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In the beginning

I was a primeval dot in the Universe
In the beginning, if the Universe began
Because I ripped myself apart
In glorious combustion,
Then how did I come to be there In the beginning?


Name of human: Jiayi.
Gender: Female.
Ngee Ann Sec's 4R3'09
gothic_punkchic@hotmail.com

affiliates
6a.Class.2005 Alan Alster Amy Amira Ashilah Assiddiq Atikah Benny Blossom Brenda Calise Candice Cassandra Carolyn Clara Craig Daphne Debbie Denise Denise Khoo Dionis Dickson Edwin Estalla Esther Filza Fitri Geraldine Haziq Jane Jasmine Jasper Jia rong Jing Yang Joleen Jolene Jolyn Joyce Junnie Jun Wen Karmaine Kary Kenneth Kimberly Ang Kimberly Tay Liu Jing Maisarah Min Lin Michelle Pamela Pearlyn Tan Pearlyn Wong Rachel Han Reuben Ng Russell Sam Sarah See Yuen Shermaine Sheryl Shi Mei Shirley Sijia Sofia Thaha Tian Hoe Tong Xin Victor Wei Xian Xin Yao Xue Yun Yang Hui Yiliang Yuhin Zena Zhen Feng Zhi Sheng

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Wednesday, January 03, 2007 `` 1/03/2007 08:20:00 PM
Title:

FUCK.
ONLI THING TO DESCRIBE TODAY.
"AND I FEEL LYKE IM LIVIN DA WORST DAE, OVER N OVER AGAIN. N I FEEL LYKE DA SUMMER IS LEAVING AGAIN. I FEEL LYKE IM LIVIN DA WORST DAE. I FEEL LYKE EUU'RE GONE. N EVERI DAE IS DA WORST DAE EVER!"
yes, simple plan.
jus tat lyfe is not gonna be simple. ever.
seems lyke my voodoo doll onli works forr health n protection. not luck.

first thang in da mornin. spot check. euu noe how I HATE SPOT CHECK. I DETEST AGAINST IT.
thank god i cut my nails. BUT.
i didnt wear skool socks.
one point down.
i didnt kena my skirt coz i pull down though not da folds.
jus touched my knee. okay almost. but ms zahra never sae ani thang.
onli my shirt.
I PRETEND TO TUG IN A LOT OREDI LOH!
denn i have to stand when everi one gets to sit down.
i hide my top piercings wif my hair.
tats not da worst.
da skool wanna scare away da sec 1 mann.

(after tat kena chinese tchr forr this yr. discipline mistress of sec 4 n 5. i jus sae da truth. but surprisingly i dunn hate her. she still wear purple mascara sumemore.)

second thang.
goin back to class. wah. third storey.
denn jus before enter da classrm, this CHER caught mii wif da piercings.
denn i take them out loh. no biggies. da new piercing is i first tyme take out.
da CHER will always ask bout wadd class are euu. sian lah!
tats not da worst. YET.

third thang. kena change place wif shang ce n YOU CHENG.
fuck. n i kena sit his previous place. where he jus placed tat big ass of his.
but im still sittin wif estalla! =)
BUT!
BUT!
BUT!
we are sittin DIRECTLY BEHIND THOSE FUCKED UP PPL, WHOSE NAMES I SHOULDNT MENTION OR ELSE KENA SUE DENN HOW?
sb da BIG BODY BLOCKIN MY VIEW.
luckily blossom n pearlyn sittin behind us, create a great atmosphere.
BUT!
BUT!
BUT!
NOT DA END . YET.

fourth thang. for ipw, actually is mii, estalla, jolyn, joyce n blossom. n im veri happy.
HOWEVER!
HOWEVER!
HOWEVER!
this CHER RITE, GO CHANGE MII N ESTALLA TO BE WIF ** ***, SHANG CE N HAFIZ.
i complained. yes i whined lyke a lil ghurl. i dunn care. sae im nuts. i dunn care.
but no use.
DA WHOLE CLASS COULD SEE OUR UNHAPPINESS AGAINST THESE PPL.
COZ I DUNN THINK ANI ONE OF THEM WILL BE HAPPY WORKIN WIF THEM, EXCEPT MAYB OKAY OKAY WIF IT.
THINK IM A BITCH. WADEVER!
DEYY NOE I HAVE A GRUDGE AGAINST ** ***!
but i noe i cant continue being in this behaviour forr da rest of da yr.
so no choice, bear wif them.

FIFTH THANG! GOIN BACK HOME TAT TYME, WHILE CROSSIN DA ROAD.
MII N ESTALLA ALMOST KENA KNOCKED DOWN BY THIS VAN.
BY ONLI A FEW FEETS!
N DA FUCKIN DRIVER WASNT PLANNIN TO SLOW DOWN!
I CANT STAND IT.
I CANT STAND THIS ANI MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I SCREAMED AT DA VAN THOUGH ITS LONG GONE.
"NI MEI YOU YAN JING ARH!?!" (euu dunn have eyes arh)
I WANNA ADD FUCK BUT ITS RUDE.
DUNN BELIEVE ASK DICKSON, HE OVER DERE, WITNESSIN EVERI THANG!

typin this craps, i feel lyke breakin down.
first dae of skool oredi so suai.
how am i gonna survive da rest of da yr?
sb plez tell mii.
coz da world hates mii.