
comfirm introvert one!
this yr denn one of da wires went haywire.
yesterday reeli my lao pa birthday.
so evenin went to collect cake.
denn nite got sushi, crab n fruit cake!
LETS CONQUER DA FOOD!

I REELI REELI LYKE PRINCESS HOURS.
NOT ONLI DA GUY, BUT MAYB HIS COOL, CALM ATTITUDE.
BUT DA MISCHIEF DEY ARE UP TO.
REMINDS MII OF DA STORY I FOUND IN QUIZILLA.
: A GIRL IN AN ALL BOYS BOARDING SCHOOL.
BUT NOW NEED PASSWORD SO CANT READ ANI FURTHER.

Day 2:
had sume kinda dance performance from each class.
denn our class is craig n hassan
our class seems to be da most unpopular one.
last to be picked.
haha. jia rong represented his class.
hes up to his mischief again.
but hes more lyke makin a fool of himself.
shameless.

need to form groups to discuss bout clothes designin.
n denn i sense thunder storms n lightings strikin down.
i feel tat da world is gonna end soon.
da human race is gonna be extinct.
da sky is gonna drop.
n i land in da same fuckin group as the worlds most fucked up, disgustin, pukin ppl on earth.
deyy noe hu deyy are coz others dunn wann them too.
but i dunn care.
WHY SHOULD I LET THIS KIND OF PPL AFFECT MY MOOD?!?
dunn wanna sae bout this ani more.
da cake eaten 1 n a half hr ago is still busy churnin in my tummy.

after tat got movie screenin.
i lie down on joyces lap n stare up into da ceilin.
it was lyke.... AWWWW... so comfy n i feel so peaceful.
i dunn wann this peacefulness to end soon.

back to class, ms zahra gave to each n everi one of us a ribbon of:
WHO I AM MAKES A DIFFERENCE.
she personally speaks to each n everi one of us bout ourselves.
N I WAS SHOCKED WHEN I SAW KA LUN LIFT HIS HEAD UP N TEARS SPILLED DOWN
HES ONE OF DA LEAST EXPECTED PPL I WOULD EXPECT TO TURN SO EMOTIONAL.
most probably no one has ever sae this kinda of meaningful things to hymm so he turn on da waterworks.
at his sight, he makes mii wanna cry too...
but it came at da wrong moment.
a bit of tear at da corner of my eye n tats it.
so when i went up, my mind was lyke blank or blurr.
jus cant think straight n clear.
n hug miss zahra.
yeah.

after skool went to white sands da lib to do da bk reports.
went to da cafe galilee n ordered orange fruit soda.
jolyn ordered ice choco.
n we enjoyed our drinks while roughly doin da bk reports.

got a lecture from estalla when i tried to help her.
it is onli at last resort n at least i explained da misunderstandin out to euu guys.
no credit n all i got is a lecture.
so why am i still doin this?
coz i care!
but am i carin too much?

evenin went to plae bball wif zena, edwin, jeremy n jia rong.
denn i have to stick wif da guys when zena go find her friend.
n hear da guys talk crap n be lame.
jia rong still wearin mickey mouse shirt!
got this netball junior aka gabriels sis come join us
she got determination mann!
last tyme durin netball, she wanna challenge wif mii one to one forr bball.
n she is not scared.
todae still bravely go block those guys much much taller than her
n she still dunn give up.
actually, i ask jolene to come join us.
but she cant.
instead, she went to tuition early n harrass da tchrs.
n i have to go n pull her out but she escaped n continue went back n harrass da tchrs.
had a reeeeeeeeeli quick bath coz i wanna catch princess hrs.
im addicted to da show.
n jolene sae her hu eve got denn i ask her lend mii or i go watch wif her.

so on to da next topic, tuition
jolene is perverted but i think i still hornier.
rebecca more or less got influenced by us.
n gabriel too, even worse in da other tuition.
she longs to be a vampire n she kept arguing wif rebecca bout vampires against witches
coz rebecca wanna go home n watch charmed.
so she can cast love spell on hu ever da guy is.
well, all i can sae, gd luck to tat guy!
went out wif jolyn today
obviously a day out of skool must go shopping!
so off we go
i wore tat platform shoes tat have been jus bought not long ago
FOUR INCHES i think.
thank god i didnt fell down.
but almost.
I AM TALLER THAN JOLYN!
her *** veri contrastin to da top.
n tat purple billabong bag is damn nice.
lucky for her sis... plus herself too.
we went surfers paradise to buy tat top n beach pants.
denn we went to buy tat RIPPLES flip flops.
i bought a white n pink.
coz i aint a total pink person.
jol bought green.
actually wanna take pic inside da toilet but got a lot of ppl.
so we took OUTSIDE rather.


