First time in my record history in this school.
Didn’t go school.
RIGHT.
BIG DEAL.

Puked 7 times last night.
Only word that appeared in my mind.
“Peristalsis”
Ring a bell?
That muscle in your oesophagus & stomach?

It was weird you know.
I instantly stopped my puking when my mum reached home from work.
But when she went out for a while, that puking starts again.
Theres just sth.
A line between us that held my life.
Sounds exaggerating huh?
No kid.

You know my jaw muscle haven’t really recovered?
Yeah I pulled my tongue yesterday.
Cause yeah.
How do you puke without sticking out the full length of your tongue?
Yeah im short-tongued now.
Whatever.

A few days ago, I watched “America Got Talent”.
Theres this old guy, pretty much 60 years old, who wanted to perform stripping.
“The world’s oldest stripper,” he said.
But yeah they rang the bell before he unzipped his pants.
Sth happened too at that time.
It was raining heavily and I wanted to take that towel away from the window.
Its at the balcony where theres only the grills, no window.
And a lightening flashed right in front of me.
All I saw was, white.
Like… heaven?
I pretty much turned into a 5-year-old girl who covered her ears, closed her eyes and screamed.
But its really very scary.
I had a dream this yr bout getting struck by a lightening.

Do you ever ask yourself this ques?
Why do you go to school?
What makes you wanna go to school?
I know its not just a plain, for studies.
Do you go to school because of sb?
That sb who strived you to go to school each day, to see his/her face?
Or sth?
When one day you realize, hey, why should I go to school?
Theres not much purpose of me going.
Its just pretty much a same normal school day.
Boring.
Do you still go?

(No lah its not that I don’t want to go school, just feel the urge to ask this ques which I asked myself a lot)