today feel veri tired in class.
dunno why leh.
sleep normal normal tyme but still lyke tat.
i kinda gave up hope on my IPW group.
yeah, in my hands, it kinda ruin.
i cant be da leader, i realize.
everi thang jus goes downhill.
i sux.
before we started ani work this yr, i was thinkin i onli have 2 routes left.
1) i slack lyke hell n dunn care bout ani thang n have fun.
2) i worked hard lyke hell no matter how i dunn lyke sume ppl, jus get it over n done wif.
but i realize i cant bring myself to do ani one of them.
i feel lyke a failure.
i cant even rule a small group.
i feel awful.
I DUNNO I DUNNO I DUNNO!
DUNN ASK MII ANI THANG!
I WANNA SCREAM.
I WANNA SCREAM ALL DA PROBLEMS OUT!

euu noe im those kinda ppl whose mood get easily affected by others.
when i see ppl got prob, i wanna help them within my ability.
coz i knew even if i cant solve my prob, i will feel better if i solve sumemore else's prob.
but if i cant, i feel tat im useless n its my fault.
its my fault tat i cant help da person.
i feel veri bad n troubled after tat.

these days im pretty troubled, ya noe ya noe.
i wanna shut off da world!
but i knew i am being irresponsible.
today ive been repeatin "i dunno" dunno how many tymes.
see, see!
another one.
ive been constantly feelin cold these days.
my fingers n toes are freezin even if not before spot check or cold weather.
singin national antemn oso.
currently too.
i dunno wadd is happening.

is lyfe tat hard to live?
today blossom n jolyn crashed over at my hse.
they each have their own troubles plus homework to think of.
poor thang.
sumetymes i dunno wadd to do to help them.
but we managed to get sume work done.

jus now i went to search on Pete Wentz from Fall Out Boy.
yes, sure hes hott.
but da more i luk at hymm, da more he luks lyke joel n benji madden from Good Charlotte.
hes got a tattoo below his abbs.
OMG... IM DROOLIN...
n deres nude pics of hymm.
so plez dunn go search on hymm.
coz its porn.
jus tat its not censored.
waz so great bout takin ur own nude pic?
n i realize tat i lyke to luk at hott guys tat are 90% nude rather.
100% is disgustin.
so yeah, im not horny, it jus so happen to appear before my eye.
n da "This Aint A Scene, Its An Arm's Race" wif hymm doin tat strippin part is actually related to these.
was on da phone wif sb jus now.
forr lyke 1hr n 19 mins?
my phone was burnin.
real HOTT.
but yes, after talkin to da person, i felt better.
not tat it solve my prob but im more happier.
1hr n 19 mins before i was screamin into da phone but 1hr n 19 mins later, i was grinnin.
funny thang eh?
n i finished da 4 summaries in ask n learn.
n yes yes stop mentionin bout feb.
im broke.
seriously out of da shit of mii.
I FEEL SO FUSTRATED NOW.
I SWEAR I CAN CRUSH AN ELEPHANT RIGHT AWAY.
has a craving forr choco.
but when i eat it, it seems to burn in my throat.
oya rmb sth yesterday tat make mii wanna vomit blood.
after CCA wait forr 39, 3 went by mii 3 tymes n finally i could not take it n took 3.
i waited 45 mins oredi!!!
n when i jus boarded da bus n luk back, 39 is behind.
I FEEL LYKE KILLIN SB RIGHT AT TAT MOMENT.

n i dunn think lukin at planes fly away at da airport is tat emo.
i think STROLLIN in da rain than is emo.
n i seem to do tat quite often. uh oh.
mr lai wears boxers!!! =)
(rotten tomato cant find his size)
wahaha.
i saw it!
wif my two eyes!
coz today he lifted his arm denn da shirt oso rise up denn saw da checkered boxers.
forgot wadd color.
it jus so happen.
not tat i purposely wanna go see or wadd.
told jolyn n she oso saw before, so not my fault!
today da 7 o' clock show tat guy oso wear checkered boxers, RED CHECKERED BOXERS.
NICE.
MY FATHER OSO GOT WEAR, SO NO BIGGIEZ.
its common.
but why are boxers checkered or sth embarrassin lyke pics of rubber duckies???
actually ghurls oso got wear boxers.
not tat IM ONE OF THEM.
but i noe dere are.
i jus noe!