i have to watch jol eat while i stare into space.
not hungry.
denn we went starbucks!
I MISS MY CHOCOLATE CREAM CHIP!!!
while da last one durin june.
to cut down da cost, da two of us share a big cup of it.
i reeli lyke da atmosphere.
so peaceful.
destressing.
can come here onli.
provided im loaded.
JOL>>>

but i think its a nice pic.
coz is i take one.

credit to da amazing photographer!

after a looooooooooong sip n a looooooooooooong chat

REWIND!

went to giordano.

tried a black skinny jeans.

yeah i can fit into a size 25!

n i luk great!

but not too happy for long.

PRICE TAG: $69.

*faint*

went to buy earphones.

old one got prob.

so bought a panasonic earphone.

aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

feet archin.

obviously.

so went back happily ever after.

THE END.

lame.

1: Put ur music player on shuffle.
2: Press forward for each question.
3: Use de song title as the answer to de question even it does not make sense. No Cheating.
4: Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask em to do this.
5: Bold the question and with de answer, give your own comments on how it is related to the question.

How are you feeling today?
Song: Walk Away : Kelly Clarkson
Real: huh? walk away? tat means im feelin not tat great tat im walkin away? im feelin bored.

How do your friends see you?
Song: Track 15 aka Welcome To My Life (acoustic) : Simple Plan
Real: they welcome mii to their lyfe? wow... are euu sure?!? how will i noe? never ask them before i think.

Will you get married?
Song: Since U Been Gone : Kelly Clarkson
Real: since euu been gone... how i marry euu....

What is your best friend's theme song?
Song: All About Us : t.A.t.U
Real: will estalla lyke da song? okay lah... not tat bad. but theme song?

What was your primary school like?
Song: Of All The Joints In All The World : Fall Out Boy
Real: does it even make sense? yeah everi thang doesnt make sense. mine is lyke DUH!

How can you get ahead in life?
Song: To Know Your Name : Lindsay Lohan
Real: CORRECT! reeli. first thang to noe is ur name!

What is the best thing about your friends?
Song: Hear Me : Kelly Clarkson
Real: they listen to mii? hmmm.. hope so.

What song describes you?
Song: Lifestyles Of The Rich And Famous : Good Charlotte
Real: IM SO NOT RICH N FAMOUS!

How is your life going?
Song: Wondering : Good Charlotte
Real: hmm... yeah wonderin how am i gonna get on wif my damn life.

What song will they play at your funeral?
Song: Track 11 : Various Artist?
Real: in da big album. no idea wadd song izzit. never listen. i wann panic at the disco song!!!

How does the world see you?
Song: Stick To The Status Quo : High School Musical
Real: did i?

Will you have a happy life?
Song: That Girl : Lindsay Lohan
Real: tat ghurl... wadd kinda ghurl? mii?

What do your friends really think about you?
Song: The Best Day Of My Life : Jesse McCartney
Real: i make their day! actually... i dunno...

Do people secretly lust after you?
Song: (Theres Gotta Be) More To Life : Stacie Orrico
Real: they have better thangs to do rather. im not worth their tyme.

How can i make myself happy?
Song: Im With You : Avril Lavigne
Real: being wif euu? define?

What should you do with your life?
Song: Resign : The Click Five
Real: GRRRREAT. resign to my damn lyfe? guess i have to.

Will you ever have children?
Song: Track 10 : The Pussycat Dolls
Real: dunno waz da title. but waz tat gotta do wif the PCD?!?

