Red swept across the sky in an opulence of optical slendor
That took my breath away
And I realized then
With the certainty of scarlet against snow
That I loved you
I wanted to tell you then,
Right away,
Underneath the sycamore tree where we kissed
And I touched the empyrean
Swiftly and gently
But everything I thought of sounded trite.
Anyway, I know that you are gone
Dashed away on that last flight to New Orleans,
And I am, as always,
Emboldened too late.

quite chim rite?
go find da meanin in da dictionary.
this is from a book called "Played" by Dana Davidson.
story damn nice n touchin.
btw da poem is said durin a literature class in high skool.
oso "Jason and Kyra" from da same author is damn nice too.
damn touchin. love it.

yesterday after dance met up wif min lin n jolyn to go blossom da hse to watch saw 3.
eventually we watched saw 2 rather since da others never watched before.
blossom oso got saw 1, so we have all series of saw.
her package of saw got fake blood flowin in da cover.
scare mii to death at first.
even though saw 2 izznt wadd i call a fav movie, but i have to admit da story is well thought out.
n gory... n torturious... n full of violence...
m18 mah.
watch second tyme my fingers n toes still cold.
everi body scared to death to watch saw 3 after tat.
rather, went online to see waz da plot bout n get ourselves prepared forr ani killing n wadsoever.
its more violence than ever.
ripping of ribcage, naked in a big fridge n kena sprayed by cold water...
wa lao...
ani body after watchin ani series of saw will scared to death n not commit crimes or suicide easily.
the message from the movie,
LIFE IS PRECIOUS. TREASURE IT. DONT REGRET.

*stupid lah. tat nite at first cant sleep coz tat clown da face kept appearin in my mind. wa lao.*
my comp sent forr repair.
damn.
n came back wif its brain all washed.
shit.
i lost everi thing.
my pics.
my music.
my special fonts.
n.... my personal stuffs.
hartbroken am i.
devastated am i too.
cried.
cant stop myself.
i lost da happy n sad memory ive had.
thank god i still have my blog.
i love euu, dunn disappear too.
i cant afford tat.
i miss my fully packed document.
over 400+ songs disappear.
luckily still got my mp3 left.
so currently my comp is a new born baby in a not so new born luk.
a lot of things to update on.
my dnt project done half way oso kena deleted.
so currently none of my hw has been touched except da maths ws.
even if so, half wae onli.
damn!
save mii, baby!
love my nails so much, jolyn!
thank euu my manicure lady!
haha, n thanks to mii forr da great french manicure on min lin da nails!
wadd a great achievement so far!















IM BACK!!! FINALLY!
i cant rmb much of da small details but i try.

16 nov.
my parents were worry warts.
so rushin n worried.
i was still paintin my nails when everi one was packin their bags.
but eventually da effect wasnt gd.
got this car bring us to johor airport.
kinda excited.
gonna take my first air plane ride.
weeee.......
my sling bag was in a mess.
had sume quarrels wif my parents before leavin.
everi tyme wif sume special occasion, dere will be sume kinda quarrel among sb n sb.
n this tyme its mii.
bout 1 hr plus reach dere.
veri fast.
meet up wif my relatives consistin of my first aunt, second aunt, third aunt n her family which is my uncle n my couz(cassandra and nicko)(not sure of da spelling)
da same cousin, cassandra, hu is vain vain de n went out wif mii da past few tymes.
ate early dinner.
my sis n mii sat at da table wif seats as swings.
check in.
i was thrilled.
sat at da window dere so can see da scenery.
but its nite tyme =(
da ride was cool.
over dere at da kuching airport, met up wif my grandmother da sis n her son.
oya kuching is a small part of sarawak.
da grandmother da sis oso noe how to drive car leh!
so we go to their hse in two seperate cars.
da son drove jeep leh. cool.
6 seaters. we once all 11 of us includin da driver squezzed inside.
i onli heard dey live in bungalow but dunno how big.
denn when i saw this hse, i was lyke thinkin, wah hu live one.
denn da grandmother da sis was pointin n said, dere, this is da one.
everi body was lyke wadd! omg!
ITS SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER BIG!
BIGGER THAN ANI BUNGALOWS IN SPORE!
but inside da furniture veri lil.
n we were told tat ALL 10 OF US MALE OR FEMALE, ADULT OR CHILDREN WERE GOIN TO SHARE DA SAME RM!
we were lyke wadd da hell!
hse so big n all 10 of us are goin to squeeze into one rm?!?
inside got one bunk bed n 2 queen size mattresses n 2 single mattresses.
tragedy not over yet.
deres still this prob wif guys.
DEY SNORE WHEN DEY SLEEP.
so all of us cant reeli sleep tat nite.
so noisy.
my uncle will suddenly in da middle of da nite stretch himself n make funny funny noises.
help.