today got tat god damned emergency practice.
but at least da weather is accomodatin us.
thank euu!
but deres e learnin to think bout.
im dead before i did tat thang.

dance was pretty okay.
i have weak legs, boo hoo.

ps. listenin to this new song tats a bit simlar to Panic At The Disco's But It's Better If You Do.
but its hip hop (im surprised im listenin to it too coz im an all time hard core, rock fan)
da video is stupid but cute. fractured fairy tale if euu called tat. lyke my dead cinderella =)

dunn tell mii its comin true? im afraid to noe.
im reeli tired, VERI TIRED.
yes if euu are genius, euu would hav guess tat wadd da eng tchr sae in class, da one wif "i am sth, veri sth" is i rite one.
fell into a deep deep sleep jus now.
had a hard tyme to wake myself up.
sumetymes i dunn wanna wake up, but i still have unfinished business left.
had onli waffles forr lunch today.
i dunn lyke ppl to control my lyfe.
but am i torturin myself?
why am i doin this?
for da sake of wadd?
DOWN WIF ROTTEN TOMATO!
DOWN WIF ROTTEN TOMATO!
DOWN WIF FUCKIN ROTTEN TOMATO!
BURY HYMM DEEP DEEP DOWN IN EARTH.
HOPE HE NEVER WAKES UP.
DA WHOLE SKOOL WILL CHEER FORR EUU, BABY.
DUNN WORRY, EUU ARE NOT LACK OF SUPPORTERS.

EUU INTERRUPT OUR PEACE IN THIS DAMN PLACE.
EUU RUIN OUR LYFES.
LET UR CONSCIENCE HUNT AFTER EUU.
GD BYE.
WE WONT MISS EUU.

today after assembly, got this lecture bout groomin to us ghurls onli.
boiiz are chased out, but NOT DA MALE TCHRS.
da skool noe ghurl's ego is fragile.
SO WHY ARE THEY TORTURIN US?!?
WHY!?!
ARE EUU GONNA CHASE US TO DA DEAD END?!?
euu said jus live it, n refer us to SIA ghurls.
they are different.
they work for MONEY.
they have a CHOICE.
WE DUNN.
WE ARE STUCK HERE.
i dunno bout tmr.
will i live til da end of skool? or will i jus collapse?
i had no idea.
dunn force us.
finally got to go sumewhere far n chill.
its been a long tyme.
skool has been kinda torture.
today went out to bishan wif jolyn.
on da wae we talked bout ya noe ya noe stuffs.
my... er... fav topic?
n i learn sume stuffs.
n i oso learn bout another crier yesterday.
WADD DA HELL IS GOIN ON?!?
WHY IS EVERI ONE CRYIN?
WHY IS EVERI ONE HURTIN EACH OTHER?

jol wanna find her bubble demin shorts.
but eventually dunn have.
but da overall bubble dress veri cute.
n da silver bubble skirt.
but $30++ cant afford currently.
da shop called Purpur.
denn jol sad sad til she bought her Silky Girl purfume, Sweetheart.
da smell is okay.
BUT SUME PURFUMES ARE LYKE, OMG. IVE FALLEN IN LOVE, BABY.
first up is this Esprit Life.
da package veri nice too.
colorful.
its $54++
go die lah.
denn got this purfume beside lol:) (wadd a cute name) oso veri nice smell.
got write da ingredients out.
wadd mandarin orange blah blah blah.
$60+.
denn got this one jol sae advertise in mag.
$70+.
all of them got this fruity sweet smell.
oso got this Paris Hilton purfume veri sweet smellin.
but da Britney Spears one is lyke sux lyke hell.
forgotten to try da Jennifer Lopez one.
hers should be quite nice.
i wanna buy this purfume advertise in Teenage mag at da Body Shop.
Rougeberry, Eau De Toilette.
its limited edition.
onli $19.90 coz is to help raise funds for HIV n AIDS.
its a meaningful thang to do but i scared i no money.
damn.
n i learnt from jol tat Eau De Toilette means not so strong smell.
cool.
mayb i try to take out sume hongbao money loh.

