Friday, June 13, 2008
`` 6/13/2008 09:46:00 PM
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Im supposed to change my blogskin.
But im fed up with the codes.
Well, next time when i have ice waters beside me.
Im tuning in to classical station now.
Yes, mamamammiaa....
13 June, FridayToday has been a... toomuchinformation day.
Damn im bitting my lips again.
I realize, for a very very long time that i havent really go deeply and think bout things.
I lost the ability to do so since... my change in perspection of everything.
Like, i never get serious any longer to sit down and think bout things, bout life, bout everything.
To me, i just want to get more fun, more happiness before i say goodbye to everything.
I can just laugh at myself at the crucial moments.
Yeah like, ability to joke at my last breath.
Like the way i think is different from how i think one year ago.
One year ago, i might be hiding somewhere in my own cucoon, lighting red candles in the middle of the night.
Things are different one year later.
Responsibility comes in, so do other humans.
Its time, its time.
It is only when the angel falls do i fall.