17 nov.
my father woke up at 5 PLUS N PRACTICALLY TEAR DA WHOLE HSE DOWN.
n of course woke everi one up.
da sun shines here bout 1 hr earlier than spore.
so at 5 plus, deres lite shinin oredi.
went to animal n history n art musuem.
da art museum got shootin a show takin place.
but da fire alarm kept goin off.
denn my father kept sayin da art pieces are pieces of crap.
he no artistic taste lah!
denn my uncle imitated da sculpture of a pregnant lady n sth else.
veri funny.
afternoon da aunts n my mother, aka da mothers, went to see sume massage shop.
so da rest of us went shopping.
this place still not bad.
lyke isetan.
this skirt from bum veri nice.
i wore size 27 or 28 still cannot.
denn cass wore n it suits her well.
n she bought it down!!!!
forr once i lyke this skirt veri much but no my size n sb take it!!!
i was sooo pissed off.
went to visit my grandmother da another sis.
make it simple, first sis (my grandmother)
second sis (da one we are stayin wif)
third sis (da one we are vistin)
had dinner wif da second sis da daughter n sb.
nite went to shop again.
bought this half black pants.
heard my first aunt da daughter goin to marry soon.

18 nov.
slept quite well da dae before even though is wake up n sleep dunno how many tymes those kind.
breakfast is this super super super big big bao.
went to my grandmother da bro da wife da hse.
afternoon went cat museum.
coz kuching da landmark is cat wadd.
went up this hill.
veri nice da scenery.
but i havin stomach ache.
so never reeli enjoy much.
nicko nose bleed.
but after a while im okay.
dey sae coz i heard goin shoppin denn okay liao.
got this shop a bit similar to 77th street.
n i bought a vest.
da color is okay but i lyke da back.
cass bought this mature, elegant hott pink top.
i tried white n brown.
brown suits my skin tone.
actually wanna buy this but i can onli choose between this n tat vest.
cass was wearin contacts wif black mini skirt n black spaghetti striped wif black sandals.
against her lighter skin tone, da black stands out.
she luk slightly eurasian.
but her luk lyke tat make her luk soooooooo seductive.
it is true!
nite bought discs lyke death note, saw 3 n rob b hood by jackie chan.
euu noe over dere, ppl parked ani how.
so we kena blocked.
my kuching uncle honked dunno how many tymes oso nobody come.
i feel lyke goin out n screamed n shout to da driver.
polite version: oii! da driver of **** plez remove ur car from this area coz euu are blockin da way!
darin version: oii! da driver of **** get ur god damn car out of this fuckin area! euu chiao chee bye!
but later is gangster how?
eventually dun have but da anger inside mii is still dere.
my uncle WENT TO PUSH DA CAR OUT OF DA WAE!
wow.
back, went to watch death note.
but its spoken in jap.
got subtitles onli so can roughly guess.
its damn nice loh!
L is so freakin cute!!!!
he put thick thick eyeliner lyke goth lyke tat, which contrast against his pale skin tone.
IVE FALLEN IN LOVE WIF HYMM!
forget bout shin le =)
but he kept eatin n his movements are so lady like.
Light veri evil leh.

19 nov.
went climbin.
deres another car outside.
coz dey cant use da normal car to drive up da mountain.
da clouds is veri close to us but da temperature izznt cold.
mii n cass took pics together.
got lyke night market this kind.
euu can bargain.
bought this shoe bag, n i mean reeli shoe bag.
shaped lyke a shoe.
bought necklaces.
veri nice leh.
oso another one for prezzie.
denn we went to climb at this cave.
damn high i tell euu.
i scared oredi.
i scolded cass fuck when she kept pressin mii when she noes im afraid of heights.
my uncle took out his shirt coz veri sweaty denn his wife n sb helped hymm clean his body leh!
so lucky!
i slipped n fell on da stairs.
OUCH!my white pants turn brown.
n i am forced to take it off.
inside i got wear tights.
so pai seh.
my stupid lao pa purposely whistled.
my uncle drove da car half naked eventually.
at another cave, its damn dark one.
euu must bring torch inside.
got bats leh, denn mii n couz wore da shower cap.
outside, ate this kinda rice veri nice.
back at da hse, we helped wash da two cars.
veri fun to get wet.
da floor inside da car damn dirty loh.
actually supposingly is nicko do so.
but eventually is us n my father n my third aunt n my third aunt da husband washed.
after washin denn realize tat da other adults are supervisin us wif da cctv camera installed.
so deyy were relaxin in da kitchen while we were busy cleaning.
NOT FAIR!
nite went to this chinese restaurant to eat.
i ordered salted veggies wif pig intestines.
but eventually it turn out to luk veri disgustin so my dad ate it.
veri damn salty.

20 nov.
since tat dae is my family da so called last dae, took a lot of pics.
went to shop again.
n i bought 3 tops!
one of them even tube!
i think i bought da most clothing among all.
on this trip, i was never hungry.
everi tyme have to eat.
not hungry oso have to eat.
denn afternoon do last minute shoppin again.
haha.
i saw this espirit racerback damn nice.
first sight fall in love wif it oredi.
so i die die oso have to buy.
multi colored.
so bought green n orange.
my wardrobe has brighten up one degree!but my pants still super lil.
i was fed up wif not having my size forr da bottoms.
always got cass da size denn no my size.
why malaysia da ladies da hips so small?!?
i guess i still have to come back here to look forr it.
nite ate dinner at this seafood restaurant wif da daughter of da third sis of my grandmother.
when my third aunt asked nicko wadd he wanna eat, he replied.
I WANNA EAT TOFU.
everi body was laughin their heads off.
after tat on da car, mii n cass talk a lot.
her class bonded one, unlyke mine.
so sad.
i ask her help mii luk out forr part tyme job.
it will be cool. denn got money take oso.
i will miss her since my family left first.
da others leave on thurs.