This marks the end of the quiz..
5 lucky ppl.
ITS OPEN TO DA PUBLIC!!!!
FINALLY
FINALLY
FINALLY
FINALLY
FINALLY!!!
spent lyke dunno how long go slightly update my stupid ancient friendster
denn i cannot blog until now
back to da main topic of da dae:

LAST PAPER!! SCIENCE.
yesterday i was lyke tellin myself must try my best all the wae
last paper, must chiong dao di!
denn either my hard work pay off or the paper is jus simply okay
i studied until i was sighin for myself
pity myself first tyme so hardworkin
so when da tchr sae: TYMES UP!
i was lyke: OMG! THANK GOD! EVERY THING IS FINALLY OVER! I AM DYIN OF WAITIN! I WANNA CELEBRATE!!!
actually got n-league but we are jus hungry n wanna take off as soon as possible out of this damn skool
so off we go to...
AIRPORT!!!!

supposed to take bus 34 but we had no idea which side are we supposed to take
so eventually we crossed da road denn... crossed back again
WE ARE STARVING LYKE HUNGRY LIL er... imps?
denn jol got bring her camera so we took sume pics
but eventually now she cant load it into her comp
denn cant show da great wide world how awful i luk lyke...
HEY TATS A GREAT THANG ACTUALLY! HAH!
arrived at airport, forget where POPOYES is...
denn i sae had a feeling is terminal 2 so we took da skytrain over
da others lyke never take before, WOO! ARH!
so we are at terminal 2
walk walk... see a lot of restaurants but jus not da rite one
denn joyce go ask sb denn da person give her da blank luk
i rmb its near a swensen (dunno how to spell lah)
denn i was lyke: UH OH... IZZIT... TERMINAL 1?!?
fuck.
denn practically drag da others dere since deyy cant wait ani longer
KAYY ALL MY FAULT BUT HOW DO EUU EXPECT MII TO RMB IT SO CLEARLY!?!
so when we reach terminal one i was lyke (again!): EH DA STAIRCASE SO FAMILIAR! I RMB I WALKED UP TAT STAIRCASE LAST TYME!
i swear jol, estalla n joyce are givin mii a luk tat will kill a witch right in front of euu
so FINALLY!
n i mean it
we bought da meal n we dig in...
i fed estalla fries denn vice versa
ask jol to take pic...
haha later all da guys jealous i got da priority to do so...
da food doesnt seem tat nice compared to last tyme
mayb its not hott enuff
or jus not tat starving
*shrugs*

after eatin must visit da toilet
sumemore is AIRPORT 5 CLASS TOILET!
i rmb last tyme my cousin was waitin for mii so she sit on tat seat inside
UNFORTUNATELY FOR HER, SHES SITTIN UNDER DA PERFUME
SO IT SPRAY DOWN ON HER!
denn we took photo of da toilet bowl!
after tat go see air planes fly
sigh... so peaceful...
go back to white sands
jol wanna see da surfers paradise clothes so she can buy in tyme for the bbq
wah got a lot of new shops again
IM PRACTICALLY DROOLIN OVER DA FLOOR!
got this wallet damn nice
its white n blue n i plan to buy
so im savin up money!
forget bout tat billabong wallet
doesnt seem appealin to mii ani more
i practically run towards da surfers paradise shop
OMG! I WANNA BUY!
i lyke tat lite demim shorts
but no money
so after tat we seperated n went back

told myself forr da last few days: WAIT FOR EXAMS OVER THEN CAN PAINT TOE NAILS.
but alas!
da nail polish are practically dry up!
denn i have to find those available colors tat are still usable.
so currently my wiggly toes are in da colors of blue n white!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
MY SOLES HURRRRRRRRRRRRTS...

got maths paper todae
n i guessed correctly tat i will be damn frustrated after da paper
mornin at da basketball court, estalla n joyce sae i everi mornin lyke luk veri glum
WADD YA EXPECT?!? MY VOICE HAVENT EVEN TURN NORMAL YET!
still in da sleepin mode
hmmm... kinda half asleep
so dunn tell mii important things at tat moment
i will bound to forget
first paper i took my tyme at first denn realize not enuff tyme
denn rush
leave 2 blanks, 1 mark ques n 2 marks ques
jus hope others correct
denn second paper thank god i speed up my tyme
but i dwell too much tyme at da ques i dunno
so eventually oso not enuff tyme
scared careless mistake coz didnt check
as tyme aka tyme bomb is gonna explode soon, in my mind i was lyke,
FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! how to do?!?
but i was still shakin my legs =)
leave da median ques blank...
suddenly dunno how to do
my blood was boilin mann...
denn have to bring back science to revise
denn lyke carry stones in my poor bag
happi tat after tat goin tm!

