now im readin my past posts, from April 2006 all da wae to da present.
i wanna noe how much i have changed.
i realize my second post oredi got da word fuck.
my third past started emo.
may was damn freakin emo.
coz of sth. sth.
i was quite lame n sound so bitchy in da early posts.
i actually feel embarrassed when i read it.
GOD. I DIDNT EXPECT I WAS LYKE THIS BEFORE.
to tell da truth, i regretted a lot of things.
ive hurt ppl, n ppl have hurt mii back.
i forced myself to read wadd i had written before.
i can onli luk down n sae im sry.
I DIDNT NOE!
everi tyme ur name appears, i reeli dunno wadd to sae.
n i realise craig has been talkin bout da difference between a ghurl's sittin posture n guys' since last yr.
n i have been caught laughin to myself several tymes.
my mood was real awful a few tymes.
december was my favorite tyme.
i was enjoyin myself a lot. a lot.
january was reeli unpleasant.
i wanna tear off da pages. but i cant bring myself to do so.

yesterday nite, i found a bit of stain of blood on my leg.
i didnt noe where it came from.
while i brushin my teeth, i saw dark ruby red blood on my arm.
i freaked out, obviously.
its da second tyme i bleed without feelin ani thang!
denn today in class brush against sth denn da wound bleed again.

today's OLE need to perform.
so pai seh.
da elderly came before we have da tyme to rehearse.
got lunch provided forr us, even lo hei.
(im feelin tired now but im still gonna finish this)
denn we sat at da flag raisin platform n watched a lil kid twirlin n fell into his dunno whose arms.
denn after they go, craig go imitate hymm.
craig, euu are even bigger size denn mii so plez.
da soccer boiiz are still veri horny.
have to left at 1.20 actually but skool release early so i rushed to meet my mum.

veri worried my curve worse.
took my height n weight.
i shrink 1 cm!
omg.
took x ray.
totally dunn lyke da clothes we need to wear.
its jus a piece of cloth coverin our body.
da length is even longer than skool skirt full length.
n da collar dere veri big.
scared slipped off my shoulder.
denn got this guy sittin at da waitin area lukin at mii wearin this awful thang.
nvm, euu are oso gonna wear this if euu are gonna take x ray too.
at da doctor (i always dunn lyke dere), my curve indeed is worse.
but im not growin ani more.
dunno whether to be happy or not.
so i onli need to wear another 6 months n i graduated!
though i will never have a straight spinal back.

my mum wanna walked at chinatown.
im still happy bout da kinda gd news.
at OG, saw this bathing suit tats totally gorgeous, even my mum says so.
its actually a one piece suit.
at first glance, euu may tot its two piece.
blue n pink, veri damn nice n unique.
da pink pather top veri nice too, got da bling bling thang.
denn deres this female walked past.
she stops everi one in their track.
lets name her ms gothic babe no. 1.
shes caucasian, dark brown, wearin a knee length super gothic boots. i swear its ten inch high! wif "horns" stickin out of da boots. black n white mini skirt. a black n white top n a black n white mini backpack. think its by emily strange.
denn she met up wif ms gothic babe no. 2.
her friend wear not tat exaggeratin.
at least no ten inch high boots wif scary things pokin out.
but her theme is oso black n white gothic theme.
i sat on da mrt floor on da wae home.
damn tired.

ps. sheng han must be veri damn grateful to mii tat i sabo kym to join hymm.
he can feel free to worship mii!
i knew hes veri happy.
hes super hyper, i saw.
ani body wif a brain will noe waz goin on.
but kym not tat grateful to mii lah.
sad sad.