21 nov.
wake up early.
sad lah have to go le.
but i miss my comp.
n my phone since no signal.
supposingly to wake cass up but see her sleep so soundly, dunn wann lah.
in da mornin i woke up in kuching n by noon, i was eatin lunch at home in spore oredi.
one last post!
i heard my parents bettin on da murder of da mongolian ghurl in malaysia.
deyy bettin on $5o.
heard my mum gonna win.
denn she veri happy.
denn my dad glum glum.
but both sae if they win deyy will treat mii n my sis.
so hu win, doesnt matter!
jus onli hu to console. =(
dunn sae i never blog.
i one tyme together blog everi thang de.
so post mostly veri long.
this is gonna be da last post im gonna post before leavin.
forr sarawak, malaysia.
relative loh.
damn loh, never comfirm wif mii go book da tickets le.
so i die die oso have to go.
as long as got comp n shop can oredi le
be back on tues afternoon.
hope dere got comp.
everi body miss mii???
haha i will miss euu guys too!

back to tues, da 14th.
went to watch movie wif estalla, jolyn, blossom, dickson n jasper at cineleisure.
early mornin have to wake up, coz supposed to go jolyn da hse to see her bag.
so when estalla called mii, i was oredi awake, but still in bed.
*yawn*
n we talked 18 minutes plus, not 15 minutes plus, estalla!
my phone got record mah.
i wore quite mature lah.
tats my style wadd.
tie my hair into a bun wif da chopstick!
i have to change to 291 when goin jol da hse so i walked to ngee ann da bus stop.
so weird.
denn missed one bus, denn forget it.
i walked two bus stops to her hse.
I WAS DEHYDRATED!
eventually i didnt borrow da bag.
we are so called da last to reach dere.
so all of us took da mrt dere.
blossom surrounded wif two guys hoh???
over dere at cineleisure, decided to go buy da tickets first.
blossom wanna watch dead or alive but jolyn wanna watch death note.
denn da rest of us are neutral.
at first deyy played scissors paper stone denn jolyn won.
denn deyy flipped da coin denn blossom won.
eventually we decided not to watch either one of them.
INSTEAD WE WENT TO WATCH STEP UP!!
so sry min lin!
i even suggested watchin material girls, flushed away or even the texas chainsaw massacre!
blossom played this game n she almost won.
forr da first two tymes, she screamed n all da ppl at da kbox luk at her.
denn da third tyme, we prepared to cover our ears before she screamed.
but she never.
went to arcade.
my fav table hockey!!!
im quite violent so beware ppl.
but may not always win lah.
i think i won estalla n jolyn.
but against blossom, i lost.
tat tyme arcade not much ppl so screamed so nvm.
i cant play daytonya. (wadever its spelled.)
n i wouldnt.
after tat we went to yoshinoya to have lunch.
da guys didnt eat wif us.
i shared da student meal wif estalla.
da food nice leh.
had sume pics of us four taken by da guys.
back to da cinema.
us 4 shared a family popcorn set.
poor dickson bought a packet of sweet onli.
inside, cant lie down wif a bun.
da movie quite nice.
channing tatum is still as hott as ever.
he luks lyke eminem jus tat bigger version.
got a lot of inspiration from da ghurl dancer da clothes.
deyy dance veri nice leh.
envy.
mayb dickson did drool when da ghurl is doin dirty dance.
no need to watch dead or alive le!
after tat we went back to arcade for table hockey.
mii n dickson against estalla n jolyn.
n guess wadd, we won!
ask dickson to play da para para, but he didnt lah.
all us 6 saw da trailer of convenant, when da ghurl da skirt was lifted up.
but got da undies dere.
ani body need a bucket?
we ghurls were busy shoppin denn da guys jus tagged along.
sry! its jus us ghurls!
at da neoprint shop, actually wanna take neo but no money le.
so instead we had a twist.
we make use of da neoprint background n used jol da cam to take.
its damn fun.
mii n estalla tried da up to 40 poses suggested on da wall.
euu hardly will see mii do all these poses de.
denn after tat went to heeren.
got quite sume stuffs.
i wanna buy da things!!!
da guys have to go back oredi.
denn estalla too.
blossom fetched estalla to da mrt station.
denn she come back.
denn mii n jol went to 77th street n tried da clothes.
i lyke da top.
but i can onli try forr fun.
after tat we went to wisma wif blossom.
got da christmas deco inside denn we took photos.
i helped this 2 ppl take photo.
wisma lyke nuthin much.
i lyke da topshop stuffs.
da accesseries are all in sophiscated elegant colors.
got this shop called dickson.
hah.
denn go back.
i lied to my mother go bugis.

today, went to collect my jacket from estalla.
yesterday forget to take back.
i gave her a big farewell hug!
saw sume netball juniors on da bus.
didnt noe edwin oso in da same bus as mii til he sms mii.
damn hymm lah.

min lin: rmb our bball when i come back arh? love ya.
since everi one is doin this, so why not mii too?

1) 12 Things You Love To Eat/Drink
* popoyes meal.
* starbuck da chocolate chip cream.
* jolly shandy.
* sushi.
* hershey chocolate (cream and chip?).
* grilled chicken chop.
* udong.
* different cravings forr different tymes.

