Im waiting for Estalla to go to the chalet again.
So while waiting, decide to blog for a while.
What to blog huh, i asked myself.
The chalet? i replied.

2r6'07 had a 4 days 3 nights chalet at Aloha Changi recently.
29/10 to 1/10
Tmr or sth will i go into the details.
Anyway phone is charging, not uploading any pics yet.

I just wanna say, thanks for my friends for asking me whats up with me the last few days.
Really appreciate it.
History is repeating itself for the third time.
I dont wanna feel this way!
I cant say i enjoyed that feeling.
I dont wanna see the same thing happen again.
Its sickening.

I shall have to face this bravely.
But i dont know if i could.
Or will i fall into the river deeper.
I assure this will drag for a few months, like always.
We have green hair and blue lips. What do you get.

Today isnt my day.
But i guess i have to accept it.
Everyday cant be a good day.

Jiayi's misadvantures of the day

It all started when i was rushing to meet min lin.
The shuttle bus was so slow.
It even got into an accident.
It hit the back of another SBS bus.
Saw wood chips flying.
& well i made a wrong choice by running out of the bus since i dont know how long it will take for the drivers to negotiate.

& MY SLIPPERS BROKE.
3rd time this year.
All happen in the estate of Tampines.
Whats with Tampines against me and my slippers???
So i was half running, half bare footed.
& i was super late so i cant buy a new slippers.
Sorry min lin!

I got through the day with that pair of slippers somehow or other.
Church was freezing.
Brrrrrrrrr...
It was pretty... touching today.

Grabs at Simei before going back.
Didnt brought umbrella so a bit drenched.

Home, the machine that squeezed oranges doesnt work.

And i think i got a cold or sth.
That kind when you feel your own body burning yet the fingers and toes are freezing.
Gonna drink that panedol thingy.
Its nice actually, 'cause its lemon flavored.

I think im starting to sense that dread feeling of discovery i had in May 2006.
But i should learn from it by now.
Take it with ease.
MEMORIES by ~DragonDiviant

Every moment,
Every second,
Every little thing that happens,
Creates a memory.

Some are good,
Some are bad,
Some are somewhere in the middle,
Without any real place,
They're just there.

As we get older we forget,
Forget the good,
Forget the bad,
Forget those little inbetweens.

But sometimes we want to remember,
Only to find we forgot,
And we rack our brains to find,
Even one hint that the memory really was there,
Not just some passing dream or thought.

Some people remember easier then others,
Some remember everything,
And it can hurt to remember so much,
Just like it can hurt to forget.

Memories are what link us to our past,
To keep them some people write them down,
Others put it on film,
But for many it's too late,
The moment has passed.

It's gone,
Left,
Not coming back.
Things happen in moments that we sometimes can't grasp.

It's too late for me,
I've forgotten things I wish I hadn't,
Things I shouldn't forget,
And I wish I could find the memories again.

I want to laugh at them,
Cry because of them,
Feel because of them,
Just remember..
Because of them.

Don't let those moments pass you by,
Grab those memories and hold on tight,
Use whatever means necessary.
Because what's there in a minute,
Is gone in a moment,
And won't come again for a thousand years.

Im hit by tireness when i sat down in front of this machine called computer.
Today's agenda
Parents Meeting Session.
Swimming.

Mum and I quarelled quite some bit today because of sth.
Got into the %#@##$#^^&* mood.
A few subjects dropped up to 20+ marks.
I studied.
But my mind just kind of got into a daze.
I still havent pass up the option form.
Miss Zahra asked me to research on the polys' courses and what subjects needed to be taken.

Swimming.
Ppl present: Joyce, Jolyn, Estalla, Min Lin & me.
I got a shade darker (if i aint dark enough).
Obvious tan lines (it will go away soon).
The pool was fun.
Thanks for the memories...
We did stuffs and laughed too much.
Estalla is sexy btw!
Moi gang bought rings.
Its centuries since i wore a ring.
I rmb in sec 1, i was late for school and my shirt was out PLUS I WORE A RING.
It was confisicated =(
But i got it back.