denn we went to eat lunch.
we are seriously broke ppl n cant decide on wadd to eat.
i practically wanna cry my hart out tat i spent $4++ at da food court.
next wk's recess euu guys are gonna see mii do my "meditation" again.
da train is damn crowded.
we are squashed lyke sardines. arrr...
we sashay our wae over to marina square.
saw skirts at Surfer Girl tat i knew i cant afford even if i hanged myself.
showed jol this pair of underwear from Emily Rose tats kinda cute.
black n red. HOTT...
passed by Calvin Klein n saw this reeli seriously cute lyke hell PJ pants forr guys.
mayb coz da dummie wore it low cut denn can see da shape of da abbs.
*drool*
da badge shop is gone, in place is a jap anime clothes shop.
i prefer da english gothic denn da jap's one.
theirs lyke a bit act cute lyke tat.
while jol went to try an overall, got this lil fat ghurl tried this jap gothic outfit.
her mother kept sayin, veri cute, veri cute.
denn da saleslady kept sayin veri nice, denn must add sumemore things on it.
of course she will sae so even if her mind is thinkin da other direction.
she wanns to earn money! hu doesnt?
sume tees dere quite nice.
but dunno da price.
jol bought a fire engine RED shorts from a shop called RAIN.
her skintone can wear red, but mayb coz i never see her wear before, denn it luks weird.
veri brightenin.
denn she bought suspender.
SHES GONNA LUK SO CUTE!
i ask her to buy mii an accessery coz of her happy mood after buyin wadd she wanns at Diva since its 50% off but kena rejected immediately.
sigh, i guess i have to dig money out of my pocket instead.
ppl's been kinda emo today.
dunno wadd kinda spirit causes us humans to feel lyke this.
no idea.
im currently feelin okay. mayb feelin a bit heavy.
but at last its friday!
OMG I MISS PARTY TYMES!
i miss da other side of mii.
da let-go-n-hopefully-everi-thangs-okay mii.
ppl out dere hu are feelin down, rmb deres us.
us hu will support euu n guide euu all da wae.
ur guardian angels all along.

back to mii.
lyfes been kinda busy forr da past few days.
cant get enuff of music.
ever playin in my head all dae in class.
others tot i love ALL kinds of english music.
hell no.
mayb i tried to listen a variety.
but overall im settled wif two kinds.
da ironic rock (panic at the disco, fall out boy)
n hardcore, hard rock, slightly metal (bullet for my valentine, 30 seconds to grace, three days grace)
n eventually leadin mii gettin worked up n emotional.
ive learnt to let go of thangs tat are not worth to let my emotions worked up.
n eventually my mood reeli lightens a lot, im feelin happier.
if lyfe could still continue this wae...

yesterday, mr ng marked my compo script in front of mii.
guess wadd?
i failed =) 14/30
congrats to mii.
*bow*
but today he changed to 16/30.
n i dunn have to go forr eng remedial!
i told hymm not to faint when he read my script.
he kept shakin his head vigorously when he read.
but im not da onli one.
guess hes givin up hope on us.
heard hes goin to britain in june.
bad teachin experience he has, doesnt he?
everi moment im always seein hymm talkin to one of da students.
he doesnt recognize mii at first!
he was lyke, are euu in my class?
DUH!