2) 12 Sentences You Love To Say Most:
* reeli?
* damn euu lah.
* fuck.
* o god.
* shit lah.
* wa lao.
* wadd da hell...
* hmmm... (sms)
* eh.
* sigh.. (sms)
* kayy
* the words jus come naturally so cant rmb.


3) 12 Favorite Colours ( can be different shades of the same colour)
* midnite black.
* pure white.
* velvet purple.
* orangey orange.
these few are da top lists lah.

4) 12 Top Friends (In No Particular Order)
* estalla! haha.
* jolyn.
* joyce.
* min lin.
* blossom
* kymberly.
* zena.
* geraldine.
* jolene.
* craig.
* haziq.
* ???

5) 12 Favorite Movies
* harry potter.
* lord of the rings.
* mr and mrs smith.
* shes da man!!! (i love euu, amanda bynes! n channing tatum!)
* underworld evolution!!! (kate is hott!)
* mean girls.
* cry_wolf.
* freaky friday.
* the adventures of shark boy and lava girl (the guy so cute!!!)
* the convenant (steven straits!!!)
* pirates of the carribean.
* still got sumemore.

6) 12 Favorite Shops
* 77th street.
* x craft.
* isetan.
* OG.
* the wallet shop.
* bum equipment!
* fox!
* giordano.
* arcade?
* 1 = equal (this shop in bugis)
* watsons.
* shops selling favourite brands.

7) 12 Favorite Songs
* panic at the disco: but its better if you do. (video: nice!)
* evanescence: snow white queen.
* ayumi hamasaki: because of you.
* new found glory: its not your fault (i love da video!)
* the all american rejects: it ends tonight.
* the all american rejects: straight jacket feeling.
* the all american rejects: night drive.
* the all american rejects: top of the world.
* fall out boy: I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy and All I Got Was This Stupid Song
* the red jumpsuit apparatus: face down.
* goong: ice pond.
* got a lot of songs too. rated 4 or 5 in my player. includin jap n korean songs.

8) 12 Nice Names You Like
* too many to mention.

9) 12 Top Tv Characters You Like
* can i leave this out?

10) 12 Top Shows
* americas next top model!
* goong!
* project runway.
* eh............

11) 12 Favorite Animals
* can i skip this? im not an animal fan.

12) 12 Friends You Want To Do This Quiz
* everi one done oredi le.

WHY DUNN HAVE FAV BRANDS OR FAV ARTISTES OR FAV MTV?!?
lets rewind way back to thurs.
plae bball wif zena, yi jun n jia rong.
at first dunn wanna go down but too bad zena oredi at my hse so she dragged mii down.
i dunn feel lyke movin much so i totally sux down to hell tat dae.
yi jun kept askin where is jia wen.
tat flirter jus cant forget her. sigh.

denn on to fri.
another bball game.
but wif min lin, alexius, hadi, amy, junnie n joycelyn.
at da same old place too.
weather is wanna rain, dunn wanna rain lyke tat.
i never reject min lin when she asked mii plae bball.
i never sae no.
so i guess if one dae she offers mii drug.
i wont sae no too =)
min lin got new bball.
alex wanna meet hadi, hadi wanna meet alex.
so lets welcome da 2 pro in bball!
at first plae boiiz against ghurls.
da 3 ghurls lyke still gossippin bout stuffs.
denn lyke tat plae against da guys is sure lose one.
n borin.
so we played 1r6 against 1r7 since when min lin asked da guys to choose team, deyy jus luk away n reply ani thang.
i cant split myself up to block two person.
disadvantage.
mii n min lin shared a super big gulp again!
denn see alex hold da gulp, luks veri small.
hadi lyke no need water lyke tat.
never see hymm drink or wadsoever.
forr once, min lin n joycelyn swaped places.
DIE.
without min lin, im dying.
min lin fell.
startin drizziling.
but sume of us havent leave yet.
my aimin sux da hell down.
i wanna learn da correct wae to shoot leh.
got this guy wanna challenge hadi in bball.
bu zi liang li.
reeli dunn feel lyke goin home n its still rainin so went to min lin da hse.
tried to present myself to be a veri gd ghurl in front of min lin da mother.
dunn wanna get kicked out of da hse.
asked min lin to plae guzheng forr mii.
hah, estalla still havent invite mii to her hse n listen to her plae!
luk at min lin da LA photos.
got chocos too.
rain not tat heavy, went back.
nite, ate my ferrero rocher choco.

