i dunno why i was feelin so fustrated n angry after dance tchr left in a puff.
im not angry at her.
but all da emotions tat i have been keepin inside mii are threatenin to explode.
i could smash ani thang.
i could break sb's arm. (i think)
seriously.
i kept bitin my bottle.
sumetymes i tot i was a carnivore, n i will developed sharp fangs n bite into ani thang.
wadd a fantasy.

i reeli reeli dunn feel important to euu.
i dunn feel it ani more!
am i jus shit to euu?
i feel tat i have jus opened my eyes wide n saw wadd have euu been doin all along.
seriously i think we clashed a lot.
i feel tat euu dunn give a damn care bout mii at all!
euu take mii forr granted!
its jus my wishful one-sided thinkin tat everi thang has gone back to normal.
i reeli dunno wadd to do bout us.

n i seriously hate ppl when deyy they think females are all stereotyped.
weak, fragile, cute.. do euu have ani more adjectives?
it doesnt mean if a female is stronger, taller or clever than a male, they are not female.
waz wrong wif these ppl's heads?
why cant they open their eyes bigger n luk at the real world to see waz it made of?!?

today get da o level result.
cousin got 16 points.
jolyn's sis got 11.
n she cried.
so jolyn cried.
quite touchin da scene.
denn got quite a few ppl have difficulty comin into da skool coz dyed hair n piercing.
but i saw one ah beng wif brown highlights n lip piercing being allowed into da skool.
why arh.
but last yr i oredi saw hymm struttin around da skool wif da piercing uncaught.
but denn DM busy catchin ppl.
last dae still wanna do this.
seeing all da ex seniors, make mii miss da lyfe last yr where groomin wasnt strict n scary.