but he rmb my name.
da one hu said to have basic knowledge of english.
durin class, he gave us an example of a personal recount.
coz we are goin to have ANOTHER compo test next tues!
damn.
da one he gave us is ripped from his ex or not ex crush's blog.
woo hoo.
da ghurl's english is damn bad.
sumemore sec 4.
mayb coz is bloggin than lyke tat.
im not an exceptional.
denn after skool, mii n min lin went to da lib to check waz da blog but to no avail.
obviously.
da post should be from yrs ago.
ani wae hes 20 goin on 21.
so soon he can go to cinema to watch r21 movie.
but doubt he tat pervertic lyke sume other boiiz this age.
he showed us his ID.
wif his damn pic (so funny) in ngee ann uni.
so hes reeli from ngee ann!
plus hes from red cross or scouts.
tats why he lyke ghurl guides.
mayb his crush is in ghurl guide?
n he told us sb luk lyke his crush n he told her.
hmmmmm...

had lunch at 4 when i reached home.
pathetic.
i skipped my recess n shared chicken rice wif min lin after skool.
sumemore still got PE.
but im not havin eatin disorder.
jus wanna control myself.

PS. met ms serene wang n she told mii i luk slimmer! surprised she recognize mii in da first place.
i feel that the tchrs with d*** in this damn skool doesnt understand us, ghurls.
of the wae we dressed n da reason why.
we oso have difficulties.
we are not jus being mischievous or wadsoever.
actually jus guys dunn understand.
guys will never understand us.
mayb they think we are making a big fuss out of nuthin.
they wont understand.
i have learnt to not anger myself becoz of all these spot checks.
anger management, yes.
mayb.
but its not worth it to get angry over all these bull shit.
i have better things to do.

i think my ipw group sux.
i mean, i cant control.
im not used to being alone.
i make my group seems so dunn care dunn care.
i make a mess.
god damn it.

n mohd haziq (cant be bothered to rmb his full name) owes mii a favor.
everi body readin this witness this.
my sis install maple inside this comp.
damn.
she kinda slow pok leh.
she played habbo 1 yr after i stopped playin.
she played neopets 3 yrs i stopped playin.
now she plays maple 1 yr after it is famous n when ppl have moved on to audition.
not to criticize but yeah.

jus now went to see da makin of "From Yesterday".
haha i saw da lead singer's nice abbs. again!
his eyes are lovely.
How will life be like if we treat each other like this?

Not caring * is your bestfriend/boyfriend/whatever, rather, devote all your energy & concentration at that particular time for that particular person you are with.
Not thinking whether that particular person has other motives in doing so-and-so action.
& of course you yourself not carrying any other unneccessary motives along.
Banish all doubts.

Even if doing something morally wrong, we are in this together.
Bear the responsibilties together, & laugh it all off.

If we were to stare into each other's eyes for a moment, just for that tiny moment, and look behind those eyes, into the souls of the other party, understand the patterns for the waves in their lives, and say,"i understand" through your heart, maybe everything would be different.

If we were to be able to shower the person with pure love and concern, regardless of background, pasts, the sins commited, maybe everything would be different.

If we were to not let the devil take control of us, let lust, greed or even jealously get in the way, maybe everything would be different.

If we were to take off our masks and greet each other with genuine smiles, smiles that came from the eyes rather than the mouth, smiles that cannot be replaced, maybe everything would be different.

If the world could treat everyone equally, maybe everything would be different.

I know & you know its difficult, but we can make the difference if we try.
Tell yourself, "I will try."