denn today, sneaked out wif jolyn.
but eventually my mum noe i went out.
dunno is she noe mii well or sb told her.
had to go jurong tat CREATIVE company to repair her mp3.
had to travel from one end of da country to da other end of da country.
saw jolin (i think correct spelling), da sec 3 vball player, workin.
took a taxi to da company.
over dere, wait veri fast, our turn.
everi one over dere came in pairs.
so are we.
(jolyn, bear wif mii talkin bout da guy)
jolyn mistaked one of da salesman as a lady.
dere were 3 sittin over dere.
so we guessed which will we go to.
so eventually we were to go to da first guy.
quite young.
so while jolyn was talkin to da guy, i was checkin hymm out.
IM BORED!
his luks not bad.
hair a bit spike.
a tinie winie bit of moustache, but im okay wif it.
wore a black tee under his white wif blue lining uni, which is under a CREATIVE orange n black jacket.
understand?
n a blue jeans.
got a sense of humour.
asked jolyn if she has her lunch yet.
jolyn said, no.
he sae, oh, i havent had mine yet.
his name is... chester chan?
i rmb double Cs.
denn we have to wait forr da call to see if its okayy soon so we stayed in da company forr a while.
tot of checkin out da bus routes.
mii n jolyn squeeze into her umbrella.
my clothes quickly turn polka dotty.
had a hard tyme walkin to da bus stop.
denn after tat decided to walk back.
i feel lyke we are in 'Just My Luck', on da bad side of da dae.
got splashed by da taxi.
i screamed.
so when we finally made our wae back.
we are totally drenched.
got a mini theatre showin pirates of da carribean, the curse of da black pearl.
veri relaxin dere.
got sofas.
when da person called back, we jus straight away emerged from tat area n got to da counter.
updated profile of tat chester guy.
he is not wearin his uni ani more.
onli da black tee n tat jacket.
n he pulled down da jacket oredi.
=)
he asked jolyn if she wants da mp3 stickers AFTER she dunn wanna repair coz veri ex n not worth it.
jolyn thinks hes lame.
haha.
btw i blabbered on this guy, he oso wont noe.
since i wont be seein hymm again.
but a nice experience i guess.

i bought gummies wif jolyn since im starving.
nobody could accompany mii to eat dinner out so da sad mii had to eat cup noodles alone at home =(
1. Taken a picture naked?
nope. im not pervert.

2.Painted your room?
yup. end of last yr. purple.

3. Made out with a member of the same sex??
im not les, mind ya.

4. Drove a car?
dunn dare. scared kill sb.

5. Danced in front of your mirror?
mayb. if im on a HIGH mood.

6. Had a crush?
duh. im those unlucky one hu got theirs broken.

7. Been dumped?
*shakes head*

8. Stole money from friend?
am i tat despo?

9. Gotten in a car with people you just met?
friend da parents?

10. Been in a fist fight?
violent, but not tat violent yet.

11. Snuck out of your house?
jus. went to da CREATIVE company wif jolyn.

12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
obviously.

13. Been arrested?
in da mrt station for bringin in food?

14. Made out with a stranger?
im not cheap!!!

15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?
im being sociable.

16. Left your house without telling your parents?
izznt this ques similar to tat previously?

17. Had a crush on your neighbour?
dey have no standard one.

18. Ditched school to do something more fun?
im a good good ghurl =)

19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?
yeah. not enuff beds. ani wae is 'slept in a bed wif...' not 'slept wif...' different meanings.

20. Seen someone die?
no. n hope not.

21. Been on a plane?
goin to.

22. Kissed a picture?
yup.

23. Slept in until 3PM?
til 4 i think if halfway i didnt dose off. last tyme skool camp.

24. Love or miss someone right now?
sigh. not sure.

25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
so peaceful but no.

26. Made a snow angel?
havent been in real snow yet.

27. Played dress up?
its fun.

28. Cheated while playing a game?
the game is called 'CHEAT'.

29. Been lonely?
yup. currently alone at home in da middle of da nite.

30. Fallen asleep at work/school?
yeah. ive got witnesses. includin tchrs.

31. Been to a club?
underage.

32. Felt an earthquake?
not reeli.

33. Touched a snake?
zoo? n i freaked out.

34. Ran a red light?
who doesnt?

35. Been suspended from school?
im a super duper good ghurl =)

36. Had detention?
almost.

37. Been in a car accident?
nope. saw by onli.

38. Hated the way you look?
yeah. sumetymes. but we are jus born in it.

39. Witnessed a crime?
by mii?

40. Pole danced?
sounds interestin.

41. Been lost?
when i was a lil kid.

42. Been to the opposite side of the country?
a few hrs ago. jurong.

43. Felt like dying?
yesssh.

44. Cried yourself to sleep?
yeah. i was depressed n hartbroken.

45. Sang karaoke?
i sang nursery rhymes!

46. Sucked your thumb?
when i was once a lil lil lil lil kiddy.

47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
temptation rules i guess.

48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?
mostly is coke.

49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
no.

50. Kissed in the rain?
romantic but no.

51. Sing in the shower?
once. didnt noe my mum was jus outside.

52. Made love in a park?
not tat lucky.

53. Had a dream that you married someone?
cant rmb.

54. Glued your hand to something?
im slow but not retard.

55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
im not jessica simpson!

56. Ever gone to school partially naked?
i die halfway of embarrassment.

57. Been a cheerleader?
nope.

58. Sat on a roof top?
nar.

Didn't take a shower for a week?
smelly.

60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?
yup. ive phobia. i think.

61. Played chicken?
huh?

62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
er.. i fell inside myself =S

63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
im not tat attractive.

64. Broken a bone?
not tat unlucky.

65. Been easily amused?
depends.

66. Laugh so hard you cry?
yup. my face turn apple red too.

67. Mooned/flashed someone?
im blurr.

68. Cheated on a test?
minor.

69. Forgotten someone's name?
when i first noe tat person.

70. Slept naked?
cccoooolllldddd.

71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool?
delicious! but no.

72. Performed on stage?
yeah.

73. Blacked out from drinking?
not tat bad.

74. Played a prank on someone?
should be got. but mostly da one got pranked.

75. Gone to a late night movie?
havent.

76. Made love to anything not human?
im not pyscho.

77. Failed a class?
a test? history n hmt compo in p5?

78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?
cant rmb.

