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In the beginning

I was a primeval dot in the Universe
In the beginning, if the Universe began
Because I ripped myself apart
In glorious combustion,
Then how did I come to be there In the beginning?


Name of human: Jiayi.
Gender: Female.
Ngee Ann Sec's 4R3'09
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Thursday, April 05, 2007 `` 4/05/2007 10:47:00 PM
Title:

i jus read a bk which is describin bout how da skool has changed wif a new grief and crisis counsellor.
he takes control of the whole skool, changin all da rules.
no cellphones, no chewing gums, no prohibited bks or cds by certain authors or artistes (not porn), no cosmetic products, no caps, no other forms of piercings, metal detectors, security guards....
AND IT ALL HAPPENS IN AN ALL AMERICAN HIGH SKOOL.
SOUNDS FAMILAR????
NO ITS NOT CONCENTRATION CAMP, EVERIBODY WILL MOST PROBABLY BE DEAD BY DENN.

YES, EUU SHOULD FEEL DA SAME WAY AS I DO.
just tat i think they are far worse than us.
even prohibited to wear ani thang got to do wif red coz it has got to do wif gangs n violence.
???
rite, reminds mii of sth.
"RED IS DEFINATELY NOT ALLOWED IN THE SKOOL."
DO I NEED TO PAINT MY LIPS BLACK TOO??? (skool color)
sounds goth, kinda cool ya noe.

everi one knows tat in an all american high skool, there are cliques.
goth, punk, skaters, jocks, nerds, bitches, rebels etc.
n of course, outcasts.
ani body imagine goths without eyeliner?
jocks without baggy pants?
nerds without books?
bitches without micro skirts?
ppl are stereotyped, whether euu lyke it or not.

if i were in the writer's situation, i DEFINATELY wont stand aside n fold my arms.
either i break down n bitch bout everi thang or i rebel.
da more euu push euu, da more i rebel.
but in real lyfe, i dunno if i have da courage to do so.
but i feel a NEED to shout it out loud.

sumetimes i see euu struggling in the river of love.
euu slap away my hand when i reach out to save euu.
i see the waterfall ahead.
yet i noe euu are too stupid. too stubborn. too foolish.
euu think euu can climb up to the shore.
all i can do is walk beside the river, guidin euu along.
i cant do ani thang more.