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i cant seem to delete my previous blog but jus ignore it coz im officially abandonin it.
skool's been not goin tat well at da startin of da week.
especially monday n tuesday n wed.
i have been washin my face wif tears since skool started forr da past few days til thurs.
things hasnt been goin well at first.
my instinct was rite, bout da phobia of skool.
ive been livin my lyfe in fear.
i had no idea waz in stall forr mii on da path ahead.
i may fall into a veri deep deep hole.
n never climb out.
ive always been a pessimistic person.
cant change da wae i am.
forr those few days, i cant seem to live my lyfe in peace.
n tat 30 Seconds To Mars' song, From Yesterday, kept playin in my head.
make mii even more depressed.
history has repeated. once again.
im back to da yr 2005.
i dunn wanna recall bout da past.
but i have no wae to stop da fate im havin.
i dunn wanna think bout wed.
i almost had a nervous breakdown.
but i did have emotional breakdown.
last tyme, sb asked mii if i have a crush now.
i said no.
i love this sb. but i oso hate tat sb.
da border between love n hate is veri blurr.
so is a relationship between a girl n a guy if they are jus friends. or not.

i rmb i used to try all ways to destress myself.
includin paintin my nails black, bulging, walk in a park alone, shoppin alone, puttin thick eyeliner.
but sumetymes it jus doesnt work.
i dunn wanna face up to reality.
but i cant lie to myself forever.

lyke wadd ms zahra told mii tat dae, im not in an american skool, where i can do n dress wadd i lyke.
i guess mayb i suit more in an american skool.
but im not exactly a wild party girl so new york is out.
where do i belong?
i dunno.
today was a ups n downs dae but not exactly a roller coaster dae.
LYFE IS STILL BORIN. HAH!
today was an alternate gd luck + bad luck.
first up, had a reeli nice dream bout a cute guy but totally had no idea hu da hell is he.
AWWW...
start skool at 8.20 todae.
so took da bus at west plaza.
didnt noe haziq behind mii.
its funny to go skool at this hr n see a lot of workin adults.
sat wif my aunt.
haziq tot she is my mum! hah. hes dumb. my aunt is lyke onli 30 yrs old.
got traffic jam but still reach skool early.
even earlier than jolyn.
joyce n estalla miss tat bus.

before goin back to class, GOT ANOTHER SPOT CHECK.
n i saw da tchr check if got fold skirt by askin da ghurl to lift up da shirt.
fuck.
a lot kena.
yes im one of da LUCKY one.
i still got socks sumemore.
my socks veri loose tat dae, sumemore this shoe is high cut.
i onli fold down a bit, so embarrassing.
i was damn angry.
at 2 ppl.
no, make it 3.
ask them FUCK N GO DIE!
DA TOT OF THEM MAKES MY BLOOD BOILS.
NO WONDER THESE DAYS IM SO BAD TEMPLED.
ALL BECOZ OF ALL THESE... INHUMANS.
i was banging my wae into da classrm.
ms zahra gave mii da weird luk coz my skirt is still short when i go back to class.
i regret my behaviour.
i should have stayed calm.
MARK LEE IS NOT COMIN!! BUT THESE KOREAN GUY CALLED, ER... KIM JEONG KYUK? IS HERE.
okie okie tat guy.
he got accent! wahaha.
his nick is called kim, so kymberly got "competitors"
cant call her kimchi or kimichi.
so i guess i have to call her kym, da female one.

i practically wanna worship da lit tchr.
shes too gorgeous.
shes not exactly tall but slim.
her face jus reminds mii of this word, ivory.
she wore a gyspy skirt! wif a simple baby white tee.
oh oh. she even got piercings at da top too.
n sth tat shock mii.
da story by shakespeare called Twelfth Nite has totally da same plot as Shes The Man!!!
DA DIRECTOR EVEN HAS DA CHEEK TO USE DA EXACT SAME NAMES!
VIOLA! SEBASTIAN (tat guy's pretty cute in da movie)! DUKE! OLIVIA!
da story is a bit lyke Lovewrecked.
N ALL ARE ACTED BY MY BELOVED AMANDA BYNES!
I LOVE EUU, GIRLIE, BUT HOW COME EUU ARE ASSOCIATED WIF SHAKESPEARE?