79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?
im not a music freak.

80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend?
didnt have one in da first place.

81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July?
why?

82. Thrown strange objects?
when?

83. Felt like killing someone?
yup. YOU.

84. Thought about running away?
yeah.

85. Ran away?
no.

86. Did drugs?
no money to buy.

87. Had detention and not attend it?
havent have detention yet.

88. Dumped anyone?
told ya i dunn have one yet!!!

89. Made a parent cry?
yup. n its scary.

90. Cried over someone?
both guy n ghurl.

91. Owned more than 5 sharpies?
*blink my eyes.*

92. Dated someone more than once?
HAVENT EVEN HAD ONE YET!!!

93. Have/had a dog?
nar.

94. Own an instrument?
acoustic guitar. n recorder?!?

95. Been in a band?
nope.

96. Drank 25 sodas in a day?
will get too burpy. so no.

97. Broken a cd?
disc cover, yes. disc, er.. cant rmb.

98. Shot a gun?
not a murderer or least euu are in danger.

99. Dated a married person of the opposite sex?
NO!!!

100. Written a love letter?
sigh. ans still N.O.
went out wif blossom n watched CONVENANT!!!
since jolyn dunn wanna watch so i asked blossom since she veri easy goin one.
she sae her bro sae convenant is nicer than dead or alive.
wah, her bro rather watched guys than ghurls?
after watchin denn noe da reason why.
da movie quite nice.
especially parts tat interests mii.
lyke...
flashin of asses!!!
of both genders!
*whistle*
got these parts where 3 guys were guessin wadd kinda undies is da ghurl wearin at da bar.
all 3 guys are witches btw.
first guy sae, blue cotton.
second guy sae, pink lacey.
third guy sae, never wear one since 12 years old.
denn one of da guys use da power n lift out da ghurl s skirt.
reeli! she never wear one!
denn at da boys locker rm, where all da guys are nude after bathin, got catch sume of da guys asses.
im not droolin! but i guess my eyes are locked to da screen. =)
the movie is lyke 90% Cry_wolf, 9% Underworld Evolution n 1% Charmed mixed together.
oya when da guys showin off their powers tat tyme, their pupils will turn veri big lyke a dog.
SO CUTE!
veri similar to those in underworld evolution.
i love those eyes! dunn believe ask jolene.
denn da parts tat are similar to cry_wolf is tat da settin is around high skool preps. got murder too.
denn da dorms veri creepy at nite.
but i think cry_wolf more scary.
geraldine noes tat.
i was complainin on da phone to her.
denn onli thang similar to charmed is tat its bout witches.
jus tat its guys this tyme round.
corrections: HOTT DUDES MEANT TO BE DROOLED!!!
i lyke tat front guy.
hes hott.
his name is Caleb
real name, steven strait.
gonna go check out on hymm.
after da movie, before we left, mii n blossom placed our legs on da seats in front.
tot mayb got sth after da movie.
but nuthin after all.
at one of da shop, mii n blossom tried this dress.
its nice.
but kinda long forr mii.
i wore black while blossom wore white.
we luk lyke flower ghurls.
???

*saw 3 comin out soon! but i guess its m18 again. but i think i rentin it when it comes out again.*
back to skool for dance.
today is damn tirin one.
got new steps which i kept doin all wrong.
i do until im pantin.
got a lot of blue blacks.
after tat plae bball wif zena, her friend, mich, jia rong n yi jun.
im starvin by denn.
jia rong is still doin his one man show.
zena kept sayin he no hair one.
he puberty stage havent reached yet wadd.
heard yi jun da phone background is a female da back, wearin spaghetti striped sumemore!
either he pervert or he has sume kinda feelin forr tat ghurl.
he kept sayin is his mum (?) but after tat denn he admitted is a friend.
unlike wadd zena sae tat yi jun luk lyke shin (no way loh! shin is much much better n slimmer!) he reeli reeli luks lyke jesse mccartney now.
lyke jesse mccartney, both of them gained weight but still got da luks.
got ppl plae soccer dere denn yi jun wanna purposely offend da ppl dere.
he kena attacked none my business arh.
saw hymm shoot eye contact to zena when askin her if she wanna plae blind mice or not.
BLIND MICE?!?
i guess hes too used to flirtin tat he forgot hu he is flirtin wif.
i feel exhausted. lyke dying.
stand up oso lyke wanna faint lyke tat.
END OF A LOONG DAY.
*yawn*

rewind back to Saturday.
plae bball wif min lin, kary, wei shan n 2 of min lin da ex classmates.
includin tat annoyin gay, russell =S
1r6 guys all last minute cannot come.
shared wif min lin one SUPER big big gulp.
we ghurls played against da guys 4 to 2.
n we won!
thanks to da superwoman, MIN LIN!
hah.

