Thursday, May 14, 2009
`` 5/14/2009 09:49:00 PM
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Some of us crashed Darren's house to study and Yuhin ended up like this within mins of seeing him.
I was staring at Amath ques with hatred.
Swear i can burn a hole thru the papers.
Never mind, i shall learn to love them.
"To learn, to love, to lead!" - Primary School's school song.
These days been studying, studying.
Today wasnt a really great day.
I was in 100% serious mode.
So i feel that im in a thick plastic bubble, looking out at things outside.
People outside cant hear me no matter how hard i pound and shout at the bubble wall.
I know i can break the wall, and it will be 100% slack mode.
However, i know i wont be able to get back to 100% serious mode when the time comes.
I am breathless in this supposedly- air-bubble, yet i cant break this damned bubble.
So conclusion, it just suck.
There's this one-sec moment that i almost lost control.
I felt all the emotions rushing out at the same time.
Okay, time for some emotion managament lessons.
"I'm not ****ing around." Horseshoes and Handgrenades - Green Day