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In the beginning

I was a primeval dot in the Universe
In the beginning, if the Universe began
Because I ripped myself apart
In glorious combustion,
Then how did I come to be there In the beginning?


Name of human: Jiayi.
Gender: Female.
Ngee Ann Sec's 4R3'09
gothic_punkchic@hotmail.com

affiliates
6a.Class.2005 Alan Alster Amy Amira Ashilah Assiddiq Atikah Benny Blossom Brenda Calise Candice Cassandra Carolyn Clara Craig Daphne Debbie Denise Denise Khoo Dionis Dickson Edwin Estalla Esther Filza Fitri Geraldine Haziq Jane Jasmine Jasper Jia rong Jing Yang Joleen Jolene Jolyn Joyce Junnie Jun Wen Karmaine Kary Kenneth Kimberly Ang Kimberly Tay Liu Jing Maisarah Min Lin Michelle Pamela Pearlyn Tan Pearlyn Wong Rachel Han Reuben Ng Russell Sam Sarah See Yuen Shermaine Sheryl Shi Mei Shirley Sijia Sofia Thaha Tian Hoe Tong Xin Victor Wei Xian Xin Yao Xue Yun Yang Hui Yiliang Yuhin Zena Zhen Feng Zhi Sheng

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Thursday, February 26, 2009 `` 2/26/2009 06:06:00 PM
Title:

Is Abortion Wrong or is it Right?

Some people will think its wrong while some will think its right.
For me, i think that it isnt wrong, but NEITHER is it right.
You have to do it for the correct reasons.

Its wrong because its a life at stake!
You cant kill a life inside you just like that.
You couldnt just think that money to abort will solve all problems.
You have to consider bout the baby inside. A living thing that may grow up to be a lil child, an adolescent, an adult, and even an elderly!
Think bout its future, the life it may get if you give them a chance to live.
And if you dont want the baby, maybe other couples who really want children want them.
They will give your child a good life with shelter and food.
The child has done no wrong to deserve such treatment.
Plus, motherly love is the most "伟大" in the world.
A mother will do anything for the child.

However, on the other hand, its not entirely wrong.
Think about how will you manage if you dont have enough money to even support yourself.
Wont your child have to suffer too?
Will you bear to see your child be reduced to skins and bones?
And if you dont love the child, whats the use of keeping her/him?
If you wont provide parental love/care for the child, your child wont be happy.
If you hate the child, no one will be happy.
And if you were pregnant because of the wrong reason, the baby will be a memory of what happened.
Will your mind and heart be prepared to receive this child?
Are you mentally ready?
Will the trauma haunt you?

In conclusion (Too much history/ss SEQ), its the reasons behind your decision that mattered. =D

PS. Those are just personal opinions so take no offence in what i wrote. =)

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Yesterday was a harsh day.
'Cause i had to run in the rain. =(
And the lift broke down so i had to climb up the stairs. =(
My mum bought the wrong thing for me. =(
Dinner dont look nice. =(

But hey, look at it at another view.
"Yesterday was a NICE day.
'Cause i had to run in the run. HOWEVER, i got home before the rain got bigger. =)
And the lift broke down so i had to climb the stairs. HOWEVER, i get to train my legs. =)
My mum bought the wrong thing for me. HOWEVER, i think i might still be able to use it. =)
Dinner dont look nice. HOWEVER after having a few bites, i found it quite appetizible."

So Jiayi, stop complaining!
However, i think i do that a lot these days.
Which isnt good.
Okay, i will change my thinking.

Yesterday and today, some of us asked a lot of ramdom ques to people.
Eg. "How many children do you want to have when you grow up?"
"What will you do if you were pregnant due to rape?"
"What will you do if you make your girlfriend pregnant, at the age of 21?"
"What will you call your girlfriend/boyfriend?"

The ans were quite interesting. Hmmm!

Thanks Est for the protractor today! =)
I had lunch with Blossom and Faizah today.
Cantik! (or however spelt)

Im standing near you. Yet im not reaching out my hand for you to hold, for you to pull yourself up. I just look at you.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009 `` 2/24/2009 10:00:00 PM
Title:

Have you neglected someone right beside you?

`` 2/24/2009 09:08:00 PM
Title:

Hello tuesday! Its tuesdays with morrie!
HAHAH.
Anyway this morning on the bus, i saw this pen-size big yellow praying mantis with orange eyes crawling across the window.
It was.... cool. But still, i got a bit can-i-move-a-bit-away-from-the-window feeling.

& Yesterday, someone came up with this crazy idea to sit in the yoga style for the whole assembly (which is bout 1 hr?)
So Jyang, darren, daphne (she's on and off throughout) and i did it.
At the end of assembly, our legs were numb.
Past the prick and prickles state.
Feels like rubber.
Dance was still way behind schedule for SYF.
But oh well, have to work together with everyone.
Damn, i will miss everyone after SYF. =(
And most likely i wont be pursueing dance in my future education studies so have to grab this opportunity.
And my goal is to manage a split and a bridge PROPERLY before we have to leave.
And a headstand.
Okay, thats quite impossible.

Im planning to jog this Fri again.
Anyone wants to come? =D
All humans regardless of race, language or religion are welcome.