My Chemical Romance is coming to Singapore on 11th December 2007. =) =) =) =)
Max Pavillion.
$75, $85, $95. Excluding sistic $2 fees.
Okay, im like advertising for them.
No money baby.
Its been one year.
A year of pain, happiness, heartbreaks, laughters - MEMORIES.
We all fall. We leave footprints behind. We have scars. But its all a part of growing up, going through life.
The cycle of life.
We gained experience.
We made mistakes.
We learned.

Thank you all for being there around me.
To tolerate me and my bloody person.
Like Craig, i just wanna say sorry to those i did wrong to.
I always cant get things right.
& well, im blurr.

Actually our class still had the child-child behaviour.
But our minds aint.
Goodbye 2R6/07.
I will miss the guys in shorts (HAHAHAHAHAHA!)

Hafiz.
Keith.

Debbie.
Ex 1R6/06 classroom. "Nothing's impossible because impossible says im possible!"
Craig.
Guys in shorts.
Dickson.
Justin and Jasper. And of course Joyce.

The day ended up nicely.
So is the term.
The Sec 2 life.
The life of being a part of 2R6 in school.
I was busy and gonna be busy for quite a while.
Yesterday ate at Subway with buds.
Saw lesbians & had funny incident of Joyce and the 10 cent "1 dollar" coin.
Bowling was sucky for me.
We all had size 5 cute shoes.

Movies we watched:
Bridge to Terabithia was nice.
Guy was cute.
Story touching.
Dodgeball was dirty but funny.
Heard its M18.
Got our whole class all worked up.

Today
Me & the girls got all hyper and crazy over SNAP.
When you have the name of the second person to your left.
We were screaming.
Even Estalla.
& Dickson.
We all ended up with sore throat and woozy minds after too much laughing.
Chinese class was disrupted by teacher.
Second last day of school and she shouted at us.
Justin was being rebellious again.
While i kept sniggering(?) til my face was so red.
We were quiet and calmed down after that.
& i got really tired and irritated by the aftermath of me after school (hair sticking in all directions, growling stomach...)
Joyce and i didnt have much luck in finding any job =(
Though we put in much effort to present ourselves.
"We will miss out a lot on life if we keep fearing..."
Yeah cousin, shut up, i know these are your words, borrowing for a while.

This time's SA2 sucks big time for me.
Kymberly, stand up and jia you!

Im being paranoid again. Or aint i?
A geisha's lips.While im typing all these right now, i bet Black Eye Peas are performing in Singapore Indoors Stadium too.
Click five.... *stare dreamily*
Sorry, distraction.

Actually i wanna write bout sth but never mind, decided not to.
Joyce is not updating her xanga blog.
Anyway i cant comment her so i write here next time?

Afternoon the others came.

Rent Blood Chocolate. Werewolves are attractive. Especially when they are half naked. (horny!) The young dude, Aiden, looks like a younger version of Orlando Bloom.Night had dinner at airport (again!)

If Mr Dickson Goh was there, he would say i sua ku again.More pics on the swimming.

The Lost Daughter Of Happiness

Blossom wont be proud of her facial expression.

We were singing the PPG song in that Jap restaurant, out loud. Cause of this girl. LOL.

A-go-go babeeeeee.
We went bowling today after school.
People present: Dickson, Jasper, Justin, Estalla and Jolyn.
School was boring.
That the school happily let us off at 11.30am.
Joyce's got piano so she cant go.

I think the balls look like lollipops from far.
And i think the balls were just oiled.
I was so embarrassed when i swinged the ball back and it fell back!
And then, when i picked it up and was bout to roll the ball down the drain, it dropped like a bomb in front of me. (8 or 9 kg!)
And took its time to roll along the aisle.
Cant rmb if it rolled into the drain not.
Ah.

Jasper called me superwoman.
But eventually his marks were like, double than mine?!?
Spare, strike.
I called him superman, then ultraman.

