I feel cold.
And for a moment, afraid.
I feel lost and awful again.

Today is supposed to be a happy day.
SUPPOSED TO.
Everything was alright in the morning.
I wasnt being emo.
I just dunn feel lyke talking.
My mouth is tired.

Im glad tat in the events, our school got a lot of 1st and 3rd which most probably will make us second in position overall.
Yeah.
When we were in the toilet, we heard our school's name being called out and we were screamin.
Nobody else in the toilet anyway.
Ngee Ann won the cheerleadin competition too.
I was shocked.
I mean lyke hey, wadd much did we do compare to Chung Cheng?
They had DRUMS.
Wadd we have?
Claps (other schools also have)?

I kept snatchin min lin's cap.
Actually i practically snatched every single thing she has.
But its fun bullyin her.
So i see why Sheng Han seems to enjoy it.
Talkin bout hymm, a R5 guy said he had cancer coz of da white flakes on his face, neck n arms due to his bag.
I said im in stage one (white flakes due to Estalla's bag but not tat much compared) while he was in stage 5 (finally stage).
Gonna die soon.
Lol.

We took pics with the "Onion" mascot which is Sheng Quan at the time being.
Everyone enjoyed pushin the mascot 'round, includin Craig Chan.
He said he took a pic of the mascot's chest.
???

After this, we went to find the shuttle bus to take us to Jurong Point.
We saw one bus with a notice outside puttin "FORR NGEE ANN N DUMMAN",
so we tot we could take.
but alas, one of the dumman high tchr said, "THIS IS NOT FOR YOU! ITS ONLI FOR DUMMAN HIGH!"
Fuck hymm lah.

Jurong Point was crowded so we decided to go Vivo City.
Jolyn and i shared Korean Cusine, Chicken with Veg Soup and "Big Size Sushi".
Joyce met KS n i was utterly shocked at his luk.

I stretch out my arm and put it beside dickson's and said,
"See our tanned skintones! Ur one blacker while my one redder!"

After that its only left Pearlyn, Blossom and mii.
We fooled around at the pool at the rooftop.
It was so cool and we took a lot of stupid pics.
I dunn wanna care so much and sat down in the water so actually i am all wet.
I accidentally dropped Blossom's phone into the water.

Inside the building, we tried to change into ani dry clothes we had left.
It is weird and rare to walk in Vivo wif wet hair.
I saw a lot of nice shops but didnt get a chance to go inside.
Pearlyn bought a new top.
After tat she left first.

On the ride back, Blossom n I were veri quiet.
We just need sume peace.
Even though i was wearin Blossom's jacket, i was still veri cold. Inside and Outside.
At Pasir Ris Bus Interchange, i saw hymm.
I dunn feel happy, rather i felt more depressed.
I guess he doesnt have probs lyke mine.
He luks as if he had a perfect lyfe, wif a successful career ahead of hymm.
Unlike mii.

Though my fingers n toes are 10 degree celcius below normal body temperature, my body are lyke 10 degree above normal body tempterature.
Ironic huh?
My face, eyes, nose, skin are gettin redder.
Denn i realized i had sunburn.