Sunday, February 22, 2009 `` 2/22/2009 03:40:00 PM
Title:

I edited the pic with color.
Hahaha.
Hi everyone.
(Im currently in stoning mood so all my tone will be flat now)
What did i do for this week?
Hmm...
There were lots of tests again.
Went jogging.
However, i stopped at my fifth round on the track.
Guess my mind overpower my determintion to finish the 6 rounds.
Went swimming with C!
I broke her first time at Tamp swimming pool while she broke my first time at sun-tanning.
LOL.
We met Zhi there who's off to sun tan too. HAHAHA.
This weekend had been stoning for me.
Im doing everything in slow-mo.
Like every part of my body are supporting gravity.
It finally rained today.
I dont like rainy days though. =(
Making me move even slower.
Sloth.
At this speed, i wont be able to start on revising hist. Grrr.
*continues to stone*
*sings*
"Rain rain go away, come again another day. All the world is waiting for the Sun."
This reminds me of how Twin and i were talking bout how to draw a Sun correctly.
Then somebody said should draw the Sun with a BABY FACE. (i think dickson said that)
Teletubies again -_-
And these days Good Charlotte's Emotionless kept playing in my head.
(Maybe thats why im feeling so EMOTIONLESS)
Not that im missing Pop or what.
I still see him everyday which i thank God for.
Grr, im still feeling so stoning.
Crack my stone now.

Sunday, February 15, 2009 `` 2/15/2009 09:24:00 PM
Title:

I collected my one star cert for kayaking today. =D
Finally.
Visiting back to the place made me want to kayak.
But well, next time then.
I want to go for 2 star!
We did a lot of aimless walking today.

PS. I still think the soundtrack that I helped my Mortal to download is super nice. =)
"So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope."

Saturday, February 14, 2009 `` 2/14/2009 09:17:00 PM
Title:

Even Ms Ong gave Vday candies to us!
(and allow min lin and me vandalize the board =P)

Geraldine and her V day presents.

=D
Steamboat and cake at night!

Everytime the word, "Valentine", reminds me of a vampire. (not the underwear brand)
Cause theres one character with that name in a book i used to read.
And i learnt sth interesting from Geraldine today!
Oxymoron.
Eg. Natural Addictive, Deafening silence, pretty ugly.

Friday, February 13, 2009 `` 2/13/2009 08:21:00 PM
Title:

Happy St Valentines!
I didnt know it has got to do with the masscare until today. =O

I reached school to have "intensive chem tutorial" from Min Lin.
The sky wasnt really bright yet!

Pencils array!
Today, some of us turned into Santa Claus.
Im a coughing Santa Claus.
Hahah, im slightly better after this past week.
Grrr, im either thinking of that irritating throat or the annoying nose during lessons.
I bet i made a lot of "unwanted noises" in class these days.
From this picture, you can infer that my floor is damn reflective.

Anyway thanks for all the presents today, really.
Hahhaha, i think i received more than Christmas?
Hhahah, but today hadnt been a great day for quite a number of people.
I hope everyone will be happy. =)
This is a ramdom pic =)


Dont bite off more than you can chew
(quoted from z)

Tuesday, February 10, 2009 `` 2/10/2009 10:16:00 PM
Title:

Faber Drive - Sleepless nights

Another sleepless night
I'm still starin at the ceiling
I can hear him fightin
With her for no good reason
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If I had my wayI'd corner him and say

Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever

Another day goes by
And nothing changed, he's still the sameI can hear her cryin'
Thinkin she's the one to blame
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If I had my way
I'd corner him and say

Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Take her and make sure she feels it
Let her know you'll never let her go

Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Another sleepless night
Nothing changed, he's still the same
Another stupid fight
And someone's gotta say

Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Take her and make sure she feels it
Let her know you'll never let her go

Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Take her and make sure she feels it
Let her know you'll never let her go


Ps: Its just tough.

Sunday, February 08, 2009 `` 2/08/2009 12:01:00 AM
Title:

Last week, some of us represented 4r3 for the dance competition.


It was a fun dance!
Hope everyone enjoys our dance. =)
7 Feb 09, Saturday
Joyce, Craig, Keith, Yuhin, Hassan, Haziq and i went around doing some CNY visiting.
First stop - my house.
We were doing more talkings rather and thinking bout funny incidents.
Eg. Craig's sleeping habit in class.
HAHAHAHA.



Matching top, drink and wall. =)

Check out the resemblance!



YH still cant avoid a shot of C's camera. (and me doing the snapping)


Second stop - Craig' house.
Joyce went to see hamster cage.
There sure was lots of food at his house!
And i got to eat the shrimps roll CNY snacks that i have been craving for long.
(& i found them at YH & JR's house later on)

Before.


We lou hei.
Haziq was trying his best to learn how to use a chopstick.
He did it!


After.
We were "literally" chased out of the house due to Smith's home tuition.
Third Stop - Yu Hin's house
Met Joyce on the way.
We jam over there.
And took some videos.
LOL they are damn hilarious!
With the feature of the "2 blue thingy"!
Jam! Butter! Mayo!


No offence, C.

The main characters of the video.

Aerial view.






Leggings parade.


Aww, so sweet.

Sec1r6.

Happiness is the cure to everything.




After that i went over to JR's house to meet up with Calise, Jolene, Edwin, Cheryl, Kimberly and JR himself of course.

We played Black Jack and some ramdom games.

E with his attempt with big eyes.


Had a great day. =)

8 Feb 09, Sunday
Happy birthday to Jasper!
ML and i wanted to crash tuition for make up today.
However, the class is full so we left to study on our own.
I was beat so eventually we went back early.