mii n jol onli
two-person world
coz too bad estalla n joyce cant go
starvin ya noe
all brain cells killed jus coz of tat stupid maths paper
dig into da long john silver
immediately ms stomach satisfied
but i have to figure out how to eat tat chicken wrap
later my whole mouth cover wif da sauce denn veri pai seh
we talked bout hollywood celebrities
hollywood IS MUCH MORE INTERESTIN than asia
haha
at x-craft i saw a ghurl pierce ear
but she lyke act lian not lian
sigh.. DA WORLD CONSISTS OF DIFFERENT WEIRD PPL.
im lukin for a new leather wallet
coz da one i targeted im givin in to dear ms joyce
see! im GENEROUS!
saw lixuan n rachel n sume guy
denn rachel sae hii to mii denn i reply
KAYY IM SHY! I WONT BE DA ONE TAKIN DA FIRST MOVE!
GET IT?!?
we went to Missha n i asked jolyn to help mii apply da mascara
n here is cheaper loh
should have bought from here
heard next tyme i have to buy my own make up set coz dance
haha I WILL BE TOO WILLING!
lukin forr earphone too
mine left side got prob
targetin this Ripples flip flops
saw at 77th street, leggings or tights n wrap-da-hand-thingy
HEYY JOLENE LETS GO ROCK DA SHOP DOWN!
my aim of style for clothes now is feminine yet strong n kinda gothy...
punk?
took 39 back

after tat go back to meridian forr netball
wah mrs ng luk soooooooooooooo... feminine lehxx
she rebonded her hair
after lyke millions of yrs i think this is da first tyme this yr i saw lin lao shi (mdm lin)
shes wearin hott pink!
denn i went up to her n asked,
*LIN LAO SHI, NI JI DE WO MA?*
(mdm lin, euu rmb mii?)
denn she sae of course!
denn we even went up to mr lim...
VERRRRRRRRRRRI LONG NEVER TALK TO HYMM OREDI
DUNNO IF HE RMBS MII NOT
when anna asked to gather da teammates, she shouted to this ghurl hus holdin one offical n another unofficial netball in front of her,
*HEYY MS BIG BOOBS!*
i managed to plae WA...
but this tyme WA special one
have to shoot
thank god my opponent is far shorter than mii
denn easy to catch da ball
but i cant shoot
go haywire one
my shirt became grey when i came back
i rub my hands on da white tee after drinkin water cooler wadd
oya ms stepfanie lee caught mii usin cell phone
denn she speak in this veri funny chinese accent,
*QING BU YAO YONG HANDPHONE IN FRONT OF DA CHILDREN, XIE XIE*
(plez dunn use hp in front of da children, thank euu)
i was lyke, openmouthed
o okayy... denn quickly keep
ex senior oso need to follow da rule =(

PS. I DIDNT NOE MY SIS IN STORYTELLIN OSO AS KIMBERLY TAY!
N KIM TOLD MII MY SIS HATES MII?!?
WADD DA HELL DID I DO?!?
today got geog paper
wanna go sbs hse but everi one all reject
da reason why i wanna go sbs hse?
COZ I DUNN WANNA GO HOME!!!
EUU NOE GO HOME WADD I WILL DO?
I WILL EAT N SLEEP LYKE A PIG!!!!
plus, gain weight when my height izznt shootin ani further =(