science was boring.
n i cant stand da heat.
after tat go tm eat.
n i bought tat top from 77th street tat reeli reeli suits my vest.
met a few nice ppl after tat.
n da misheard lyrics version
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LucfKdukf10
i watched this new fall out boy video.
its super super ridiculous.
panic at the disco n fall out boy are one of a kind.
ironic n ridiculous. in a gd wae.
im being a spoiler here but im still gonna sae.
it started after their concert. when deyy are still fall out boy. denn deyy go record song. da lead singer luks veri fat hu sing lyke got difficulty (but actually in real lyfe hes not tat fat), after tat da scene goes to this bedroom crash out, oso got this scene where da super cute guy stripped forr a manager to see (aww...), denn back to da bedroom scene where da fat guy jumped on da bed denn da super cute guy fly out of the window n die. yes jus lyke tat. denn got funeral where got choir n ppl french kissing in front of da grave. denn da super duper cute guy reawake. yes. denn go back to da past which is black n white where deyy had another concert n tat guy jumped down again into da audience?
sounds confusin izznt it? go watch it!
RIDICULOUS RITE?
heard da super duper cute guy in real lyfe dating ashlee simpson! argh...

oso watched this video by 30 seconds to mars.
veri nice n touchin da video.
coz got screamo! =)
denn da video oso got da lead singer stripped da top.
HE GOT 6 PACS! =)
*droolin*
i realize i still lyke guys wif eyeliner n jet black hair, but its not gonna happen in reality to mii.

ps. i didnt noe da vidoes got strippin but its still bonus to mii!
all of a sudden, i feel tat i miss my couz, rachel, veri much.
damn girlie!
veri long never see euu mah. since after ur o level havent hang out wif ya.
argh.. miss euu so much.
got a lot of things wanna fire it out to euu.
da past 2 days is pretty okay.
wadd can i sae.
jus tat lyfe is borin.
still plannin on doin sth to spike up my lyfe.
chinese tchr is ms jamie tan, tot she veri scary.
but she actually veri funny.
her voice veri piercing leh.
think i wont sleep in her class oredi.
eng tchr is quite young. think 22 or sth. still got da boyish luk.
but lit tchr even younger.
18 goin on 19.
shes cool n stylo, my idol now.
haha.
science tchr is super duper borin.
comfirm i bet will sleep one.
geog too. first lesson teach oredi.
but no idea wadd he talkin bout.
PE tchr oso tat IPW tchr hu put us into da group.
he sae we veri quiet.
coz da prob is hes makin us bored. duh.
today ms zahra talked to mii alone.
coz of da unhappiness durin IPW.
i sae im doin pretty fine.
dunn wanna make a big deal out of this.
after tat she started sayin bout my piercings.
OKAY OKAY.
she said tat if one dae on da street she see mii dye hair n have tongue piercing, she wont stop mii.
wah, makes mii sound so rebelious.
scare mii.
wonder how i luk lyke.
she said bout estalla da fringe.
FLOPPY HAIR!
FUCK.
ONLI THING TO DESCRIBE TODAY.
"AND I FEEL LYKE IM LIVIN DA WORST DAE, OVER N OVER AGAIN. N I FEEL LYKE DA SUMMER IS LEAVING AGAIN. I FEEL LYKE IM LIVIN DA WORST DAE. I FEEL LYKE EUU'RE GONE. N EVERI DAE IS DA WORST DAE EVER!"
yes, simple plan.
jus tat lyfe is not gonna be simple. ever.
seems lyke my voodoo doll onli works forr health n protection. not luck.

first thang in da mornin. spot check. euu noe how I HATE SPOT CHECK. I DETEST AGAINST IT.
thank god i cut my nails. BUT.
i didnt wear skool socks.
one point down.
i didnt kena my skirt coz i pull down though not da folds.
jus touched my knee. okay almost. but ms zahra never sae ani thang.
onli my shirt.
I PRETEND TO TUG IN A LOT OREDI LOH!
denn i have to stand when everi one gets to sit down.
i hide my top piercings wif my hair.
tats not da worst.
da skool wanna scare away da sec 1 mann.