And me and dickson played on the wrong lane at first.
SO I WAS SUPPOSED TO SCORE 8 MARKS AND HIM, ZERO!
Estalla won me this time.
I knew it.


I found the Sun amazing.
And when i reviewed the pics on the comp, i saw sth.
Did you see sth that i see?
Isnt that the moon?!?
Or what?
Venus? Mars? Pluto?
Eerie.

I wanted to write sth new for display name for msn, but i didnt know if its right.
So i asked ML.

Me says:
okay. oh what i wanna convey is a person torn between choosing the good or the evil side
...
...
...
minlin° says:
but hearing that sentence er..
minlin° says:
freaks me out
minlin° says:
like if the person has to struggle between both
minlin° says:
its like saying his half angel and half devil
me says:
there really is such case in this world i believe
...
...
...
me says:
like in spiderman 3
minlin° says:
yeah
minlin° says:
but thats because he was possessed
minlin° says:
haha
me says:
but inside his soul, there is the "evil" side that wish to reveal himself. it depends whether he can control and overcome it
me says:
overcome evil by good
Tinkerbell. *tink*
Dory with freckles??? That i didnt know.


Sunday

Went gym-0.
I jogged for 20.30 minutes for 2.4km.
JOG, excuse me!

Had dinner at Changi Village.
One of them is Spicy Chicken Western Food (top pic).
It isnt cooked at all when served.
Using the stone to cook.
Ate finish and the sauce on top was still boiling.
Me and family walked on the Changi Beach.
Passed by dear old chalet.
The walkway was beside the sailing club where there were a lot of ANG MOHS.
Joyce's favourite. =)

Tried Strawberry Atachi(?) for desert.
Nice.
Love strawberry, but not strawberry-FLAVOURED.

Monday

Bugis street + library.
Jol's new Kappa shoe. Min Lin's new Zinc bag. My new white shirt.

Jol and I did most of the walking. Feet were like so sore. Actually i took a pic but its quite obsene after all.

ML was self entertaining herself all day. =)

Estalla was slighty unwell but okay after that?

I didnt want it to happen. Nobody wants it. It was my mistake appearing there again. I didnt want to be involved.

Pink Chairs.
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang display.
Malay food for lunch.

Saturday

Went out with Jol.
Expo exhibition and Bugis Street.
The exhibitions are quite boring.
Had some incident there at Bugis.
We actually walked from Bugis MRT station to City Hall.
And its very short.
Oh and theres a baby on the train once and it kept touching Jol.

After that, with Cassandra and blah blah blah.
Managed to catch the last bus home.

Thank you for guiding me.
Thomas Edison didnt fail many times, he just find many ways that didnt work.
I wish i could tear apart my past, just as easy as tearing a piece of used paper.

Oh yeah i should be happy that exams are finally over.
Maths was such bullshit.
But at least i didnt regret that much as i did with paper 1.

Joyce was teaching Yee Si how to play piano.
Very funny.
Pearlyn was very skilled, man.

Fire station was pretty boring.
& ITS THE ONLY FIELD TRIP WE HAVE THIS YEAR.
I think.
How disappointing.
I suck at comforting people so please forgive me.

We didnt know where to go after this trip.
Ask Ms Zahra for suggestions.
Kampong Glam? Lil India? Chinatown?
Heritage tour huh?
Eventually we just settled on Subway opposite stadium. Duh.

Jolyn didnt join us so the 3 of us went.
The auntie behind the counter told us what was the best way to buy the Subway food.
She cant tell us earlier 'cause the boss was there.
LOL but thanks!
Im a food disaster.
I could get food on my hands, lips, face and yet eat the slowest.
Still didnt get the hang of how to eat properly.
Sigh, i made a fool of myself again.

Went bowling after that.
Its been ages!
Bowling shoes were always weird looking but Estalla's one was nice.
She was pretty good too.
But i still win her in the end, yeah.

A day gone, say goodbye.