"Given Up" by Linkin Park

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace

Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape

I'm my own worst enemy

[chorus]
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
[end chorus]

I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared

I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares

I'm my own worst enemy

[chorus]
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
[end chorus]

[bridge]
Goddddddd!!!!
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery
[end bridge]

[chorus]
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
[end chorus]

(The background music for the advertisement, Live Earth.
before i heard this song, when i saw the adver, i was like, "Hey this song is sooo cool! Screeeeeeaming!")

I guess this is my favourite song in Minutes to Midnight.
Ive been waiting for that album for the whole holiday.
And i have to pass it to Dong Kun tmr.
This song really relates to my life so much that im shocked to see the lyrics the first time.
Yeah, tell mii what the fuck is wrong with mii.

You see Haziq, is YOUR album that you lent mii that got mii so immensed in my own world that i couldnt pull myself out.
Not that you lent mii the disc that caused you to sit around girls for the rest of the term.

The song playing currently in this blog is Valentine's Day, also by Linkin Park.
That is the song that caused me to be emo early in the morning, on the way to school.
And then all went downhill from there.
I forgot to bring apron.
I broke the mirror during science experiment. Again.
(Rmb last yr i broke a testtube?)
I didnt do zhou ji.
And all together, some other reasons, which questioned mii again.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MII AND MY THINKING?

I almost lost control of myself during D&T.
All emotions were overwhelming inside mii.
Boiling, waiting to burst out, explode.
I was breathing really hard.
And staring very hard, straight ahead.
I cant get my mind straight.

Skip, skip, skip.
After school supposingly, Min Lin, Jasper, Alex and i were going to gym.
Some person's idea wanted to play bball.
But i really dont wanna go under the sun.
But after Alex went for Malay, we went to gym.
Ah, air con!
My first run was relaxing.
I should have run longer.
And faster.
I lost my stamina in the second run.

Yeah, muscles weigh heavier than fats.
But at least its healthier than fats.
No wonder my weight never go down.
All 4 of us skipped lunch.
Somemore we still exercised, okay, with vanilla coke =)

I cant stop drinking water when i reached home.
In total, i drank half a carton of chocolate milk today.

And joyce, your tiramisu sweet went missing in the refrigerator!
Someone in the hse must have seen it and ate it.
But anyway thanks for the cookie!
Or chocolate mash you called that.