(after tat kena chinese tchr forr this yr. discipline mistress of sec 4 n 5. i jus sae da truth. but surprisingly i dunn hate her. she still wear purple mascara sumemore.)

second thang.
goin back to class. wah. third storey.
denn jus before enter da classrm, this CHER caught mii wif da piercings.
denn i take them out loh. no biggies. da new piercing is i first tyme take out.
da CHER will always ask bout wadd class are euu. sian lah!
tats not da worst. YET.

third thang. kena change place wif shang ce n YOU CHENG.
fuck. n i kena sit his previous place. where he jus placed tat big ass of his.
but im still sittin wif estalla! =)
BUT!
BUT!
BUT!
we are sittin DIRECTLY BEHIND THOSE FUCKED UP PPL, WHOSE NAMES I SHOULDNT MENTION OR ELSE KENA SUE DENN HOW?
sb da BIG BODY BLOCKIN MY VIEW.
luckily blossom n pearlyn sittin behind us, create a great atmosphere.
BUT!
BUT!
BUT!
NOT DA END . YET.

fourth thang. for ipw, actually is mii, estalla, jolyn, joyce n blossom. n im veri happy.
HOWEVER!
HOWEVER!
HOWEVER!
this CHER RITE, GO CHANGE MII N ESTALLA TO BE WIF ** ***, SHANG CE N HAFIZ.
i complained. yes i whined lyke a lil ghurl. i dunn care. sae im nuts. i dunn care.
but no use.
DA WHOLE CLASS COULD SEE OUR UNHAPPINESS AGAINST THESE PPL.
COZ I DUNN THINK ANI ONE OF THEM WILL BE HAPPY WORKIN WIF THEM, EXCEPT MAYB OKAY OKAY WIF IT.
THINK IM A BITCH. WADEVER!
DEYY NOE I HAVE A GRUDGE AGAINST ** ***!
but i noe i cant continue being in this behaviour forr da rest of da yr.
so no choice, bear wif them.

FIFTH THANG! GOIN BACK HOME TAT TYME, WHILE CROSSIN DA ROAD.
MII N ESTALLA ALMOST KENA KNOCKED DOWN BY THIS VAN.
BY ONLI A FEW FEETS!
N DA FUCKIN DRIVER WASNT PLANNIN TO SLOW DOWN!
I CANT STAND IT.
I CANT STAND THIS ANI MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I SCREAMED AT DA VAN THOUGH ITS LONG GONE.
"NI MEI YOU YAN JING ARH!?!" (euu dunn have eyes arh)
I WANNA ADD FUCK BUT ITS RUDE.
DUNN BELIEVE ASK DICKSON, HE OVER DERE, WITNESSIN EVERI THANG!

typin this craps, i feel lyke breakin down.
first dae of skool oredi so suai.
how am i gonna survive da rest of da yr?
sb plez tell mii.
coz da world hates mii.









THANK EUU JOLYN AND BLOSSOM FOR MAKING THIS 2006 NEW YR'S EVE AN UNFORGETTABLE TYME FOR MII!
I LOVE EUU GUYS!
OF COURSE NOT TO FORGET MY ESTALLA N JOYCE N MIN LIN!
EUU GUYS ROCK DA WHOLE HSE DOWN!

yesterday, go out wif blossom n jolyn.
before tat i pass estalla back her turtle.
its quite fun to take care of da turtle though it shit veri smelly.

i tot jol n blossom havent reach da station yet so i go top up my card.
ALAS, THEY POPPED OUT BEHIND MII N SB HUGGED MY WAIST.
of course scare mii to death lah.
euu noe i oso scared of tickle.
denn we lyke part eat lunch at da food court.
i shared da pig organ soup wif jolyn.
i saw this dark blue skirt from Fashion Lab super damn nice.
but after discount still $30++, not my budget.
after tat go pasir ris n take bus 53 to go bishan.
da bus ride was bumpy. we almost slipped off our seats (we sittin at da back row leh!)