Sunday:

chalet wif couz.
SHE IS DA MOST SLOW BO N MOST BLURR PERSON I HAVE EVER MET.
(she beats euu, geraldine in da blurness.)
wait forr her lyke wait forr da snail to crawl round da globe.
went to escape.
im not a fan of escape but i jus go since i dunn have to pay.
its free!
finally while sittin pirate ship, i luk up when comin down.
played da spray boat n i got even wetter than i sit wet n wild at da back.
before tat, while on da boat of da wet n wild, geraldine sms mii.
thank god i wasnt halfway screamin my lungs out down da slides.
denn after tat got message from her again while playin da spray boat.
ppl sprayin here n dere, i lukin at phone on top of da water.
so ppl take da opportunity to spray mii =(
starvin, bought nachos.
inside, damn cold.
huggin myself forr more warmness.
da nachos here special.
not onli has hott cheese to dip in but sth reddish which is cold to dip into too.
quite nice.
after a while, sat flipper.
I WAS PRAYIN I DUNN PUKE EVERI THING OUT.
coz 2 of da tymes i sit flipper, i puke.
N I DIDNT!
my couz was lukin at da 3 birds in da sky halfway in midair.
she should thank god tat da birds never shit into her mouth when she opened it.
OKAY IM BEING BAD HERE.
got bbq back dere at da chalet.
couz had another friend comin too.
scared i feel extra.
it wasnt tat bad.
her friend quite friendly so we could talk.
denn we kept teasin my couz even though she older than mii.
but i luk older than her.
N TALLER.
all 3 of us managed to break our plastic spoons when tryin to tear da beef.
DA BEEF WAS ELASTIC EUU NOE?
after tat, played truth or dare.
veri long never plae tat game.
i kena da first one to get dare.
dunno my couz n her friend cruel or not.
so my dare is to stuff 3 big cubes of ice into my mouth forr 1 minute.
HMMM... NOT SCARY LAH.
i didnt let my couz off tat easily.
so when its her dare, i became her make up artist.
N BECOZ OF HER, I BROKE MY EYELINER!!!
n when its her friend da turn, we jus did sth similar.
i think she screamed when she saw her reflection in da mirror when we are done.
OR IZZIT MY COUZ?
btw we did all these dares in front of a no. of ppl.
includin my family.
after everi one left, its onli left to mii n my couz alone.
HMMM...
its weird ya noe.
sleepin wif another ghurl in an unfamiliar place.
sleepin as in real sleepin, no slant thinkings!
2 SEPERATE BEDS!
eh but stick together one so no difference.
dunn wanna sleep so early but nuthin much to do.
so *ZZZZZZZZZ*
(found out quite sume bout her. A GUAI KIA HU IS VAIN? BLACK NAIL POLISH? EYESHADOW? JOYCE, WE HAD COMPANY!)

Monday:

my couz could still sleep real gd.
i cant reeli sleep.
its jus... WEIRD!
wanna sms sb but first, sms overshot.
second, battery low.
THIRD, ITS RUDE TO WAKE PPL UP IN DA MIDDLE OF DA NITE.
next mornin, open up da curtains n door.
oya da chalet is right beside wild wild wet!
so i saw a few ppl cleanin da wild wild wet water.
its a rare sight.
n i was lyke, HELLO! EUU NOE EUU ARE DA 2ND PERSON I SAW SINCE I WOKE UP?
but onli mii n my couz heard.
it is veri veri veri weird to brush my teeth n wash my face together wif my couz.
reminds mii of da dentiste toothpaste advertisement.
early in da mornin went to swim.
i cant even swim one lap continuously!
after tat check out.
plannin to go wild wild wet later.
so we had breakfast first.
got this voucher.
got 4 cups of drinks in return.
siao.
onli we two person.
plus sumemore $8 voucher.
so we bought a spread.
swear i will gain weight once again.
still got 2 hrs plus before wild wild wet opens.
got zone x voucher. (didnt noe downtown east so rich)
but need da card to plae.
waste money to buy a new one.
so asked craig down.
denn we played.
i won both of them in bball shootin!
its a glory euu noe?
but i sucked down to hell in driving.
I WILL NEVER EVER TRY DRIVIN IN ARCADE OR REAL LYFE AGAIN.
saw ex tuition friend, amanda wif her budds.
denn after tat till 1 was hell tyme.
BORED TO DEATH!
inside wild wild wet, almost went into da male toilets.
we played da normal stuffs.
at ular lah, we joined sume other ppl to sit.
not tat scary.
but da scary part came not long after.
its da cycling in da air!
never sit before wadd, so decided to try.
started cycling denn rmb sth.
I HAVE PHOBIA OF HEIGHTS!!!
i was screamin at my couz in da mid air.
once she dunn hold da handles, i gripped mine even harder.
denn she was sayin all those stuffs.
if she sae one more word, i assure her i would scream vulgar down at her.
da lady let mii wear my top while goin down da yellow slide.
but actually cannot.
da real trill came.
we decided to plae da samsung big slide.
da one up to dunno how high.
i was hopin i dunn regret lyke i did wif da cyclin.
da float is damn freakin heavy.
even da next couple is oredi behind us.
when at da top, i luk down to da bottom.
i swear my eyes are bigger than a goldfish.
but too late to back out.
i sat at da place facin my back down first.
so when da water pushed us down, both of us were screamin da hell out of us.
n i was wonderin when da slope will finished.
seems lyke ages.
my neck aches.
denn at da second smaller slope not tat scary ani more.
when gettin out of da float, my knees went soft.
n gave way.
da lady person over dere was lyke are euu okay.
got water splashed until her pants.
pai seh =S
realized tat ular lah is onli scary if ur back is faced while goin down first.
euu would feel tat am i in da sky? feelin.
had cheese fries forr break.
after bath denn come out.
had early dinner which is pizza.
but da place dere quite dark n deserted.
not a nice atmosphere to relax.
back home, exhausted.
lie on bed n slept forr a while before goong starts.
i cannot let myself miss da show even though watched dunno how many tymes but listenin to da chinese version, it jus seems all wrong.