lets go back to yesterday:
chinese compo exam
not bad
denn got a commotion durin da exam
N I GOT DA BEST VIEW!
coz i was sittin jus right at da door
BEST VIEW OF DA TOILET!
denn got this upper sec guy chasin after this ghurl into da ghurls toilet
denn da ghurl bang da door right in his face
n everyone heard hymm screamin n shoutin at da ghurl, bangin his fist against da door too
denn da tchr invigilatin went out to see
n jus so happens call ms wang to go find out wadd happen
denn da tchr invigilatin go closed da window but not da door so i can still see wadd happened after tat
NICE.
so after tat go tm n sumewhere
bought tat lash discovery mascara
still hesitatin between this n ZA
but eventually have to made up my mind
evenin, go visit ex tuition lah
since deyy got make-up lesson denn mii this outsider go pop my head inside
after dunno how many months, AMANDA N ZENA ARE STILL BICKERIN OVER THIS LINE,
AM I FOCUS?
i think my maths reeli deproved a lot
mr don sae sume i oso dunn reeli understand
im dead
seriously
but i learnt sth,
of how mr bruce lee n mr elvis presley die
kayy i onli noe how da son of bruce lee die but not he himself
he die while doin sex on da bed wif his mistress... shhhhhhhhhhhh
or sth lyke tat...
HOW COME PPL LYKE TAT DENN DIE?
HE TOO EXCITED IZZIT?
TOO LONG NEVER DO WIF HIS WIFE ARH?
he chose a chinese over a caucasian wife?
kayy enuff of tat.. lets move on
elvis presley die of drugs or izzit smokin?
kayy wadever... not tat interestin compared to da first one
wif amanda n zena round, da tuition will NEVER HAVE ITS PEACE
kayy mayb gabriel have a tinie winie part of it since hes kinda da topic of it
WIF HIS LOOOOOOOOONG BOOBS... possible be placed in da guniness world record
but he enjoys it, so nvm!
seriously this tuition can convert into sexual tuition
er... excludin da action itself...

*N FORR MY CORRECTION FROM MY PREVIOUS POST,
tat super cute aka hott guy MAY NOT be from greenview or loyang
coz hes wearin outside pants
i didnt luk so closely unlike SUME PPL HU IS OBSSESSED WIF HYMM!
SERIOUSLY I JUS CANT CONCENTRATE ON STUDYIN
i cant!
even forr one afternoon!my attention span runs out soon
all i can think of is enjoy my lyfe to da fullest
YESTERDAE:

went to white sands to return bks (im a bkworm!)
walao white sands renovate til siao
i lyke tat giordano dark purple halter top wif black long sleeve
i lyke sume of da aries accessories
i jus love black
MIND YA: BLACK IS ATTITUDE, IS HOW EUU MATCH DA CLOTHES TAT MAKES DA COLOR STYLISH!

TODAE:

took da bus
denn have to wake up extra early
bus veri lil ppl
so veri fast reach skool
too bad didnt take da bus wif zena, so bored on da bus
cant miss this bus, if miss this dunno wadd tyme da next bus will come
mornin quite paranoid
jus everi thing is gettin on my nerves tat mornin
foul mood =S
fuck tat mood lah
sume more THREE of my ear rings kena confiscated by ms zahra
WAZ DA DEAL WIF YA TCHR?!? SUDDENLY GO NOTICE THOSE EAR RINGS
i oredi lost 6 ear rings to euu n ms tay liaox
mt class everi thing oso never bring
denn still smsin jolene
hack care tat onion
todae not sae wanna go back so early but everi one oso, so no choice
denn on da bus saw edmond, wee kiong n jun qiang from dumman
actually mornin oredi saw wee kiong
denn i heard edmond sae this to da others: EH JIAYI AT DA BACK LEHXX
denn i muttered to estalla n joyce: I HEARD MY NAME
i noe edmond break voice liaox but jun qiang?!?
OMG
wee kiong, cant rmb
back home eat denn curled up in da one seat sofa n listen to music
wif da big big headphone
da sound effect nicer
n i think i slept through loud songs lyke lostprophets!
i rmb i woke up at *Long ago, just like the hearse you die to get in again, we are so far from you (HELENA)*
all i do these days at home is eat, listen to music n sleep
denn evenin go plae badminton wif zena
saw this malay guy at da bball court
eh, so macho sia! kayy lah, cuteeeee...
he is half naked, wearin onli green pants (either loyang or greenview)
denn can see his abs...
WOW... flat tummy lehxx..
denn zena sae he got 6 pacs...
but dunn euu expect mii to go so close to hymm n see if its true or not
he wear his pants low but got cover his ass lah... still got chains on his pants
shocked tat he can jump forr shootin yet his pants still dunn drop
got this guy from punggol sec not bad lah
zena drank da JOLLY SHANDY drink which is kinda alcoholic
denn she sae she is drunk denn i wave fingers in front of her see she can see or not
got once zena almost fell back, kayy she DID fell back n land her ass on da bench behind when i hit da shuttlecock too far
she sae her coach gonna blame mii if ani thing happen to her
SURE HER COACH IS SURE GONNA MURDERED MII
denn got sume ppl from parkview pri playin volleyball denn zena kept persist to wanna join
nar... i sux mann!