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In the beginning

I was a primeval dot in the Universe
In the beginning, if the Universe began
Because I ripped myself apart
In glorious combustion,
Then how did I come to be there In the beginning?


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Friday, November 02, 2007 `` 11/02/2007 10:13:00 PM
Title:

"Is There No Truth In Beauty?" by Just Surrender

This is how it’s been, this is how it will be
and when you wake up with him, remember when it was me
and I always will be waiting for you
and I know that you will never see...that

I can’t break away from these chains to my heart
the further you push me the closer you are
maybe I should try to let go
maybe I should try to walk away
there’s nothing left to say, yeaheeyeah

Do you remember when, you used to laugh there with me
and now I’ve become the joke, a punchline’s all I will be
and I always will be waiting for you
and I know that you will never see ...that

I can’t break away from these chains to my heart
the further you push me the closer you are
maybe I should try to let go
maybe I should try to walk away
there’s nothing left to say

You’ll be waiting for the rest of your life
just so you can finally hear me say
These words don’t mean a thing but I’ll say them anyway
...anyway, yeah

I can’t break away from these chains to my heart
the further you push me the closer you are
maybe I should try to let go
maybe I should try to walk away
there’s nothing left to say...but

I can’t break away from these chains to my heart
the further you push me the closer you are
maybe I should try to let go
maybe I should try to walk away
there’s nothing left to say, yeahheahh
‘cause I can’t break away


Okay whats with the emo lyrics.
No, im not being emo here.
Im lacking emotions rather.
Whats better? Stoning or emo-ing?
Everyone's emo-ing nowadays.
Its time to change the trend.
Before someone started complaining its boring.
You ask me, how can one control one's feeling?
Yes, true.
No, i havent finish my piece yet.
Erm, wait, ive forgotten what i wanna voice out.
Never mind.

I dont know how others out there could manage to hide their true feelings.
Reason: they dont wanna pull down others' feelings too?
Reason: they wanna escape the fact they are feeling that way?
I guess i am not on the same FM as the others.

People are starting to rise up a campaign against emos.
Anti-emos.
Or have they already started it long ago?
Then im slow.

i lost my inspiration to qrite this post...

Okay i grab it.
Last time i used to write damn lot of emo emo statements.
Now i dont.
Hardly.
Why?
Maybe i wasnt that attracted to the Dark like i used to last time.
Maybe i didnt want to get out of it.
You just kind of get more and more into it.
Til you cant pull yourself out any longer.
Only you yourself can save yourself from yourself.