finally reached dere.
i was lukin forr shorts.
i wear until nuthin to wear le.
pathetic rite?
we went to FOX n try P size top.
super small lah!
but we all prefer da second top we try.
we exchanged da top around.
mine is this dirty white tee.
at X-Craft, i saw this set of top, super nice. argh, saliva droolin le.
at POA oso got this set of clothes veri nice. victorian style.
i still cant find da type of shorts i reeli lyke.
WHY IZZIT THOSE IM NOT LUKIN FORR POP UP IN MY VIEW?!?
at mini-toons, i bought sth.
guess? clue: i dunn buy toys as euu noe tat.
YES, A VOODOO DOLL!
its a red devil! wahaha!
forr protection n health. though got use or not denn i cant be sure.
we went to take neos since mii n jol never take wif blossom before.
i regret decorating. i sux. learn a lesson. dunn interfer in ppl decoratin da neos. i will spoil da whole effect. boo hoo.
had dinner at Yoshinoya.
da dae is gonna end soon. so is da month. n da year.
AWWWWWWWWWW...
we took sume pics, but felt a bit silly posing in front of ppl in bright lite.
so we went to da end of da corridor.
its deserted. so we will have sume privacy.
we are lyke posing funny funny things.
BE WILD, LADIES!
denn forr one of da pic, we kept laughin until we are short of breath.
its lyke, *shakes head n laugh*
its lyke so fun lah.
we head back to tamp after tat.
3 of us squeeze into a 2-seater space on da train.

we went to kinda visit da century square second storey toilet.
blossom go watch fireworks wif her bro n gf denn mii n jol went back.
dunn wanna go out oredi lah. tired.
met zena.
nite, actually mii, blossom n jol wanna conference together to shout happy new yr to each other but didnt eventually.
so onli mii n jol.
its kinda sad actually.
but nvm.
cant sms at da dot of 12, da communication line cramped oredi.
jolyn da sms i onli received 1 hr later n my sms she sae she received lyke 6 hrs later.
havent reeli tot of my new yr da resolution.
mayb jus be a better person is all i can sae.

HAPPY NEW YR TO EVERI ONE ONCE AGAIN!
N HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ESTALLA!

next dae, i realized i got 8 sms. coz suddenly my phone no vibration denn i on silent mode so dunno.
met jol n min lin to go estalla da hse forr her birthday party.
oso meet joyce too.
JOYCE LUKS LYKE A DANCER LYKE SHE WISHED.
WIF A BUN, TIGHTS N A SKIRT.
SHE LUKS GREAT!
i was lyke shoutin from afar, I AM WEARIN DA SAME TIGHTS AS EUU!
but mine is over a short.
at estalla da hse, plae mahjong.
estalla da mum was tellin mii bout how to plae wif money.
???
nuthin was absorbed inside my head.
too confusin.
min lin n jol oso learn to plae denn their first game win leh!
got sushi to eat! they all make themselves but estalla sae she never wash hands n do.
while i was eatin n she said she touched da turtle to exaggerate.
craig, blossom n jasper came after tat.
i guess i was thinkin of winnin too much tat i overluk my tiles n tot i win.
IN FRONT OF ESTALLA DA RELATIVES N MUM DA FRIENDS.
ALL PROS!
SO PAI SEH LAH.
I WANNA HIDE IN A HOLE!
craig is so disgustin lah.
he is wearin green once again.
denn we go watched this movie called SLITHER.
super disgustin lah!
i made a lot of sound effect.
after tat watch da repeat of High School Musical.
left onli min lin, jol n mii.
i cant board da bus coz is T so deres a private tyme forr mii n estalla after jol n min lin left.
sigh... i dunn wanna go back to skool.
all da stress n stuffs. cant go out n shop n have fun tat often.
life jus goes this wae. *shrugs*