sure i watched da nice parts of goong again.
i jus cant get enuff of them!
i cant bear to part wif them!
met blossom after tat to pass her back.
went to tm to shop shop forr fun.
bought this peppermint latte bubbletea.
SUCKS.
but i still finished it.
i guess i better still stick wif oreo coffee.
tried this overall at ice lemon tea.
tight.
wah my hips are big. but i lyke it.
at 77th street, we each tried sume clothes.
i tried this purple + black stripy tee (da tops dere are either veri big or jus nice) n a demim skirt.
blossom tried a red + black stripy tee n a half black shorts.
i lyke da skirt lehx.
not too short.
at da arcade, mii n blossom played da table hockey.
over here, its safe to hit hard or scream or shout vulgarities.
first tyme i lost to blossom =S
denn after tat i win her.
saw jing yuan n his hu ever.
so we played table hockey against them.
lost miserably.
must practise more next tyme.
didnt realize its 6 plus oredi.
rush home.
decidin between takin da bus or mrt.
wanna watch goong.
half wae runnin back home, sb called JIA QI!
but seems more lyke directin at mii, so i turned round.
its this netball junior.
last tyme mdm roslinah oredi mistaken my name as jia qi too.
WHEN DID DEYY BRAINWASH THEIR HEADS?
jia qi is da p6!

these are da pics by da wae forr da bbq.
ive fallen in love wif goong.
n cai jing n tat shin.
yesterday i watched da episode 23 n 24.
wa lao damn nice.
i think episode 21, 23 n 24 are da most touchest.
or is dere a word lyke tat?
when shin first cried in episode 21 i was lyke OMG.
i almost cried wif hymm.
denn when lu cried until lyke wadd in episode 23 when he found out tat his mum n da majesty blah blah, i was lyke i wanna pity hymm n give hymm a big bear hug.
which is impossible =S
he always had tat soft miserable face tat makes mii wanna help hymm.
it seems lyke most of da females are head over heels over this drama denn da guys all dunn give a damn care.
at first all ppl includin middle age women lyke my mum see da characters, everi one was lyke lu is cute but shin lyke nuthin much to see.
denn at da endin, everi one would be lyke shin is better than lu.
TRUE.
HE S DEAD DROP GORGEOUS.
his legs are so slim n beautiful.
better than dickson. hah.
plus he got 6 pacs!
but he damn tall.
if i ever have a chance to stand beside hymm, i will sure luk lyke a drawf.
ani wae its impossible again.
denn today mornin watch da last 4 episodes again.
of course skip those borin parts.
once again, i was lyke head over heels over da endin.
but i think da goong special 1.5 is damn nice.
got features da NGs n da secrets behind da success.
of course interview too.
veri funny.
jus knew sth.
tat guy hu acted as shin (dunn bother to spell out da real name) is da NG king.
denn da one hu acted as chae gyeong is da one always trip over sth.
denn da one hu acted as hyorin is da vainest.
hah enuff of goong oredi.
i noe ppl are bored of mii sayin this topic everi minute.
but mayb i will watch da last few episodes again.
im addicted!

P.S i ever did sae im anti chinese (im still am), but i didnt sae i will stick to onli english.

today is da class bbq thang.
early afternoon rain.
denn my sis took my slippers denn i have to go her friend da hse to exchange da slippers.
i havent combed my hair when i met joyce.
so she saw my chaotic hair stickin out in all directions.
met da others later.
wah denn found out ka lun n zhi kang behind us.
but deyy walked damn fast n soon over take us.
so we jus follow them to find da bbq pit.
estalla sae deyy have da heights of a couple but i dunn think so.
even if ka lun wear 5 inches heels oso luk weird beside zhi kang.
soccer boiiz so fast over dere oredi.
us four n dickson went to see red hse.
denn when mii n estalla n jolyn saw da hse quickly stopped n walked away.
while joyce n dickson went forward n go luk closer.
denn we went back to da pit.
a lot of ppl dere oredi.
we still need to buy water, wadever drink thang, ice, wire graze...
at first, everi one was each doin their own thangs wif their own cliques.
denn after tat when darkness came, everi one started gatherin around da pit to wait forr da food.
but it seems lyke is da guys BBQin da food.
even though sume of da stuffs are burnt but we dunn care.
WE ARE STARVING!
ms zahra came after tat, we tot she wont come.
we took class photo.
n i took a pic of ms zahra usin jolyn s camera.
she take ppl, i take her loh.
it was quite fun by da end of da dae.
i was halfway eatin my hot dog denn sb was thrownin sand at estalla denn my hot dog oso kena.
seems lyke tat nite i ate a lot.
coz i was goin round feedin ppl.
denn deyy make da burnin charcoal on da plate to float out into da sea.
but soon da seawater extinguished it.
after da bbq, most of da boiiz wanna go red hse.
denn sume of da ghurls too.
but i dunn feel safe goin at nite.
even in a crowd.
i heard deyy even wanna go in!
but eventually dunn have.
so mii n da others went downtown east to plae arcade.
n i hit da thang too hard n it flew out n hit a lao cok cok.
OOPS.

i heard ms zahra treat da others hu went red hse ice cream!